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As I entered Poly, my life has changed. And I see myself grown more mature, perhaps not completely mature. Yet. But I've grown more mature. I've learnt a lot of things since the first day of school. I've learnt to make more new friends, adapt with the school environment and atmosphere, the surroundings, the weird modules ..


Slowly, I got closer to the guys without realising. They said I was the closest girl to them all, especially Derek and Cilong. Maybe it was because of the "boyfriend&husband" role, but that beats me too. Im always including both the guys and the girls if we have some activity or event going on.


Michelle kept saying she wasnt used to having close guy friends. And Ammelia is always doing her own things (or maybe no one asked her to join us, because she was too quiet). I tried everyways to make Michelle feel comfortable around the guys. And not out of place. Outings, events, activity was organised. We went to Lot 1 (and even had a Lot 1 clique), outing to Sentosa, movies, sleepovers. Its always been me that wanna go out, and asked this people out too. Until I was afraid I might annoyed some people (or perhaps all). Or even when it wasnt me who organised the outing, it wouldnt fail to have an incoming text saying, "Marlie! Want to go out?" "Marlie! Want to have dinner together?" or even "Hey Marlie! Want to come over my house .. ?"


That was when I start to see joy in Michelle's eyes. That made me happy. Satisfied. Accomplished. I love it when my girls and the guys get along so well. We went out almost everyday, and we werent sick and tired of seeing each other. Even when we couldnt meet up for some days, dinner was still an 'okay-go' for everyone.

And then, most of us were busy with our own stuff. Kaixin with her skates and camps, Jacq with her driving lessons, Yu Sheng with his girlfriend ..


Slowly the population of people who always went out together decreases. But we still try our best to make the outing an enjoyable and exciting on. I could see that everyone was happy as long as we were together.

Even when the exams were near. We even went out, just to study (but this picture, was when we wanted to buy Chee Meng's birthday gift).


We helped one another. We care for one another. We have the strong "friendship-love" that no one can describe for each other, since we bonded straight away. Not on our first day of school of course. But during our IP DAY itself, waaaayy before school starts. That is why, this class is very unique and special to me. Each and everyone of them.

We still went out together tho not all are available. Movies, dinner ..

Soon I see the gap between us. Perhaps not all of us, but in specific terms, gap between me and them (my heart aches to type this down. It took a lot of courage). No more "Marlie! .. " messages. No more outings (that I know of). Now, where had all this love gone to?


I'll always have to feel the excitement of the outings they had, through their individual blog. I avoid myself to bloghop to prevent myself from getting hurt. I told myself, "I've accomplished my task. Its to make Michelle feel comfortable with everyone of us, since she din get a very nice bunch of friends in her secondary school, other than wilson jojo and a few others .." And that was all that matters.


So, I've decided to reduce bloghopping and even considering closing down my blog since its so deadly now, XDD. As for now, its going to be a hiatus. For LONG.


And I wont take whatever is happening right now to heart, and just concentrate with my studies. As long as Im not forgotten and that I have my 7 ladies standing by me .. I'll be contented enough .. =)))


Written at 6.50am on Wednesday, 28th October 2009.

With Love,
MARLIE ;DDD

171009 - Saturday;
Homestayed. Watched teevee the whole day I guess -.-


181009 - Sunday;
Sunday class in the morning. Catch things up with mates. Daddy called for cab and we headed to Yishun over to uncle's place. Mom and her siblings had some meeting (-.- !?) Aftermath, we took bus and lrt home. I showered, and get ready in a hurry. Ah jie wanted to meet for dinner. So waited for her at her workplace and she treated me Sakura ;DD


We catch up with our lifes and talked about how much we missed working at ZARA =(( Took train home cause I wanted to accompany kakak in the train. It was nice to be able to finally meet up with her again. Next meet up = her birthday = my dec break ;DDDD Soon kaaaayy kakak?


191009 - Monday;
First day for 2nd semester. So how was it? It wasnt as mundane as how I'd expect the day to be. 4hrs of lessons in the afternoon reduced to 2hrs as we din have tutorial on the first day of school. So we get to leave school at 3pm. Our new class advisor was okaaayy I guess. Mr Lim. And he got excited over remembering my name well. -.- Immediately called out Marlie for an answer and said, "The first name I call .. Hahah" Double -.-


201009 - Tuesday;
Sch started at 11am just now. 2hrs of Applied Statistics (ASTAT) tutorial, 1hr break and 3hrs of Enterprise Information Systems (EIS) practical. But Mr Lim was kind enough to released us an hour early. Me Afiqah Kaixin and Asidah stayed to complete our Unit A and submit immediately except for KX. Tomorrow, school starts at 8am *sad face* BUT!


There wasnt going to be 2hrs of Quantitative Logistics Analysis (QLA) tutorial in the morning so the next lesson which is 2hrs of Business Finance (BF) lecture will start at 10am. *smiley face* After the 2hrs break, we'll be separated to our individual Elective Modules that we've chosen before the sem. The 8 of us were lucky to get into the same EM but all except for Ammelia had gotten into the same class. We took Fundamental of Customer Services (FCS), while the guys took Introduction to Freight Forwarding (IFF, which is something I wanted too, but I had more interest on Cust. Serv. LOL, Im greedy I know! =pp)


EIS project had been given out and I formed a group with Jacq, Asidah and Afiqah while Shiyi Michelle Kaixin and Ammelia formed another group. I wanna start the weekly report for this week later tonight. Im gonna take things seriously for this semester. I will TRY my best not to slack and of course, not to pressurised myself. =)))) Something fawnny happened during practical just now, go to Kaixin's wordpress and read her recent entry, lol.


Yours Truly,
Marlie (((((((:

Special thanks to Muss for the invitation to the raya outing. It would have considered a fun day if you'd stop putting your arms around my shoulders and tell others that Im your "bakal isteri" (future wife) or your girl or whatever you call it. =PPPP hahahaa fake laaa, it was a great daaaayy laaaa, ass. Eventho you meant it as a joke, aku maluuuu laa pantat! >:(

Raya outing with 4E4 people, I din know its really gonna be 4E4 raya outing. Was only expecting the girls. Wasnt really surprise when the guys showed up tho. Din was there. Miss the dude. Deedee was there. The most gorgeous lady yesterday. But every girls was as beautiful yesterday :)))) Pictures awaiting, from Izni and Deedee ;DDDD


Today, gonna be with the ex-colleagues. Gonna come over to hanim's early and chill at her place while waiting for the others to get ready.


And Derek Er Yin Hao. Sheng Ri Kuai Le (!!) ke yi bang wo mai cigarretes liao >:DDD Hahahaa, fake. All the best for your future endeavors and your driving lessons to come ;DDD May you still be my best pretend boyfriend eveeeeerr and may your *whistles* grow longer as you grow older ;))))))


Yours Truly,
Marlieee (((: