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First and foremost, the mother wanted to have late breakfast cum early lunch outside earlier today. So the two younger ones tagged along, and the father sent us (: And during the whole journey in his precious cab, he said something sweet. About our whole family. About our future, together. Not individual. Not mine alone. I thot I was the only one in this huge world besides god that thinks that way. But father thinks that way too. Im glad =))

Put that aside, since I was already at Lot 1, I took the advantage to look around. Since the GSS is already here. Its that time of the year again! Where shops are waiting for people like Marlie to enter and spend on her money UNwisely =(( But Im satisfied with what I bought, not over the budget. I bought myself .. Er .. Some useful stuffs. Hahaha (:

Yesterday, I went studying (okayy I admit I did not do my part in studying but -.-) with my beloved SeaShell Ah Lian. She brought her friend along which I have to apologize cause throughout the entire study session I didnt bother asking for her name. But the good thing was, we got along just find (:

Let me start all over again. I woke up nearly 10am when we planned to meet up at 10am. -.- Anyways, I had diarrhea while I was washing up. I didnt know why but my tummy just cant seem to agree with me. Until I was lying unconcious in the toilet floor. Okayy, Im exaggerating. But I was already kneeling onto the floor. I was too weak to even stand up. No really, wo mei you kai wan xiao, Im serious. I fought the pain and got myself out of the toilet and dumped myself onto the bed. I was groaning here and there, twisting and turning until I fell asleep. I woke up around 11 plus and the pain was totally gone. Like, totally. So I decided to rest for a while in case my tummy play truant on me, hmpf -.- But .. okayy I shant elaborate on the upcoming part cause not only will I gross the shit outta my male mates, but Ill eventually gross myself. -.- Cut it short, I later found out that it was PMS pain, double -.-

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SeaShell insist on snapping a picture of a cute guy sitting behind her -.- Poor SeaShell, her heart broke into gazillion pieces when she turned around and saw the guy putting his arm over the shoulder of the girl sitting next to himself. Lucky girl. Poor SeaShell. =(( Hahaha.

SeaShell even make a "Marriage Certificate" for me declaring that Im "legally" married to my CiLong Chua. Hahahaa, damn hilarious. And since Derek Er's name was there, I told her that it cant be a marriage cert since Derek's not my husband. Yet. LOL! So she added, "& Relationship Certificate" below it. Hahahahahaa, damn hilarious I tell you. And she gonna kill me if she dont see the stick on paper on my laptop tomorrow in class. -.- YEEEES, she sticked the "M&R Cert" onto my laptop. Thats my beloved classmate for you. Never fail making me a laughing stock *sarcastic wide smilesss*


Im starting to get really annoyed with this H1N1 virus. 3 have just been discharged, Alhamdulillah for that. But Singapore's so small and so innocent. If a small portion of Mexico can be affected, which is almost the size of Singapore, I think Singaporeans should start worrying about having to waste their money in buying mask and thermometer and check ups and and .. Gettingh quaratined? O.o "Seliseh!" And NP students should start worrying about getting more eLearing assignments when school is announced close. Trust me, my course have gone thru the eLearing week, you dont wanna even try it. eLearing sucks, I swear. God, I wouldnt lie. Hahahaha. -.-

Okayy this gonna be a long one. Bare with me dear readers =)

I shouldnt be going to school tomorrow. Thats because I almost met with an accident. I donno, I dont want to meet up with it, but it insist on meeting me up. -.- Lame laaa Marlie. Tsk. Anyways, yeaaa. I almost got hit by a van. Stupid driver, you should be grateful that I didnt instantly curse and swear that YOU met with an accident. You were lucky that you have already parked your van when my blood had reached its boiling point. You were supposed to slow down when you saw me and my younger sisters crossing the road. Yes I know it wasnt a pedestrian crossing. Hey, neither was it illegal for us to cross. Its just a road in the parking lot for goodness sake. There wasnt any vehicle when we cross, you had been jolly well slowed down when you saw us crossing. But instead, you HONKED! and pressed onto your gas pedal harder. Idiotic driver. Speed up when you see people crossing the road. Heartless freak. Had you knocked down any of my sisters .. I swear you dont wanna know what YOU were in for. Were being responsible for. I really cant get over the fact that he (or she, I think its a she but my sisters said it was a he -.- whatever) almost knocked us down, when I should. Grrrrr make my blood go upstairs only. Sickening driver. I wish I wouldnt turn out that way once I got my license.

