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Sunday, December 31, 2006.
hey people.. was talking to mummy just now.. suddenly came across the topic of god-siblings.. yea.. coz my neighbour whom i played badminton with everyday looks like malay.. but parents are chinese.. yea.. he even said he cant tel anyone his names.. until now closest neighbours still doesnt know his name! hah.. well.. that topic reminds me of farlini.. my so-called god-sis but as in my REAL sis.. yea.. hah.. then i told mum that i have a god-sister.. she's good and nice towards me.. then she said; ade kakak angkat kot mama tk tau.. haha.. cool ryte? its like mummy wanna know more bout farlini.. yea.. im excited! woohhhooo..!! hee.. ouh.. translation fer what mummy said; have god-sister how come i dont know herr?? yeapp.. thats it.. k people.. not much to say.. NIGHTS!!
weeeeeee~ruByoL___*
it simply sux when it feels like being alone when there are so many people around me actually cares about me.. yea.. thanks people.. donno why im saying this but.. yea.. i feel totally sux ryte now.. im like.. need someone by my side.. i need my gerlfy's! ouh no.. someone strike my mind! FARLINI..!! i think i need herr.. yea.. badly.. now.. *tears sigh.. i dont know what the hell im babbling about but i know there's a reason behind it all.. im just too confused which probs am i upset with.. yea people.. im going through so much probs now.. its nothing serious though but its heartbreaking ya! *sigh.. how i wish she's beside me now.. really felt like im needing herr now.. i can feel she's like my REAL.. and i mean REEALL sister to me.. thank you for all you've done.. sometimes i wanna call you but i know you wont be there.. and i've hurt myself by hurting you~Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were,
but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh
I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To see you smiling again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there
Ohh
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broken inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I've hurt
And it's so hard to say im sorry
when it comes to this,
oooh
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back
Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself,
ohh
If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that i loved you
Since you've been this way
Ooh,
it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
HURT - Christina Aguilera feat. RuByoL
ouh ya. my bedroom's ceiling are breaking apart!! gosh!! help!! haha.. only the lower part la.. still dont understand? i'll show you the pics.. ouh ya.. i steal the pics from sofie's.. hee.. SHHH..!!
yeapp.. scary like wad sofie said~weeeee~
ruByoL___*
hey people.. was reading through farlini's post/blogg.. was so touching.. this is what she wrote in one of herr latest post; 'to marlieyana. hey dearest sis! hahah-_- its very sweet of you to tag me everyday! ohh. i love it! yeehak! hahah. i miss you.! & thanks for the advice & stuffs. dont worry, when its the right time perhaps i'll tell you my other problems ok? hehe. & about your problem! dont hestitate to tell me. i'll always be there aite?=) ilu. hee.' yea.. thats what she wrote.. touching isnt it?? yea.. its so sad too knowing she's not close to herr fam and always arguing with them.. haizz.. poor gerl.. now thats she's like a big sis to me and im like a sister to herr.. yea.. hope she could feel the love from a sister.. hee.. hmm.. so bored.. today not going out.. yea.. so thought of playing badminton again.. with anim and iida.. but not sure if anim's free today.. well im not so-called always free.. anim's been buzy lately.. iida is always free.. haha.. well.. guess so.. hmm.. yea.. so see how my day goes ya!weeeeeeeee~
Saturday, December 30, 2006.
was chatting with iida yesterday.. yea.. we talk crap coz we were freaking bored! hah! wadever people.. hmm.. yea.. was thinking of our nicks! woohhhoooo.. haha.. yea.. was thinking for anim ferst coz me and iida have ours fixed.. yea so.. anim's nick took only a few seconds.. hah.. tira..?? yea.. not too long to think about it.. AMIRA!! gosh.. she got so many FUNNY and CUTE and and GLAMOUR
anim - nickey
nana - rubyol
iida - dollyiida
tira - tiramisu
mira - mayaCat
wooohhhoooo..!! cool names.. ouh i mean.. nicks ya! hee.. yea.. so.. yeapp.. till then..
weeeeeeee~
ruByoL___*
was chatting with hanim yesterday before playing badminton.. planned to go out with her today.. where to??her gramm's house.. haha.. well.. i agreed.. and why is that so??coz im bored and i wanna go out!! yea.. at last.. i have somewhere to go.. but nah.. fer a while only.. go there to send something then go C.P. to lepak2.. jln2.. haha.. once again,
broken english wont get me anywhere.. hah!yea.. so.. see how my day goes ya today!
