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Wednesday, May 30, 2007.
"kiss me...." - she said.escort mummy to collect herr handphone which she sent for repair like, a month ago? lol. so we took lrt and alight at bangkit to have my jeans alter. infront of the station, there is a stair and beside the stairs, there's a slide. as we walked, mummy slipped. reached for herr hands and pull herr up. i can see it hurts as she groan and groan instead of crying out loud. poor mom. there's like bruises on herr feet, leg, hands and even herr buttock hurts. we came too early and the shop is yet to open. went to plaza coz mummy wanna look for shasha's gift and surprise herr when she return from herr KL trip. so went to plaza, lucky us the alteration shop there is opened. send the jeans and its ready by 1 hr for only $5. thats ok for me. coz bangkit, you will hafta wait for like.. two to three days? shucks. then me and mom went off to causeway. reached there, we went to the nokia service and waited. mommy missed herr phone i can see it. =) then we went home. overall for what i shopped for today is; grey hangten Tshirt, disney chopsticks[lol], a 'toblerone' choco [YUMMMM-mmmy!], shasha's gift and all. me and mom picked shasha up from skewl, and proceed to greenridge banquet coz we knew shasha would be hungry like always. lols. than along the way to banquet, she gave me a kiss. MISSED! and yea, lots of stories to tell. and she even bought me a TEDDY [mr.bean's] and thats sweet of herr. i asked herr what she bought for others. she said she didnt buy anything for others coz she doesnt have enough money. and i also asked herr why the sudden TEDDY for me? then she said, because you liked teddy bear, dont you? lol. she knows me well. hee. went home with a wide smile. tonight will have a date with malay mates. lol. well, so-called date larh. have a drama going on at Anglo-Chinese Junior College. sec 2e and 3e only are invited. lol. too bad. hahh! yeapp. so lets see if iida would prolly come over or somt like that.
Sunday, May 27, 2007.
"i thought i could..." - she said. HAPPIE SWEET 10th BIRTHDAY, SHASHA ADEQKU! =)
so ytd went out around 2.30pm with shasha and went to plaza first fo buying herr birthday gift. herr birthday's today, but she went for herr KL trip NETBALL thingy this morning, so yea. after walking around, went to skewl for PTC met mom and that BEYOTCH there. mrs goh was there. she told mommy that im super quiet in class, WTH? hah! and she even said that the BIOpaper was actually wasnt soooo difficult and three failures, that im one of them. sighs. whatever. gonna start mugging. feel like mugging in every saturday and some weekdays. then after PTC, dad pick us up and went to causeway, watch SPIDERMAN 3. gosh, it was AWESOME. seriously. harry became a good guy just before he died. and peter parker, he's cool with the 'bad-guy-dark-suit' kind of thing. lol. dance around, showing off, and all. he' totally hawt! lols. okok. reach home exactly 12 mid. mummy and daddy was nagging if shasha can wake up this morn. but she did! =) no plans today. so bored. gosh. s'ok. i'll do my homework in a while. me love lynn ej kidd and gegerl. CAN? =p
im back! went to study with dearest nadzirah. how i miss hanging out with herr. did some math, and chem. seriously, if i didnt ask herr out, we would be too laay to finish things up. so yea, im happy=) then after that walked around at plaza since i wanted to borrow a book. then went home, and here i am. blogging away. shasha is like.. away for three days. and its not even 24hrs yet and i've missed herr like a hell lot. lol. okok. gtg.
Saturday, May 26, 2007.
"there'll be no more crying in the rain." - she said.a lot has been happening lately. and to friends/peeps out there. please dont bother telling me that you saw herr or she called me or whatever. i just got enought of herr. im sick and tired of herr pity-looking face. DONT EVER GOTTEN INTO A TRAP BY HERR ****ING PITY-LOOKING FACE. BEYOTCH! and yea, i no longer cared about herr no more. enough is enough! im sick and tired of being a 'MS NICE' here. let me once be a 'cold-hearted' person and see how you feel when i treat you badly. gee im sorrie to those who hafta bear the consequences. i seek you apologies and bear with it. i no longer knows who i am. i no longer am the same person. i no longer am the 'MS NICE'. and its all because of herr that turned out this way. gee. whats with me? i miss ej. i miss lynn. i miss kidd. i cant wait to go wild with them this holz. SKIP!and so, ytd had taf olympics[is that how you spell it?] held at chestnut drive sec, me played captain ball. and guess what? i had my best moves like, EVER! lols. i goaled three times[who's counting?] and this one part[like movie got many parts, lols] i captured the ball and i turned one round like a ballerina would. everyone goes, 'WOOOOO...' hahaha. i was sooo happy today. but still, we got same position as last year, SECOND! yessa! pheewit!~ lols. captain ball for boys FIRST, while soccer boys third, CONGRATES, boys! mr ng looked disappointed having us in the same position as last year. but we did our best, cherr. the other skewl are just not follwing the rules. [like, one metre away, non-taf also played] but whatever it is, im glad we have second in position. congrated fajar members!
