Maybe its pointless for me to keep this away from anyone at all. So I already found myself a temporary job while waiting for school to start. But its only for 3 weeks and Im starting on the 9th next month till end of the month. Like what Kak Adina said, we could go for our breaks together. And its all thanks to her that I got this job. Thankyou sooo much Tay Adina =DD
Every now and then when I head to Town and entered Taka, there is no doubt that I'll go up to Level 2 and passby Kak Adina's workplace. Few days ago, me and Shahida catch things up with her. It felt so good to be able to talk to her like the way we did before. And it feels good too that we get along find with her colleague there. A funny guy. Never fails to ask for a hug everytime I hugged Miss Tay in front of him. He is certainly sooo horny laa. Anymore stunts to introduce to him, uhh Sha? HA HA HA! (Inside Joke!)
Im going for late breakfast cum lunch with fam and the cousins now. Will be back to update more~
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Edited~
Okayy so I didnt really update when I got home after the meal with the fam. That was partly because I feel terribly sick, even before I went out. I didnt have any clue to why I still went along despite feeling weak and sick. After I got back, I deliberately got all too weak to move about and just laid myself on my 'rents bed instead of mine. No explanation needed. Luckily I had enough, just enough strength to walk myself to the toilet when I felt like puking. And I really throw up. I was worried about the next day cause I had a list of things to be done. Firstly, I had to come down to sign my agreement letter. Secondly, Amira invited me to her house for a hangover. But I somehow knew that I'd be weaker the next day than I was before and hence; requires me to ditch both request.
So today, being the 27th, still thinking the fact that dying is better than feeling sick, I am actually getting much better, only that Im still weak. And tomorrow being the 28th, is Mother's planned surprise birthday celebration oover at Pasir Ris. Hope its goina be a successful one.
I didnt type exactly what I had in mind .. Which made me dont bother no more .. Cause Im tired of holding on to the heavy stories .. which. I'd been wanting to let go of in this blog and always no doubt, ended up being lost in my mind somewhere. Cause I swear that irritates me alot.
So, if I myself kept wondering on how to scribble my thoughts down if I have the difficulty in putting it into words .. How would you figure this out?
"Womanizer!"I guess it was out of jealousy that Arnel the Man's Manager shouted, "Yap! You womanizer you!" HA HA HA! Okayy enough bout whatever used to happened there. Bitter memories are not meant to be kept, while sweet memories are not meant to be forgotten. I will always remember the bestest moments I had working there. It will somehow keep me smiling thinking about it. =DDD
And its difficult not to think about that place even for a day. Its impossible cause the songs I listen to everyday reminds me of each and everyone of them. Like for instant, GREEN LIGHT by John Legend feat. Andre 3000 reminds me of the whole working environment cause this song never fails to make my stomach feel like its full of butterflies. And everytime the song appears, I'll tell any of the colleagues nearby that the song makes me wanna visit the toilet, like desperately. HA HA! Dont ask me why. I have no freaking ideaaa. WHATCHA THINK ABOUT THAT by PCDs? That is soooo Razali uhhh. Cause Lee taught us the dance moves to this song during briefings before work start. I miss dancing to this song now =(( Anyways, WHATEVER YOU LIKE by T.I. reminds me of Arnel. I remember when I was hanging around the locker area waiting for my break to end, Arnel entered the stockroom singing this song to me. =DD
SINGLE by Ne-Yo is defintely Ruzaina. She sang to the words 'single' and Shahida had to remind her, "Not anymore now." Hmmmmm. And and CLOSER and MISS INDEPENDENT by Ne-Yo sang by Ridhuwan? God! I miss him like GodKnows! He had a nice voice thats for sure. Always singing to it whenever he wants to pick up clothes from the fitting room, passing by, or even in stockroom. IF I WERE A BOY by Beyonce, IN THE AYER by Will.I.Am. which was sang by yours truly. Errrrgghh. Next. RIGHT NOW by Akon reminds me of Joo Yee even tho she didnt sing. Or didnt sing to that song. Cause I was the one who always sang it to her. ^_____^ RIGHT HERE by Brandy reminds me during the times me Hanim and Nabilah kept asking one another if we have this song and if we know the title. Nabilah never fails to refer to this song as "RIGHT HERE WITH YOU" by anyhow adding the "with you" at the back. HA HA HA! Basically, Beyonce's newest album, I Am Sasha Fierce reminds me of Zara cause everyday, it never fails to be played. Sighs. For now, only the songs remain.