to be cont~weeeeeeeeee~
Friday, December 29, 2006.
hey dudes/dudettes!yea.. today mummy gonna send gramms to lakin.. thats news! haha.. im shock! LAME. i know.. haizz.. so thought that today wanna go out with sofie.. but zahida's coming.. GREAT! haha.. wadever.. and so.. thought wanna play badminton again later on.. anyone wanna join/company me?!? hah.. dream on gerl.. its just badminton.. who in the werld wanna play against a sore loser like you?!? haha.. kk.. wadever now.. yea.. im bored.. so.. see how my day goes..to be continued~
Thursday, December 28, 2006.
im so bored today..!!and so, after the third prayer of the day, asked shasha if she's interested in playing badminton with me.. haha.. i know im not good at playing it.. but.. what to do..? im so freaking bored larh people..!! and so, me shasha and lin went down.. me and shasha played the ferst game.. hah! it was embarrasing ya my movements and all..!! haha.. ok people.. please dont laugh.. ouh ya.. thought of asking cuz farhan along.. but since its the ferst time i asked shasha out on a so-called DATE.. haha.. so yea.. better to spend that quality time with my sisters.. cool..?? nope.. the worst[me] playing against more worst[sisters].. haha.. opps.. sorie gerls! but slowly we tried our shot and.. yea.. everything's cool.. hmm.. ouh ya..
then this fellah asked if he could join us..?? im like.. yea.. sure.. hah! then im so embarrased at the moment he prompt us.. haha.. so i asked shasha to play with him.. he's ok with it though.. so.. yea.. cool.. after a while.. wanna get to know him better since he's a pro.. haha.. asked for his name.. he kept saying something else which isnt his name.. yea.. coz before this we have played badminton before.. then then.. he asked me if i wanna play against him.. im like..?? wth..? do you know that im a sore loser when it comes to playing such games? haha.. and so i told him.. im not so good at it.. he's still A-okay with it though.. so yea.. i agreed too.. it was cool playing against him.. playing against a pro is like.. brushing up my skills?? haha.. yeapp..
and then.. saw weena and reeta underneath our block.. to pick up imann.. and btw.. imann was totally diff today..he's like.. so quiet.. but he did talk.. whenever he saw me he will like.. kak nana!.. hah!cute lil man.! hmm.. but he's been diff lately.. izit becoz he's still weak? hmm.. coz when i hugged him just now.. i asked him.. imann saket ehk? then he said.. arh2 la.. imann muntah la.! haha.. he's so clever already ya! yeapp.. we've been strick with him.. no TVs unless he study[as in ABCs] haha.. yeapp.. now he's taking up so well.. im so proud of imann.!! yey..!! haha.. okok..errmmm.. tomorrow gramms going to penang.. with aunt and cuz farhan's gramms.. nek timah.. hmm.. gd la.. no more nagging.. for the time being.. opps.. hehe.. so mum will send gramms and nek timah to johor[lakin].. and they will meet aunt there.. so mum will leave gramms there..
so i was wondering.. while mummy send gramms.. me and sofie could.. well.. you know.. shopping?? haha.. yea.. trying to ask mum ferst and if she could spare some cash.. haizz.. i miss shopping ya! *sigh* oright then you guys.. till then.. and and.. gd night people! sweet dreams ya!! i miss my kakak farlini ya! hmm.. wonder when can we spend time together?? okok.. im going off now.. bye..!!weeeeeeee~marlieyana;ruByoL___*
Wednesday, December 27, 2006.