Wow, for the very first time, I do sound annoyed. Hahaha. Is taht even me? Me as in Marlie -.- Why do I bother venting my anger here, the tooting driver dont even know me to visit my blog and read it anyways. -.- Im just upset that Im sometimes a sore loser. Aiyeeeeer.

(I just realised that my entry has a lot of -.- in it. Well lets not waste the fun. Cause dear readers, do you know that if you count the number of -.- posted on my current post correctly, you might stand a chance to win amazing prizes worth $-,---,---.-- !!?! -.- Here I go again. Lame nyerrrr Astaghfirlahh.)

I miss playing around with Sofie's baby Canon :(

My current Desktop Background =DDD

Wo ai ta! =D

Im so disappointed with myself for having negative thoughts. Really =(( I feel like crying. Feeling only! Hahaha, I wont cry laa dont worry Marlie stwong, hahaa and thats for those who loves underestimating Marlie for weaknesses. =DD Always doubting me, hmpf -.- One thing Im disappointed about is giving in so early. Its been only one month in school. Barely half a semester. And here I am trying to decide some unnecessary decision. Im just happy that I still think Im stwong no matter how hard the future might seem for me. I will go on, and I will not disappoint my mama and my papa. Im just happy that I have friends who listen to me, when it seems like the road was coming to an end. Im very happy, yaaayy! =DD Tammie and Lei Yi are the ones who have been in touch with me from Big Birds. Im so happy I still have them, And sincerely, I miss them =((

E-learning week, MDE students .. Like me .. Will be schooling at home. For the whole week. Yessa, can sleep once I finish my work in "new school". Next week will be common test week. And followed by two weeks break =D (see me smile) See the school next week! =)

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You. Are getting on everyone's neeeeerve.

From MY beloved people =D Thanks you guys! No matter how small
your tokens are, the sincerity is big enough to be seen and
perks me up like a little girl who gets her candy-floss! =DD

Nougats from SzeYee, the I donno what sweet from Darren, and as
promised, KinderJoy from Jacqueline. There's still a kid in me, yaaaaaayy! =DD

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HAHAHAHA, I miss them soooo much! And I know they passed
as guys who had gone thru transsexual. Hahahaa.
I couldnt help it but to laugh in class just now -.-

My chinese classmates are getting on my nerves. One day Im gonna curse and swear directly at their faces, really. I can no longer take their nuisance. Act nice in front of me. Like what the **** !? Seriously aahhh, if you think you all can fool me with all the FAKE mandarin phrases, you guys can just kiss my arse. Not only the Chinese, but each and everyone of them. I cant fake my liking for them just to make a front anylonger, I have to show my true colors one day. I wonder if they think I like them. Pffffft Ill be laughing my arse off! THEY SUCK BALLS BIG TIME, AND L02 IF YOU READ THIS, START LAUGHING CAUSE IM JUST JOKING! HAHAHAHAHAA!

O.o

Okayy, suddenly I dont find it funny after all. Im just doing some random stuff (more like posting a lame entry) just to kill boredom!

And here's what my BELOVED, see that word I emphasize on? BELOVED classmate taught me in Mandarin. Ammelia's the main TEACHER and Shiyi, dont deny that you're part of it =DD

"CiLong shi wo de ai ren." They name this as line 1. Cause they taught me 4 complete lines. L.O.L. Line 2 is .. "Derek shi di san zhe." 3rd line is .. "Derek yao cai shan wo he CiLong." And the 4th line that complete my conversation is .. "CiLong! Da ta!" HAHAHAHA, I know. I just like making fun of people and disturb them. Cause they like to bully me =(( Haha, and for that, the more they let me embarrase them with this lines, the more I love my classmates for helping me with these lines =D

Today is Wednesday and Wednesday is color day. Today is green-white day. Me and Asidah wore the same color (turqouise?) and we didnt even planned ^___^

Pictures are yet to be taken from Jacq AhLian. The above photos are the results of having a boring module for the whole of 2hours. My clique in NP =DD Shiyi. Asidah. Afiqah. Ammelia.

