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Friday, March 28, 2008.
I dont know why but I somehow dont feel excited bout me turning a year older soon. Maybe there's nothing to get excited about? idk. But Sufi did remind me Im turning 16th soon next week. And all I could say was, 'and Im not excited about it.' The difficult part is that he asked why and I just couldnt find the right words to answer him. Im confused why Im reacting this way. And I've not been eating well lately. Its been hours since I last had something to fill my stomach. No appetite is all I could fill in to my friends. I have no idea on why I have not been eating well too. Screw this. Its 6.25 in the morning now. You readers would prolly think what in the heavens Im doing online early in the morning. Just to let you know, its the only period where I could get hold on to Sofie's lappy. *grin* So I better go pack my books and get ready. So long.
Sunday, March 23, 2008.
"That indescribable feeling." - she said.
I somehow have the feelings that my sixteenth birthday will be like hell. I'd rather not discuss about this. Everything's just going the wrong way. Why are people always looking at their point of view, and not other's? I had too much thoughts flying around in my mind. I had difficulty with homeworks. Difficulty with understanding what teachers taught in class at times. Chemistry, biology and even AMath now. I have even organise myself a daily-time-table. Just in case one day I've got too much things to handle, and I dont even know where to start until I feel like commiting suicide or something. Yea, maybe that helps. Shall see how it goes. I've done a bit of revision lately. Just a bit. I'll get use to it. Hopefully.
Gramms been on her usual self again. She's putting me in a position that I'm at fault too. In all my 15 plus years of living, I've never come across any grandmother like mine. All grandmothers should be loving and understanding towards their grandchildren, dont they? Screw this.
Anyways, I just got home from school. Studying with Nadzirah as usual. Did a few questions on AMath TYS and complete malay compo. After managed to survived throughout the session, went to Plaza. Head home and I still cant get the 'thoughts' out of my f*cking mind! Grrrr...! Like, wth..? Heck larh.
Btw Shahiddin, dont worry. Im fine. It wasnt bout what you said. Its about the whole situation. Im just confused. But whatever it is, thanks for listening arh. Seriously, I appreciate your presence when I needed someone to talk to. ^^
Friday, March 14, 2008.
Picture of Muhammad Sufi B Jupri's 16th Birthday.
Enjoy!~
Suhairi was like "WO00W!" over this.And Marlie was like, "Yea, Welcome." ^^
I was like, WOAHH..! Like this one man! XD
"Under my umbrella!" - EunJin.
"Birthday boy entertaining himself. Poor thing."(Bastard!)
The 16th year old birthday boy.
Poor Sufi. XP
I was like "WOOoooW" for this one too.
"We Care! We Share! We Bond!"
And to end this post for today,"Happy Sweet 16th, Sufi!"
Hope you're not mad about the surprise. Heh!
I sure had alot of fun.
Im sure all of us had alot of fun too.
We're just grateful to have you as our classmate arh.
The entertainment that comes from you.
Always there to lighten us up.
And your LAME jokes? Its okayy, we forgive you.
(Hahahaha!)
Thanks Sufi and once again,
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY, BIG BOY!
^__^
Happy belated sweet 16th birthday, Nadzirah, my friend.
Stay happy and funky as usual yo!
ILY. ^^
Wednesday, March 12, 2008.
This are SOME of the pictures taken at aunts' with some friends and also during Nisa's 16th. Enjoy!~
"Happy sweet 16th Nisa! ILY!" - Marlie.
Rest in peace, unc.
Sunday, March 09, 2008.
Results out, and I didnt do very well. With the current pointers I have, if thats gonna be my 'O' levels result, then Im doomed! I've gotta work harder. No matter what. i've gotta start now. And ouh! Zikri suggest we make an 'A' team! Hahahaha! Funny guy! But yea, since he's sincere about it, why not? ^^
Its been in and out. His life is on the edge yet in danger. His death could be felt by the loved ones. Uncle endured the pain. Its almost exactly how late gramps suffered 5 years ago. The machine was all he had to keep his heart from stop beating. But actually he was gone. It was the machine that keep pumping his heart. When the doc said it was not worth holding his body back like that, he asked the fam, if they still wanted to let the machine do its job or let him go. The fam had no choice as they dont want to make late gramps suffer alot more. From there on, late gramp was gone. And today, I am so afraid of facing the fact that uncle might end up like late gramps. Im scared. I had never felt this way before. Why do I suddenly feel this way to someone whom Im not so close with? Am I just too afraid to lose another person? Damn! Get well soon, Unc! I know we can sense the expiry of him is near. But only HE can decide his fate. Insyallah Unc.
Sunday, March 02, 2008.
"I go crazy...." - she said.
On the way to hosp.
And ouh, Happy birthday Mom!And Happy 22nd Anniversary Mom and Daddy!
And it was a hard week for me. I was glad I managed to pull it through. Damn would I ever go through such a period again.
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Suhairi was like "WO00W!" over this.
I was like, WOAHH..! Like this one man! XD
"Under my umbrella!" - EunJin.
"Birthday boy entertaining himself. Poor thing."
The 16th year old birthday boy.
Poor Sufi. XP
I was like "WOOoooW" for this one too.
"We Care! We Share! We Bond!"
And to end this post for today,
And ouh, Happy birthday Mom!