all about YOUwell.. its all about this ferst ever guy i have DEEP feelings for.. the ferst sight of him.. i was.. well.. you know.. feel for him.. hee.. cuteness.. HANDSOMEness.. but didnt tel my friends of coz.. not even GERLFY's.. hah!! sorie gerls..!! hmm.. yeapp.. then a few months.. i started to tell anim all about him.. then slowly let iida know.. then tira.. or izit iida and tira at the same time?? hmm.. i wonder.. SKIP!! haha..then.. i know his not my MR.RIGHT.. and so.. i decided to forget bout him.. sincerely FORGET bout this dude.. but..!! aarrrggghhhh..!! i cant seem to forget him!! cant seem tp get rid of him outta my mind..!! im totally pissed off whenever im clean sh*t forget bout him, he'll appear somewhere in front of my face; pics(computer), name(somewhere), even outside.. haizz.. then then.. still cant get rid of him till now.. even when he's having a gerl of his own.. haizz.. true true.. heartbreaking.. i know.. *SOB2*.. hah!!wadever..!! but seriously when it comes to gerlfriends im dead JEALOUS..!! but when he's single.. im trying hard to forget him.. i dont even know why myself!! hah!! haizz.. enough bout him.. i would melt if i were to continue.. da melt nanti susa.. kene tarok dlm fridge keras kan balek!! bluek..!! haha..kk.. till here people..ouh ya..!! before i almost forgot..thanks to irah darls.. and one dude.. haha.. i dont even know his name.. gosh!! sorry ya dude!! erm.. thanks for listening bout this personal prob of mine..weeeeeeee~marlieyana.
me and fam arent getting along well.. donno why.. you have mouth to talk.. to speak.. but why do you have to sms even though we're in the same place at the same time?? thats what i hate most.. family should communicate.. shouldnt we?? arent we a family??cant we put our HPs one side and face it that we have to communicate like others.. i just hate it to receive msges from mom.. it will be a scolding if i ever receive a msg from her whenever we're at the same place.. just hate it..!! i wanna live life like a normal kid..!!yea.. i know.. im still a kid.. no doubt about it.. well.. im a quarter kid and three quarter young adult.. hah!! now that i've seen so many kind of families.. im just.. well.. like.. starting to hate mine.. not the people of coz.. but their attitude!! each and everyone of them dont seems to undertsand one another!! aarrrggghhhhh..!! i want love.. love from my family.. from mummy.. dad.. sofie.. everyone.. haizz.. they really dont understand me..
btw.. i've looked at fara and HJ's relationship.. im so ENVYing them..!! its like.. they're not even BLOOD sisters.. but so-called ADOPTED sisters.. they love each other.. care for each other.. im like.. WTF!!??!!arrrgggHHHHhhH..!! haizz.. but.. i do have farlini.. she's a great sister.. i've been treating her like my own.. she very dear to me.. love herr to bits..!! yeapp.. but we dont share probs.. like fara and HJ does.. haizz..
okok.. enough of my crappz..!! CRAPPZ??well its the fact that im going through everything that i stated above.. but why do i call it crap?? well.. its easy.. and its becoz.. people doesnt know how i feel and what im going through.. therefore.. they think its CRAPP..!! get it? haizz.. if not, lets just forget it.. im just over with it.. cant take it anymore..haizz.. not only FAMILY!! but CUZZINS too..!! all my cuzzins beside mummy and daddy are not very close to me.. haizz.. but instead.. cuzzins of mums cuzzins.. well.. how should i put it..?? its quite complicated.. lets have weena for example.. (opps.. sorie kak weena.. hee..) erm.. her dad and mummy are cuzzins.. but in blood ties, me an dher are not.. haiz.. FORGET IT!! i dont understand what the hell im saying aniwae.. haha.. but im grateful to have farhana weena reeta farhan imann as my cuzzins.. they rawk my CUZZINs werld!! without them im like.. left with no cuzzins?? haha.. wadever dudettes!! im bored la.. ouh yea.. i've one more entry!! its personal too..!! but its diff.. its more about my LOVE life.. WOOHHOOO..!! haha.. til then la people..!!weeeeeeee~marlieyana.
im bored.. mom didnt really wanna go out yesterday.. but nisa insist that there were still sale going on.. sh*t la!! i've missed again!!hopefully mummy wants to go there before the sales end.. well.. hopefully..??haizz.. im so freaking bored.. the whole day at home.. in my freaky room.. surfing the net 24/7.. haizz.. btw.. i've got my own CORNER.. haha.. i mean.. my room.. opps.. me and sofie's room.. haha.. now i have a computers table.. i put all my sec 3s books there.. together with my laptop.. cool.. hee!! erm.. now that it looks neat.. the other part of our room is in a mess!! haha..
hmm.. donno what else to say.. ouh.. ya.. cant write it here.. its a personal entry.. so i guess i'll end here and post my personal entry on a new fresh one!! bye for now..!!
weeeeeee~
P.S. im still not over you;
marlieyana.