Now that I've received the letter from my future school, I wonder what should I do next. Im totally lost. But however complicated it may seem, Im half nervous and half excited for the new school. I cant wait for school to start. WOOOOO! And ouhhh did I mention before which course and school Im posted to? Im posted to NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC in LOGISTICS MANAGEMENT program. Okayy by the course name, I feel big. But I dont even know a single bit about the course. O.o HA HA!
Someone's treating to bowling once his pay is out end of this month. WOOOOO! Make sure you keep your words uhh. And ouhhh can I like finally get those cute MANs BOXERS .. for myself (!!!) Pretty pleeeease .. *smiles*
Firstly, I am honoured.. To be invited to Kak Ayu's barbeque over at her place.. K SOOOO TK PERLU! HA HA! I have no idea she lives in a condominium all alone. And during the two months working with her, I have no freaking idea she owns a car. Wow! And Atikah should be there with us. She missed out the fun. Anyways, Im looking forward to go JB with the mother either tomorrow (which I will have to ditch the plan with KGs) or next Monday. Shall see how it goes.
I've been thinking. Without the temp staffs with me the past two months working, I dont think I'd be as strong to deal with so many things as by myself. I wanna thank each and individually. Of course Shahida. The very first person who I am bonded to at work. Always there for me, and let me emphasize on the ALWAYS. Cause she's really ALWAYS been there. Not forgetting the wonderful bestfriend Hanim. Two other beautiful ladies Nabilah and Atikah. Lastly, my pampered one, Aiiiiiiin =DDD Thankyou for being there for me everyone. We're still in touch like everyday and hope to keep staying in touch even after school starts yeaahh :))
To end this note, I would like to dedicate this one to Ruzaina. Do take good care of yourself k gerl. Dont think too much now that you're bearing another life with you. Im always here if you need a listening ear again alrights. Thankyou for listening to me everytime I feel like scolding someone. Thankyou for all the craps and laughter on our journey back home together from work. An dof course, thankyou for trusting me. You're nice from your first day at work for a perm staff. But now that everything's going the wrong direction, dont forget that one wrong direction leads to the right direction. (Thankyou Ain for the word of wisdom. Its my turn to use it for someone in need now ^_^) All the best in everything you do k Zaina. Iloveyou bby, remember this one =)))
"ITS DIFFICULT HAVING A WOMB.. BUT I WANT TO HAVE BABIES (!!!)"
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Thanks to the lovely colleagues for laughing over my confession above. But thinking back, I find it funny that it had to come from a sixteen year old. HA HA! What a joker, Marlie. Athira's birthday is around the corner. Nisa's and Shahida's as well. My my, what should I get for them girls? And ouhh, apologies to Nisa and Athira for not being able to come for your surprise party planned by Amira. The cramp was killing me. Like I mentioned earlier, "Its difficult having womb, but I really love to have my own babies one day." Insya'Allah. Twins perhaps? Many many twins? I dont mind triplet. Or even eight at once? Waaaahliaaaaaaaao. HA HA HA!
Overall, Im disappointed. VERY. Disappointed. )':
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January
28th - Lee zara colleague
31st - Jacq L02baober cum pang ah lian
Febuary
12th - LATE ?
13th - Ammelia L02baober
23rd - Asidah L02baober cum cockuptwin
21th - Athirr gerlfys
24th - Nisa
March
1st - Mommy cum 'rents anni
2nd - Lala neighbour
11th - Ann kakak ;)
15th - Sufian chongkecik (upgrade)
18th - Phoebe L02
31st - Arziana twinny
31st - YOURS TRULY :DDD
April
17th - Cilong L02
26th - Amira gerlfys
29th - Poh Lay L02
May
16th - Ting Xin L02
26th - Shasha 2nd mei mei
31st - Guan Jie L02
June
16th - Hijjah ej love
24th - Nisah L02
26th - Kai Xin L02baober cum partner
27th - Ying Jie L02
30th - Sofie ? ta jie
30th - Shahiddin
July
5th - Syuuu gerlfys
7th - Shanky ;DDD
13th - Terence ;)))
August
7th - Farlini kak lynn love
14th - Sze Yee L02
19th - Afiqah L02baober cum kak iqah
20th - Kai Yun L02
26th - Keith L02
September
13th - Fatin kidd love
14th - Huda 4e2mate
20th - Yu Sheng L02
21st - Linn 1st mei mei
October
2nd - Derek L02
6th - Shiyi L02baober cum bestfriend
24th - Zura
26th - Gramma 66
November
17th - Hanim gerlfys cum bestie since 3 ;)
19th - Indra
December
12th - Michelle L02baober cum seashell
16th - Adina Tay Ah-Jie