Wednesday, May 23, 2007.
"i love you, i really do." - she said.its a disaster larh, ehk?!? gosh. my wish are ruined! its sooo over! i didnt score B3 and above for any subject! how shitty is that? now i wont get any money from the Lee Wee Keng award bonus thingy. i really need that money ok! gee. ok nana! its just money anyway. whatever!so today had a little of lessons resumed and then we rested. im soo tired sey today, dont even know why. thought of going jogging with shasha today, but end up having netball after skewl. guess hafta postpone till tomorrow and hopefully she can make it. =) someone's birthday is like soooo soming soon. lol. wont elaborate more. so my life sucks big time! yea. firstly, results. then this farking beyotch destroyed my happiness. gosh. i wonder whats next..?i love gegerl more and more each day. but i've not been seeing herr in skewl lately. lols. wanna huggies from herr and for herr. hee. she's like my small sister sey. i have NEVER feel like a big sister before she appears in my life. EVER. whatever it is, i wanna thank gegerl, for making me feel this way, the feeling of being a biggie sister. i love you, gegerl. i really do. k? LOVED.PS: i miss farlini and our huggies. oh! and not forgetting ej and kidd too. HEES.
Monday, May 21, 2007.
"stop this bull****!!" - she said.had a wonderful time yesterday. with someone. lols. its rose. i wouldnt thought i could be enjoying the day with someone whom i used to so-called 'dislike'. yes rose, if you're reading this, listen good. i used to 'not-like' you during sec one and two. i donno why. lol. and ytd, you made me realised how sweet, thoughtful, caring and funn you are and to be with. all i can say is, thanks for making the day so worthy, enjoy-able and a memoriable one.so ytd we went so-called shopping. well, we didnt planned to shop but we planned to just go bugis and i wanna buy my jeans. and we ended up buying screaming and envying over the littlest things a gerls heart would desired for. so we planned to bring along extra cash the next time we went shopping. we eyed this converse 'handbag'. it was sooo cool and im gonna get that! yes, i am! lol. we bought a crown necklace each. and we agreed in ex-changing them sometime. COOL. =) sooo it was tiring though. so decided to hang out at plaza.sofie joined us at plaza. rose thought of playing pool with chuan. but then sofie wanna joined too. so i tagged along but not wanting to play. chuan said i can go i but not play so i wondered around, ALONE. lol. pity me. hah! okok. then after sofie felt satisfied and tired, we went home first, thinking that we'll be having religion class fisrt thing in the morning. but guess what? DAD HAD PASSENGER BOOKED HIS CABBIE! thats soooo exciting! lols. okok. SHOPPING AGAIN, ROSE? =)
Saturday, May 19, 2007.
"disappointed.." - she said.P.E. was like disaster. all i can say is thank you rosa, wei xuan and mr ong, despite the FAILURE i made. im sorry if i were to were disappoint you people all over and over again. SKIPP! english was fun. 3E2 combined class with 4A3, 3E4 and 4A2/1[i guess]. then we watched FINAL DESTINATION 3. it was super fun ok! but when we get to the naked part............... *LOLS* then the second period of english, 4A3 gotta leave fer P.E., then we continued with the movie. it's the first ever movie thats scary that i laughed at. lol. like imagine squashing of heads, fall out from a roller coaster ride, hanged upside down etc.. lols. it was fun until english period was done. geog, we were told to do our own stuff by our geog teacher. guess she really wants us to rest after the MYE. thats great! recess.. Math.. math was fine. learn something new which i thought i can absorb it well. but still need more extra coaching. then, can i call PERFECT. lol. and then, home sweet home. iida and me planned to go out, get home and dressed. but then im wayy tooo tired to go out. so i cancelled. hee. soz babesie! wanna remind people out there that i love lynn ej and kidd and im missing them. =)
Wednesday, May 16, 2007.
