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Sunday, July 25, 2010.
THE LOVE-D ONES.
No doubt that I miss the greatest, closest, most-related kin I've ever had. Few weeks ago, Mom and I were in a bus ride on our way home. And we passed by this HDB flat. Mom told me that the flat dimension was huge, and has around 5 rooms excluding kitchen and living room if Im not wrong.
Then, she went into how late grampa's intention to purchase a unit there for gramma, himself, and our family. I asked mom, "Only our family? No other children as well?" Mom said yes. I wanted to cry. Grampa love my family a lot (well, no doubt that he love his other children and their family as well). But Mom mentioned something about late discussing over the decision with my dad. And they already have a look at the unit together.
='( Its sad to see his intention is not reachable. I pictured myself and my sisters. Roaming around our new home. Bigger. Better. Filled with lots of love. Its not that there isnt any love with where Im living in right now. I just cant help but to imagine the presence of my late. Even tho I know its not gonna bring him back.
If only he can hear me. If only he can feel what/how I feel. Then I would want him to know. Grampa, I love you. And I've missed you ever since you left. I never stop missing you since then. Just so you know that I've been seeing the moments where I followed you everywhere you went. That I would want to be with no one else in the family, but you. I have no idea why, but .. I hope you're proud of what has become of me today.
Change. I know that is one good/bad thing that we cannot prevent from happening. But the change I see in you. Is a huge disappointment. Its like I hardly know you anymore. Its not that I dont love you but how to love you when I hardly even know the real you. Your appearance, your behavior. They all sums up to what you are now. They changed you. Your sense of fashion, and style too. Its getting worst, and Im sorry but to say its not getting any .. nicer. I used to go gaga over your outfit and how pretty you look like whenever you step out of your room for an outing or something. But the sad thing is .. its not like that anymore. You know we love you. But sometimes, your behavior makes us wonder ..
Like sadly =(( Disappointment.
Mom vomited and her head was spinning like mad, as she claimed this morning. Right now, she's sound asleep (Y) Im worried =( Recover soon Mom <3
Wednesday, July 21, 2010.
ITS SO FLUFFY IM GONNA DIE (!!)
I planted a wide smile when I browse through picture and came across this. I remember very clearly that we were out of poses that Jacq suggested everyone hugged me :) Love you Jacq <3 And for that I randomly texted Jacq few minutes ago :D
Ouhh, I also re-editted my blogskin. I know it somehow looked likeaa blog that is owned by a vain onwer :/ Which I will have to re-edit again cause Im not really satisfy with this one. But for the time being, this will have to make do. 3 hours of IS today so I ended 11am. But I reach my destination at 12pm due to the fact that I was accompanying Afiqah at NP's bus stop waiting for her mommy to fetch her. So we sat there and had a small talk :) And her mom is so prettay in reality! :DD Anws, after she left like just nice Zulhilmi the MatRep ended his class and we went home together. Talked about CCA, exams, his "WEIRD" classmate and stuff. Its funny how we never talked in secondary school before. And we talked like we've been BFFs or something. HAHA.
Okayy, shall end here. Meeting the girls for discussion tomorrow morning, follow by a lovely lunch with my Hermes aunties, then my Lab Test :) Wish my luck <3
Yours Truly,
Marlie.
Tuesday, July 20, 2010.
SMOKE-BREAK.
Accompanied Sofie for a smoke or two (perhaps 3 or 4) downstairs. And we did a lot of catch up. Even tho its doesnt cover almost half of our full stories that we have to share, there's a lot going on that we've been missing out on lately. I completely did a lot of thinking during the catching up earlier. Now Im afraid. Im afraid of making the wrong choices.I told Sofie that I've come to a point where I feel like .. But I am not the type that is into these things you see. I am just curious how _______ feel. Whats the feeling like to being _____ ? The only problem is, Im forever not ready for this kind'dof thing. And I know that Im not getting any younger. That I should start thinking about it. Be open-minded and stuff.And the next possible problem is their mindset. Nuff' said. I might not make sense, but just try to understand. For once, you might just understand me.
Thursday, July 08, 2010.
NOSEBLEED.
I. Feel. So. Cold. *Muscles aching from the cold temperature*
Tuesday, July 06, 2010.
TIME.
I have been wasting a lot of precious time. With countless of useless stuff. As I said, its useless to regret now. I just need to manage my time well in future, and that means, starting from now.
It was the first time I wore Chiongsam (dont know how its spelt) and for the photoshoot. Malay wedding, Chinese style ;D Then I feel that I'm really partially a Chinese :D hehe! Anyways, more and more people around me are falling sick. Sian :/
Monday, July 05, 2010.
Wedding photoshoot turned out to be Female Cousins Outing :D Haha. But hey, it was awesome (Y) Cousin Tina drove us around the entire day. And she inspires me to take up driving! :DD Soon soon! :)))) More photos coming up on FB!
Saturday, July 03, 2010.
RED.
Counting down now. Less than 24hours of the Photo Shoot! And the theme is RED :DDD
Friday, July 02, 2010.
Did I mention that Eclipse was (Y)(Y) I would go with anyone just anyone, to watch it again :D And I was glad Bella ended up with Edward, which leaves Lautner all to myself ;)))
Heading to Town with Gerlfys after school later. Anyways, I passed all my tests (Alhamdulillah.) And there's are more deadlines coming. Cheers Marlie!
Thursday, July 01, 2010.
OKAY, SO MARLIE LOVES CAMP CHIEF AND CREW CHIEF AS WELL! SINCERELY. :D
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11th - Ann kakak ;)
15th - Sufian chongkecik (upgrade)
18th - Phoebe L02
31st - Arziana twinny
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17th - Cilong L02
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16th - Ting Xin L02
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16th - Hijjah ej love
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26th - Kai Xin L02baober cum partner
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30th - Sofie ? ta jie
30th - Shahiddin
July
5th - Syuuu gerlfys
7th - Shanky ;DDD
13th - Terence ;)))
August
7th - Farlini kak lynn love
14th - Sze Yee L02
19th - Afiqah L02baober cum kak iqah
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26th - Keith L02
September
13th - Fatin kidd love
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2nd - Derek L02
6th - Shiyi L02baober cum bestfriend
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26th - Gramma 66
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17th - Hanim gerlfys cum bestie since 3 ;)
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12th - Michelle L02baober cum seashell
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