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Monday, June 28, 2010.
Ever since the first GL meeting, where William announced that all the 48 of us were successfully selected as GLs, I never feel so fit in with the other 47 GLs. Honestly, up till now, I never did. I sure am disappointed in myself for feeling this way. Its already July, 6 months being with the fellow GLs ever since we were promoted to being one. And I am still feeling so not fit in.
Perhaps, I never looked at myself as a GL in the first place, because honestly I don't think I have the potential right from the beginning. So where's the confidence Marlie? And I owe big to Tammie, Leiyi and Suren. I wasn't in the list when I signed up for Challengers '09. Perhaps its obvious that they did not want me as Im an introvert person. I obviously dont have the talent and potential to be the next GL 10/11. But with such wonderful friends like Tammie and Leiyi, they wanted me to be in real bad that they played their part in helping me. And thanks to Suren who let me have a slot in the camp. Or I would not be where Im standing today.
I never regret where I am today. Not even close to 0.00000001% of it, honestly. And it's all because of the love, attention, and bonding that the 48 of us shared. But somehow or rather, I forever have the "never fit-in" feeling. It's either I am an anti-social person (which is a surprise to me, and to my girls who knows me best) or I am just totally shy and unable to step out of my comfort zone.
Or maybe, just maybe. I am scared. Of being known as the lame-girl or the girl who tries so hard to fit in *ouch :(* I don't know. All I know of is that Im damn disappointed in myself for feeling this way. Even when most of them did their best to get me involved and tried not making me feel left out. Sincerely, I feel so welcome. I feel loved. And I feel FAMILY :) That is why I never regret making the choice of participating in Challengers '09 right from the beginning.
And to my 47 GLs, honestly & sincerely, I would like to apologize for feeling this way, even after 6 months of being together. But no matter what, my heart goes to the all 48 of us and not forgetting the 4 ever lovely DHs.
Tears & Sincere,
Marlie.
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