Monday, December 25, 2006.
was talking to mum.. thought of going shopping with her at VIVO tomorrow.. coz im scared its the last the of sale and the day of CHRISTMAS EVE.. but mum said its a waste to go there if the stores are closed becoz of xmas.. haizz.. i really wanna buy so many things there while its on sale.. clothes.. shoes.. bags.. accessories.. teddy bear[im NO childish; im just missing my childhood days!!]haizz.. 'how i wish we were rich'; i told mummy.. she nodded.. haizz.. how i wish if life is so simple.. anything i want will just appear ryte in front of me.. yeapp.. in my dreams.. how i wish my dreams would come true.. haizz.. how i wish god;[in the name of ALLAH] could hear my prayers.. haizz.. i really wanna go shopping for the stuffs im after!!so.. hopefully mummy can make it tomorrow..!!how i wish..
yeapp.. and.. imann had been vomiting lately.. donno whats wrong with him.. mummy said his father told her that he got some sort of 'FOOD POISEN'.. yeapp.. so sad.. and pity him.. hope his ok.. hmm..
and and.. im TOTALLY NOT READY FOR NEXT YEAR!! arrgggghhhh..!! experts..!!HELP..!! help to cure this suffocating life!!im stress about skool, family stuffs, friends and something else which i donno what else.. haha.. im so stressed up that i donno whats going on with me.. haizz.. and yeapp.. heard about shalihah's loss.. pity herr.. they both looked so close to each other.. now i've just realised that life is so precious.. and to treasure those around us now then later.. the loved ones around us.. haha.. seriously.. im so blanked now that sometimes i wonder who am i.. haha.. weird.. weird.. yeapp.. and too shalihah and family; KITE UCAPKAN TAKZIAH BUAT SEMUE..
that reminds me of late gramps..!! SKIPP!!
now im totally blanked.. nothing else in mind.. okay people!! til then.. i shall post again when i've got more stories happened..!!
Sunday, December 24, 2006.
missing someoneim starting to miss someone..or should i say EVERYONE..??haha.. yeaapp..miss afiq together with his funny and lame jokes..miss farlini together with her cute face..miss sulastri together with her funny entertainments..miss farhana together with her smiling SMILES..miss mas together with her smsES..i miss almost everyone..haizz..luckily i see sofie everyday..or else i would have miss her too..haha..well.. its..SISTERS LURP after all..!!still missing my sweetheart kakak FARLINI larh..!!weeeeee~
was blog-hopping and saw sofie did this and so do i.. hee;
Can you name 9 people you treasure most & can think of right off the top of your head? Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 9 people...This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first..PEEPcheatCOPYask; ill beat you up!1. Sofie2. Hanim3. Afiq4. Farlini5. Syuhaidah6. Athira7. Amira8. Elene9. Cai Ling
How did you meet 8?~through dear sister Sofie of coz..What would you do if you had never met 1?~i wouldnt be here coz she came out ferst!haha..What would you do if 6 and 2 dated?~haha.. i'll laugh non-stop..Have you ever seen 4 cry?~hmm.. i guess.. during stjohn..but she's so cute la..Do you think 1 is cute?~totally..!!just like her sister!haha..How did you get to know 7?~through iida and tira..and same skool..Would you ever go on a date with number 3?~haha.. i'll consider him only if he's NOT my god-bro!!What's 9's Favorite color?~hmm.. should ask her..? haha..What would you do if 6 confessed they loved you?~i'll love her even more.. weeeheeee~Fact about 8;~cute; funny; PRETTY lady..Who is 4 going out with?~someone named AZZRUL??haha..who is number 5 to you?~my gerlfy larh..!!Would you ever live with 1?~hah!!of coz.. look who's talking..!!Is 2 single?~nope.. hee..Where does 7 live?~somewhere in singapore?What do you think about 5?~well she's cute..hee..What's the best thing about number 9?~she's friendly for the ferst time we met..What do you like about number 6?~she's helpful and a caring person..Favorite Memory with 1?~SISTERS LURP!!
Friday, December 22, 2006.
bored; sick; tired; and some mixed feelings..