"over it..." - she said.thanks eun jin fer the small talk. i was so stressed up larh ok? imagine working hard putting every extra effort, day and night, and you FAILED! gaahhh!! it feels like shit. gerlfriends are always best in comforting. so, yea.. rosa comfort me. thanks baby gerl. i thought i was like.. gonna let out my TEARS ONLY. but you made me whine[is that how you spell?] like mad. but yea, it really took the burden away but for a while. just to let you know i broke down not because of i fail of anything like that. but i hafta admit that there's a sadness too when i get my results back. but the thing is, im stress, but people around me doesnt know. i mean, i dont expect them to know. gee larh, i donno how to say it. but yea, thanks again rosa.huggies in the morn for the birthday gerl, AFIQAH!! happie sweet 15th dearie! huggie from rosa hanisah and huda[i think. coz someone hugged me when i broke down putting my head on the table.] are being soooo appreciated. and concern from others are being appreciated as well. but seriously, i only broke down thinking that i might feel better after that so i let out my tear a bit, not wanting the whole world to know, but then rosa ask me to give herr a hugg and she comforted me[which makes me whine even harder]. thanks a bunch E2! i love you gerls! =) i totally dont regret coming into this class. a BIG SMILE for that. and so, gotten back 5 results today. which is im not gonna say how many failed and how many passes. im damn sure am gonna mug for EOY real hard. im gonna try for CA2, but am sure gonna mug real hard for EOY. no more disappointment, MARLIEYANA. sighs. much have happened lately, which sux. i thought i need ej kidd and lynn for a moment. but when i think back, what do i need them for? small talk? huggies? i donno what to say when im with them. all i know is that i felt much better being with them. comfortable like we've been friends since we were baby like that. and lastly, huggie from suhailah is not forgotten. thanks, dear. =)
Tuesday, May 15, 2007.
"now im soooo over... so over it..." she said.so its monday today and yea. it feels great coz usually there's ACT every mon. but yea, im cool. but im not tomorrow. release of results tomorrow. and im sooooo not ready for it!!! coz sec 3 is gonna have PTC!! GAHHH!! okok. and yea, today was sooo mush of a normal lesson just that SS was a free period as MRS LIM didnt come. the boys was making so much noise while i was busy reading up the story book im so-called 'INTO' now. lol. now i have two fav books. 'archie-comics' and 'teenage life-novel'. hee. and yea, was like sooo tired today in class. and gee. i have a hard feeling that im failing my bio. gosh. wish me luck, people? im being sarcastic nowadays. feeling depressed when i shouldnt have? feeling lonely when i have many people around me? feeling puking when nothing hits? feeling like a fool when you dont see the 'FOOL' itself? gee larh sey. seriously, WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME? gosh. im tired of thinking. why cant we go on with life w/o thinking? is that compulsory? yea, i know. STUPID Q. which i will get a STUPID ANSWER in a while. i gtg. nagging by the 'NAGGER'. sheesh.- life's not perfect!
Sunday, May 13, 2007.
"I LOVE..." - she said.
and im back! hee. i went home end up carrying so many bags. like im shopping like that. seriously i end up using $50 for today ok! gosh. bought mom dry iron for mothers day. bought myself a Tee, a necklace and STARBUCKS CHOC. like gee sey. haha. and that necklace really caught my eye. luckily i bought it or i'll end up going home with regret. lol. but yea, spending the day alone coz i thought im gonna need it. i actually felt better you know. and then saw eun jin with her sister and her friend. and so i joined them. walked around plaza and BOOMed!; im home. lol.tomorrow is gonna be another day. religion skewl early inda morn. pathetic. my tiredness is still there. seriously i think im SERIOUSLY sick. but What The Heck?!? lol. who cares anyway? and yea, waiting for results is no big deal. lol. okok. gonna shower now.
"always there for a gerl named ME." - she said.will set off to plaza around 1.30 later to buy mom her mother's day gift. and yea, after buying i will be slacking arund in plaza maybe until late. and company? lol. ok, enough nana! and so, will be like slacking around alone.. i guess. i miss starbucks chocolate sey. will buy one later and see if i have the mood to treat sofie to that. that is if she meets me later. sighs. its boring staying home. the gerls prom me into coming down to town today but i reject coz im sick and damn tired. and i need some space for myself to be alone for the time being.i donno whats wrong with me nowadays. like gee like that. but whatever it is, i wanna thank the gerls [nyonya, cartoon and kecik] for always being there for me and the one who always comfort me in anyway you can. thanks a bunch gerls. i donno how to repay your knidness. but i can promise you that i'll never leave you gerls. NEVER. i love you gerls, oks? LOVE. yes, i love these gerls who make my life feels soo appreciated. THANKS A MILLION, ANGELS.
