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This week has totally make me realised as if I've neglected her. =((
Im so so sorry. I love love love you, okayy.

Tests and quizzes has turned me into a different person overnight. It affects my mood dangerously. Its surprising that even me myself can see that. Normally, people dont realise they've changed. Or changing. Maybe my classmates saw the change in me too. Perhaps, they didnt notice it. I've been easily upset the whole of this week. When I said easily, and I mean E.A.S.I.L.Y easily. Of course I shouldnt have let my emotions take control and I know I should never blame tests and quizzes, because. I. Should. Have. Jolly. Well. Started. My. Revision. Long. Time. Ago.

Last minute is a no no, yes I know. But no matter how hard I try, I just cant throw that habit away. And Im sure most people are experiencing the same -.- I just dont have to mention. I should really really make myself study and revise in a calm and steady situation, and not a forced and in a panicked state, weeks before I sit for any papers or online tests. I should stop saying maybe and I should start saying perhaps. Perhaps I should calm myself and make myself revise for my modules that Im weak at. Yeaa, perhaps I should. I just wanna get Year 1 over and done with as quickly as possible. Since many mentioned that Year 1 is the most "difficult" and "complicated" year to survive.

Whatever. I had completed 3 tests/quizzes. Im left with 3 more, which is 2 tomorrow and 1 next Tuesday. Not even the Common Test Week yet, and my class is almost done with the papers/online tests. Im a weee bit relieved that Im thru with Econs and ITL. Dont. Ask. Me. How. I. Did. -.-

Im just glad, very very glad that Common Test Week is like my one week holiday extra. Just that I have to come on Tuesday to sit for my Maths paper. And I can claim that I've start my holiday next Wed onwards. BUT. -.-
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I have projects. (-.-") Yes, I find this very very lame. At the same time, it made sense. Im already near to World of Business and here I am complaining about projects. Lame cause I have projects for every module, except for S&W(which is similar to P.E. -.-) and Econs. I have 7 modules in total including S&W, that makes it 5 projects in total due right after our 2 weeks break. So friends and team members have already decided that we gonna use the whole of next week and partial of the week after next to try and complete our projects. Once done, only then we can claim our "REAL" break. Cause I really think that we deserve breaks after the stressing semester.

First 3 days of my break, I'll be away for my 3D2N Challengers Camp. This time its the same feeling. The same feeling I had for FOC camp. Kept telling myself its wrong to sign up. Its wrong to attend the camp. I shouldnt have. I dont feel like going. The exact same feeling I have like 2 plus months ago. I hope this feeling is just a false alarm. *Long sigh*

Anywho, I just broke up with my boyfriend. O.o Wait. My real boyfriend. Not my fake boyfssss. =DD I was chatting online with my laogong and nan peng you when I received his call. See how unfaithful am I? No wonder I deserve a break up. Anyways. He said that he doesnt deserve me and he dont see himself putting any efforts in our relationship. That I should forget about him (O.o !? What the siaaaa) !! But of course, I accepted fate and curiously asked why the sudden decision. He said he realised that he's been neglecting me since he's so busy with .. Uhhh, something that kept him busy. Hahaha. I was speechless, but I couldnt do anything to make him tell me nothing but the truth since thats how he wants it to be. So after a while, JOE JONAS decided to confess and hung up. Pfffft, thats how my ironic, imaginary love life goes.

I cant believe thats how bored I am to have come up with the lamest paragraph. Ever. I just hope that no readers read today's entry. I can just hope. L.O.L.

I am not asking for sympathy but I've been bullied a number of times today and that is not needed uhh. Hahaha. Firstly, Asidah complained to Huda that I always bullied her (-.-") when Im the one who was (and still am) bullied by her! Secondly, during CATS my lecturer kept asking questions. Everyone had their chance in answering. I am just wondering why in the world does he like to ask me and only me again and again!? O.o I think he have issues with me but I cant think of any. He. Is. Just. Getting. On. My. Neeeeeerves.

Thirdly, while queueing up to buy bubble tea in the school library, Derek took my phone and guess what he did when he wanted to return it. (God I feel dump for even posting about this, but I usually like to make myself look similar to a fool. Similar only ahh, not the same -.-) He tied the phone strap onto his hand (so that I couldnt see) and pretend to make it seem as if he accidentally dropped my phone. I freaked out like mad when the phone fell free out of his hand but hang onto his hand instead of hitting the floor. I freaked out like mad that I can even "feel" my expressions were damn hilarious. Thanks eh Mr Er. I totally looked like a fool.

See Im always being bullied. Not in a bad way, neither is it a good way. But more like a friendly way =)) (Except for CATS! -.-) I cant wait for the weekends! Its finally here, again!

OUUUHHHHH! By. The. Way! Asidah and I saw a very cruel thing I dont know when it happened but we saw it this morning. I assume it happened not long before. We saw a dead cat lying in the middle of the road near at the back of my house. It. Was. A. Horrible. Death. For. The. Cat! Im very upset that whoever did it did not move the animal away from the road after hitting it. It was horrible. Its flesh .. God, I feel so bad for the cat, I didnt know there's even a heartless people living near my area. After this incident (and the "almost-hit-by-the-van" incident) I just realised that my area might be full of heartless people. Gaaaaaah, Im angry! The cat doesnt deserve to die in that sorry state! Poor thing. *Sobs*

A cat's life is much, much more precious than a normal human being lives. To me cat is very very special, in their own way. Eventho they can be naughty and strong-headed, like mine, but no matter what, I still love cats and I will never take back my words. =((( Im so so so guilty that I left it there just now =(( Hen ke lian. Wo yao ku!

*My entries are getting longer and longer. I dont like it. Makes my blog look like Im writing essays. But I just cant help it, I got a lot of things to share =DDD