BORED~
well.. nothing to do..
thats why im freaking bored..
still feeling the boreness..
haizz..SICK~
flu; watery eyes; shivering..
haizz..
just need someone to cuddled with..TIRED~
most probably im tired of sleeping late..
all those watery eyes..??
so tired..
MIXED FEELINGS~
happy ; - me got promoted to sec 3 exp..
- sofie got promoted to sec 5..
- lin passed her psle..
sad ; - sick..??
overjoyed ; - getting new phone..?? maybe??
- got bonus from skool[guess so] $150!!
Thursday, December 21, 2006.
opps.. i missed out something..
i miss my sweetheart larh
kakak FARLINI..
hee.. yeapp..
nowadays.. we're much closer now..
im so glad to have a great sister
like her.. hope she's happy with
her *EHEM2*.. haha..
and hopefully she's ok
with her parents.. haizz.. pity her
larh.. klarh..
not much to say..
weeeee~
Wednesday, December 20, 2006.
im bored larh people..!!
i've been doing something everyday..
but i just lazy to update.. hee..
so bad.. i know.. haizz..
I MISS MY GERLFY'S..!!
i wanna go out with them..!!
i wanna meet them..!!
im freaking miss them..!!
and.. i was thinking.. if..it would be cool to have cuzzins outing..im like.. freaking miss them too..especially FARHANA and REETA since they're both not in fajar anymore..im gonna miss reeta larh..!!
haizz.. and and.. guess what..??
weena passed her N..
and promoted to sec 5 next year!!
im gonna see more of her next year..!!
WWOOHHHOOO..!!haha..
dear sofie got promoted to sec 5 too.
she was like 'over-the-moon' thingy..
congratulations to all who have been
promoted..!! all the best next year..!!
haha..she wants a new phone badly..
well.. SO DO I..!! haha..
im expecting..!! haha.. not 'THAT'
expecting as in pregnant..!
haha.. im expecting a new phone too..mine is like WTH..!!so little memory i was like..WTF..!! haha..kk.. nvm..now that im changing a new one..im happy too..!!WWEEEEHHHEEEE~
Tuesday, December 19, 2006.
'N' LEVEL RESULTS..!!
good luck to; SOFIE; WEENA; REETA; ELENE; DAN;
and all the 'N' participants..!! good luck you guys..!!
all the best aite..!!
Monday, December 18, 2006.
will miss the COCONUT trees..*LOL*
gramms and hadi MIRZA..??hmm..
iida~ and aisyah..
aunt ZURA.. weeeee~ hee..
so cute..!!gosh.. she's so adorable and funny..
aunts god-brader; my so-called; god-UNCLE..!! haha..
doing their own stuff..
iida looked sleepy and tired~
ABG AJIZ... secretly took this... haha...
aisyah, shasha, abg ajiz..
SYIREEN and SYAFIQAH.. adorable..
hee.. daughters of HANTU..
me in mrt.. weeee~ taken by sofie..
ok.. so i went to ECP with the accompany
of iida.. haha.. thanks darls.. and sorie
for not treating you well there..
you looked kinda tired and sleepy..
hmm.. yea.. and so i meet so many nice
and friendly people.. haha.. some are cute
some are funny some are lame and some
are talkative.. haha..
took MRT and bus there.. alighted at EUNOS
MRT and took bus 13.. iida is so good at moving
around.. expert kate kan..!! haha.. the people
i met.. entertains well..
auntie ZURA.. gosh she's funny.. and cute..
and and.. FUNNY..!! haha.. seriously she's
cute larh.. kuat melatar kate kan..
haha.. when she's bullied by others she'll come
running towards gramms.. haha.. we had a great
laugh ytd..!! haizz..
then then.. ABG AJIZ..!! haha.. he's fun to chat with..
quite entertainful.. and he's full of LAME jokes..
haha.. NO OFF.. but.. yeapp.. he's funny too..
he's my aunts god-brother.. it makes him my
god-UNCLE..!! haha..
ouh yarr..!! almost forgot.. the picnic was actually
meant for aunts CHAT friends.. yeapp.. they all
knew each other through MIRC chatting centre..
two of them olready invite me and sofie to join the chat..
haha.. cool..