Saturday, May 12, 2007.
"HAPPIE SWEET 17TH TO AFIQ!" - she said.
"lets live life to the fullest." - she said.exam is like finally over. *yessae!* and yes, a sigh of relief. everyone was soo excited and i can see high fives everywhere in the classroom. but yea, i was like over the moon. like i cant believe that i actually made it through MYE. not that i care about the papers but i care bout the results more. gee. and yea, i havent been updating due to the stressness larh sey. everyday this week after exam, went home, shower, and get ready to have study-date. NO REST. seriously. even saturday and sunday had study date with my dear angels. and now, im like.. terribly sick. gosh.
yesterday i was TERRIBLY sick. i went home and was like thinking, exam is like finally finish? like i cannot believe like that. and yea, all the hard work and efforts of studying. i hope its much worth. and yea, dad gave me a massage coz i was feeling like i wanna puke like that. like suddenly i felt weak. skip! i enjoyed studying with the angels sey. wander how its like to hang out with them. hee. i pass by this new phone. it attracts my attention sey! there are like two phones on my mind right now. its NOKIA N76 and LG KU800. gosh. decisions, decisions. sighs. haha.
ouh wells. lets leave it to dads and sofie's comment shall we? sofie has a great taste while dad, is good in qualities and all. so.. yea. I TERRIBLY NEED NEW PHONE!! lol. okok. me outta here!
Monday, May 07, 2007.
"...its ok to broke down anytime cause you'll always have us, baby." - she said.like last minute plan with ej ALONE was like.. end up planning with the whole gang. lol. ouh well. last minute plan to jurong with ej. asked lynn along as she's been soo down lately. like i wanna spend some time with herr sey. like seriously she's like my sister like that. den met farlini and ej at petir and went to jurong and met kidd. sparkk and boi was there too. didnt expect to be like.. so many of us there. hees. kidd's cuzz was there too. she's sweet like that. and that faiz! trick me into believing him that she's primary 6 when she's sec 3! hmpf! then thought of using laptop when you have to log in and all like troublesome like that. haha. pathetic sey. sheesh.then hugged lynn and kissed herr in the cheek. like sweet right? I KNOW. lols. she did that first so i responded. hee. malu kite. haha. ok. wadever nana! then hugged ej. awwww. she's like sweet plus cute larh. then kidd's turn. thats when ej asked boi if he wanted some hugg too. haha. and i promed, want huggies? lols. then we said our goodbyes and off i go. hee. but yea, its sad to see evryone so stressed up now that we fajarians are like in the middle of an examination. and so, we feel like bull**** like that. sighs. okok. i gtg now. take care people! =)to Farlini:gerl, you broke down i broke down too. yes, you dont see me in tears, but im hurt deep inside seeing you all sad like that. it hurts cause i know how it feels to be in that position. i shant say anymore cause im afraid i'll elaborate more on what happened. you take care, sweetie and always bear in mind that you have us, your truly angels olright? ILY, sis. to Ej and KiDd:i wanna thank ej for the 'trying-my-best-in-comforting-you' advise even though it doesnt help much. i felt better after actually share with you gerls. and i wanna thank kidd too for the warm huggies olright? aiya i thank all my angels larh for the warm huggies, can? haha. ILY gerls, ok? =)
Sunday, May 06, 2007.