The pressure was with L02 individually while doing our Econs Test 1. It was our first ever test in NP and we were already stressed out. But forfunately, everyone passed. A big Alhamdulillah =)

Just now shouldnt be PMS cause I just had mine less than a month ago. I couldnt remember when was my last one, but Shiyi and Asidah reminded me =DD Anywhos, I was in a low spirit today even Jacq thot that I was so moody. All I know is that it shouldnt. Be. PMS. But what was it? O.o

Maybe I dont have to decide now. Later, dont hurt. Maybe Im distracted. Too many tasks to be kept under one palm. Maybe I should take things easy. For now. PERHAPS. Perhaps I dont even have to decide. Just have to go on with what is laid in life for me now. Perhaps Im sensitive. Over-sensitive? O.o Naahh. Perhaps I took things too seriously. Over-stressing myself. God. Im lucky I have 1L02 with me. I love them. They are the ones developing my spirit and enthu to go to school. I owe them big as a class. I really feel at ease knowing that each and everyone of us could easily mingle around with each other. Now that I treasure my Class Advisor so much, he had to leave the next sem. He wont be our Class Advisor anylonger. Just when Im starting to like his lectures. He's the best lecturer around and the best target for Marlie to disturb any lecturer. But Im very very very sure that Mr Liau will miss MARLIE more than Marlie misses him. =p And he will defintely miss 1L02, I swear he's gonna miss us and beg the school to place him back as our Class Advisor .. -.-

I cant resist, Im missing ah-jie badly :'(

My favourite gerls; Michelle, Kaixin and below Jacqueline =D

People I hang out with in class, with Mr Liau =)

Our class advisor = Marlie's favourite lecturer = Hen ke ai! =DDD
Look at all my boys! Ye you hen ke ai oh? ^_____^

And my beloved people from beloved class from beloved L02 declared a Pink Day last Wednesday. "Is that like cool or whhaaaatt .. " Imitating Asidah's bimbo voice. -.-

So our ITL Lecturer said to the other class, L02 is gonna wear green next wed what are you guys gonna wear? HAHA! Yes, thats how cool my class is laaa okayy. We rock the Logistics Undies can!? Pfffftahahahahaa! =DD Seriously, I think Im gonna include this in my upcoming entries until my readers gonna get sick and tired of reading it but I just cant help it that "I LOVE 1L02 AND WE JUST KEEP ROCKING THE SCHOOL!" =))

So this Wednesday, L02 declared a Green-White Day since not everyone has white, and Im like one of the "everyone" Double -.- I have white. But translucent white. I dont want to be held responsible for the guys in class not paying attention during lecture or tutorials or practicals. Or perhaps, paying close attention to me. "Eyes popping out .." Like what CM mentioned earlier. Another -.-

Guys.

And saturday was fun. Chatting with my pretend boyfriend with the others over at his place. I now declare my pretend boyfriend LonTong cause his name really sounds like LonTong. And I love to eat LonTong .. -.- Okayy so it was more to the guys bullying me over MSN than chatting with me. This Darren and CM. I cant remember what they did but I can only remember they bully me over MSN .. L.O.L. And Derek was so gross. *sarcastic smile* My dear dear the best. No dirty stuffs over the convo. I think .. Ahahaa. But the guys like conquer the whole webcam lohh always covering my LonTong. Im like always and forever over the convo asking for my dear dear. Ahaha.

Asidah, four months now. Tsk tsk. Better think fast cause not only is it growing. Your tummy is showing too in no time! Terror siaaa you. And what kind of terror? Nope, not terrorist this time. Terror-rapist! HA HA HA HA HA HA .. ! You raped _______ ! Ftwuuuh! Power sia this gerl! (Okayy so she's not "really pregnant" cause the whole thing was supposed to be an inside joke between us.) L.O.L. lohh! Tsk.

Yesterday, I couldnt handle the pain anymore. I swear I felt like giving up bearing the pain. It was as if death was easier than bearing the pain. On the way home, in the bus, I called mom and asked her if the clinic underneath our block is open on Sundays. And she said no. I was disappointed cause I didnt have the strength to go any further. So I just alight and went home straight. I cried on the way home. I didnt really cry, but tears was forming at the corner of my eyes. I couldnt hold back those tears. The pain ..

Once I got home around 9pm(?), I dumped myself on my parents bed and closed my eyes. Didnt even care if I have not even change. I was only awake this morning and surprisingly, I was back to normal. The pain that I was expecting this morning vanish thru my sleep. That was one overwhelming news. It was as if last night my head wasnt hurting like %^&*^%#*& ! I dont know what else should I do about the frequent pain on my head. I dont feel like its any common headache. Im thinking of visiting a doctor soon, or go for an X-ray. But I just hate the idea of wasting my money on the check up bill. Pfffft here's another -.-

Thinking about the pain makes me wanna cry. Experiencing the pain makes me cry. I wonder if I can hold onto this anymore. Im not saying that Im giving up .. Wait. i suddenly sound like Im dying. Pffffft, 'seliseh!' Honestly, I never and dont want to experience the feeling of dying. Yet. But yesterday really felt like it was the end. Wow, I NEVER felt like that before.