i only get to know auntie zura.. abg ajiz.. HANTU[chat nick]
rubber dak[chat nick].. bunge[chat nick].. and a few more..
haha.. fun larh knowing them.. they rawks..!! haha..
shasha played with sand thinking that she could
built a sandcastles.. too bad.. hee..
aisyah and hadi.. as usual.. so WHITE like snow sia..
and cute.. hee.. erm.. yeapp.. aunts ferst husband's kid
came too.. FIFI and DAN.. actually firdaus and daniel..
fifi therd dan fourth son.. immy[imran] the second son
came late i guess.. yusof.. im not so sure.. haha..
so.. they've grown BIG..!! hee.. fifi next yr sec 4..
dan sec 2.. okok.. back to the picnic..!! hmm..
then sofie sms me asking how to get there..
then me and iida leave the place went to
the bus-stop waiting fer sofie..
yeapp.. she's late.. haha.. well.. ITS OK..!!hee..
then thought of staying a while longer..
but iida cant.. so after salam nenek.. salam aunt..
this 'HANTU' say he's going off too.. so he'll drop
us at EUNOS mrt.. we're ok with it..
and then.. we walked through a so-called circus..??
haha.. i guess.. then to a parking lot.. was so shocked
to know that we're hiring a cab..!! haha.. thought he
had a car with him.. ouh.. and his two adorable daughters..!!
so sweet and pretty.. gosh.. when they grow up they're
gonna attract attention.. haizz..
then after dropping us we said our 'thanks' and 'byes'..
haha.. yeap.. so took mrt.. then got so seats.. me and iida
seat together.. then got this so-called APEK.. he stand infront
of me sia showing his back.. so near some more.. i was like..
YOU FART AT MY FACE YOU KENA..!! haha..
then arrived at C.C.K station said gd bye to iida.. pity her
going home alone.. haiz.. then waiting fot lrt.. as waiting..
this guy simply was looking at me as if he knows me.. then
i ignore.. then when he alight at SOUTH VIEW.. i realised
he's AMIR from sec 4 aced.. haha.. all this while he were
from ECP too with his fam.. haha.. sofie..!! told cha..!!
its fate..!! JODOH..!! haha..
hmm.. then he smile.. sofie smile.. everybody smile SMILE..!!
haha.. crapzz..!! then when home.. argghhhh.. so tired sia..
yeapp.. on laptop.. shower.. off laptop.. and sleep..
weeeee~
++mArLiEyAnA++
Sunday, December 17, 2006.
bored~so decided to attend aunt'spicnic at ECP.. guess im going there with iida.. luckily shecould accompany me..so.. i'll update more when we return..!!weeeee~
Saturday, December 16, 2006.
im still bein patient..patience is always with me..if not, i would have strangle myself long ago..seems like i cant stand it anymore..its all about you.. and..your friends maybe..??but the capital is you..all about you..!!hmmph..!! i'll try washing my hands of youif you think im all over you..!!its as if im a busybody who wants to interferein your privacy and so-called 'PERFECT' life..!!haizz.. sometimes.. im hurt with the things you didwithout thinking..hurt with the werds you said without thinking..but the fact is WE SHARE THE SAME BLOOD..its as if i never respect you..as if i hate you so much.. and i didnt ever obey you..if you did this to me because you thought i wasgonna steal your so-called 'PERFECT' life..thats where you are wrong-O..!!if i care and love you.. would i dare..??you are just afraid i might be THE STAR..instead of me being push away..and.. guess i will leave your friends too..they're too friendly too kind..i just feel ashamed and embarrase of myselfwhenever i have to face them..we are of two diff werlds..so dont you bother to introduce anymore friends to me..its hard for me to except being the 'slow' one and'extra' one.. i dont like it..you ignore me whenver you and i were with thisbunch of friends of yours..you completely ignore me..ITS NOT TOUCHNG AT ALL.. its rather hurting..and.. yeapp.. its too much fer me too bearall of your crapzz which im not interested in..if you think you're so up to STANDARD..hah..!! that's where you're wrong-O part two..!!its rather hurting to continue..i'll make t clear here..for once and for all..i wont want to be introduced to anymore friends of yours..neither am i interested in all your SH*T..look.. izit too complicated to you..??should understand that im not good at expressing myself..its just that..i like your friends..in fact i like them all..haizz.. look.. im really tired being in the mood of sadness this holz..dont you ever take the pity on me..??if not than FINE..!!
you seems not to understand me~
i've been respecting you..
i've been obeying you..
i've been listening to you..
i've been applyling all your needs when you are broke..
i've been the one who understands you whole-heartedly..
but..
do you respect me..??
do you obey me..??
do you even care listening to me..??
do you apply all my needs when im broke..??
do you UNDERSTAND me like i understand you..??