"...and you gerls made me sooo high like that." - she said.last minute plan study-date wasnt as bad after all. messaged sis to have an outing with herr. and suggested study in skool would be best. and so, get ready and all. reached skool, saw herr with radiah. and so i left them and joined ej, kidd and some friends. did a little of catch up with math corrections. luckily cuzz was there. thanks yea! =) and yea, ej came with her ABG ZUL. lols. so sweet sey they all. hee. after that sis and radiah came down to the canteen to say hi. and yea, we chat and all. but yea, thanks for asking and give me this opportuniy to tell and share my probs yea angels? sis asked how am i doing and as i told herr i was like teary teary which is luckily i didnt burst. but yea, i did feel better. and sis cried out her thought that she's stress and all. poor thing. i can feel the pain ok! like gee like that.then she went up to concourse back. while me ej and kidd continued with our work. then i decided to go look for sis and have a look if she was ok. sit with herr and herr friends for a while. and then kidd came. sis cannot resist anymore but to walk away. me and kidd intent to go after herr. we managed to catch up till heaven and she burst out. that was where i realised she's been sooo stressed up and been carrying the heaviest burden among us as i can see the way she bust out. gee sey. poor thing. kidd comforted herr. while all i can do is to hugg herr. like im not good with comforting people like that. and yea, radiah is like the best comforter around just now. she's cute sey. lols. she treat sis like a sweet lil gerl sey. like how sweet. gee. haha. then they went to plaza while the others like me and kidd and all stayed a while longer. talked to kidd was like talking to someone whom i've known since i was small. like she's been trusted already like that. and yea, people like kidd ej sis and radiah are easily loved by me like that. =) sighs. i feel the burden sey. like WTH? lols. i mean.. i have my problems too. but seeing each and everyone have their own problem, how am i not to worry? GEE.to my lovely angels [sis, ej, kidd], you gerls have me. and i have ou gerls right? without you gerls, im drowned by my own sorrows. you gerls are the ones who encourage me to fight this strength that im weak in. gee. what would i be without you gerls by my side. i terribly enjoyed today like that. shall we do it often? you gerls seriously made my day sey. and yea, you gerls/angels are LOVED by me, oks?
Saturday, May 05, 2007.
"when all you gotta keep is strong..." - she said.sorie readers have not been updating. busy preparing fer exam. and yea, yesterday was our first paper and it was mother tongue. and guess what? i have a so-called humouring story. to me though. lols. errr. i donno why but yesterday was a tiring and sleepy day. and so, during the second paper, i finished and rest my head on the table.. thinking that i WONT go to sleep. then i fell asleep. after i woke up, i was like.. why is everyone staring at me while some were grining and giggling. i find out that the invigelator was trynah get my paper which is under my arms which i put on the table to support my head. lols. complicated yet funny. i was sooo embarrased sey. and so i asked nazurah why she didnt wake me up, as she's sitting beside me. she said she try to woke me up TWICE and i didnt wake up. haha. seriously i was sooo ashamed and embarrased larh eh. coz never would i thought that i was gonna sleep like that. okok. till today the gerls are still babbling about it. and naz, its not CUTE!! gahh! haha. so stop with this 'cute sey smlm' thingy!! hahah. seriously along the way to concourse yesterday i couldnt stop thinking about that. but i told myself that ok.. coz, LUCKILY I DIDNT SNORE or open my mouth WIDE. haha. okok. so.. malay was ok. today was English paper 1, CME and SS. gosh. im like. no confident sey of passing. wish me luck, people? hee. monday is gonna be something else which i think is getting tougher and tougher sey. sheesh. okok. i gtg now. take care people. and yea, to all who are taking your examinations out there, GOOD LUCK AND ALL THE BEST!!to farlini,dear, what happened to your sister? i mean.. you and herr have not been very close as you used to be? im sooo sorry to hear that. you poor thing. how come? what makes you two further apart? how i wish i could help you. and yea, you've been having that 'pity' look lately. whats wrong sis? im always there for you ok? you have me. ok?i love you. thanks for being like a big sister to me. kite sayang awak. ok? you take care. i promise to find a day where you and me are going to be free so we can talk, ok? and we'll invite those two angels, ej and kiDd. oks? i love you.
Wednesday, May 02, 2007.
"she my friend too, MR!" - she said.went for study at around 7.30pm at fajar mc. with sofie rose daniel and someone. i shant say who. cause that person is half-way gone. so.. yea. didnt really manage to get anything into my head though. something makes me soo moody to continue. all i wanted to say is; to NISA, im terribly sorry for what happened ytd ok? its not that person's fault. its all a misunderstanding situation. hope we can really get some study on wed afternoon? LOVE YOU. and yea, we end up going home around 11.30pm like that. its a hell of a long story. but im damn lazy to type everything down now that MYE is lke.. THIS THURSDAY?!? DAMN! okok. gonna get ready now. study with cuzz. teach me science(s). gonna bully him! haha. lol. BAD BAD RUBY! ok, well, and so, i lied. ME?? BULLY HIM? you've gotta be kidding. okok. gtg now. take care people! =)"HAPPIE SWEET SIXTEEN TO RADIAH! Y" - she said.
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