NOPE..!!you dont..!!
you just dont care thats all..
all you ever think is about yourself..!!all you ever care for is your looks and your needs..!!you dont even have a place for me in your head to think for..!!what am i..?? animal..?? alien..?? object..??me too have feelings you know..and it hurts bearing the courses of you doing this to me..!!still not over you;mArLiEyAnA.
continued~
on LITTLE NANA's berthday!
berthday gerl..!!; LITTLE NANA~
birthday gerl cut cake..??
haha.. the boy in jacket is JAGA..!!
i remember farhan; gurjeet and sangita..
hee~
hmm.. miss those days~
outside AVA room; birthday gerl take photo~
where's the cake..??
YUM-my!
waiting fer LITTLE NANA's cake to be cut..
its LITTLE NANA and friends~
weeeeeee~mArLiEyAnA; LITTLE NANA~
Wednesday, December 13, 2006.
continued~
me and sofie permed hair..
yok makan..
me and lin in skool P.E.
haha.. weena and reeta so chubby larh..
to be continue~
Tuesday, December 12, 2006.
heyLOW.. wanna see more of my childhood pics people..?!? haha.. promise you wont laugh.. haha.. i cant even stop laughing myself..!!haha.. *LOL*..kk.. enough2.. pics..?? here we go..
hey look! LITTLE NANA make new friend! haha..
i remember them! i remember them..!! their dad used to be my dads taxi relief.. and now my dads relief is hanim's dad who they are now neighbour..!! haha.. my dad's relief neighbour.. cool huh..?? i know them.. anim knows them too..
to be continued~
elene, walking around nothing better tuh do.. =)
the PRETTY lady, cutie ELENE..
cai ling..?? with the guit..
at friends house[[me extra, not in the pic]]
in the bus otw to friends house
[[sorie i forgot her name]]
went to aaron's so-called 'performance'
at bukit timah plaza with sofie, elene
and one more friend[sorie i dont know
her name!!].arrive around 6.45pm..??
performance start around 7.30pm..??
yea.. i know.. we were early.. meet up with
daniel and one more guy[donno his name
oso..!! ahah].. went tuh have our dinner
ferst.. daniel doesnt want kfc as he ate
already, but we quietly went there.. haha..
pity daniel.. ouh ya..!! erm.. daniel being
called 'SQUARE-HEAD'..!! haha.. but he's
ok with it.. i guess.. haha.. ermm.. then..
they ordered their food.. me not eating
on diet..!! haha.. no larh.. me..?? my face
wanna go on diet arh..?? haha.. kk.. then
adi came along ordered his food and joined
us.. but i was like.. extra sia.. haha.. soo shy
and quiet and and.. sitting there looking
everyone eating..!! haha.. then then.. as they
were eating, they can make jokes and laughters
haha.. each and everyone of them.. haha..
funny larh.. especially elene and SQUARE
HEAD.. oppss.. i mean.. daniel.. haha..
after eating watch aaron singing from the
second floor.. his family were there too..
haha.. so supportive larh.. most of the songs
he sang were the same as those he sang
at school.. hmm.. his voice..?? hmm.. can
larh.. haha.. well.. after that took picture
of us with him but the pic not with me..
hmm.. then walk around the plaza..
then went home..
weeeee~
marlieyana.
Monday, December 11, 2006.
am i slow or is it just that its time evryone
showing off their CHILDHOOD times..??
hmm.. well.. here are mine..!! enjoy!!
me and sofie~
me in shades[cool huh..??] sofie with her baggie..
me and sofie[in her so called DRESS]
family FAMZY..!!hmm.. where's mummy..??
me and late grampss..!!
sorie people if the pics too small
but i cant adjust any longer..
more pictures coming right up~
weeee~
marlieyana.
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me and sofie permed hair..
