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2008. Countless of obstacles in that period of time. I changed. People said I've changed during that particular year. The year where I sat for my O Level Papers. I admit I was weak at that point of time where I had to face the extreme hardship I had faced so far in life. At that period of time. Every night, even during certain days. I wouldn't fail to shed unnecessary tears. Yes, this time if you have to say the word emo at me, I'll have to strongly agree. I was weak. I din know what to do. I was still young and innocent. I was. I lost my friends for a moment. And that very moment, I was lost too. Very lost.

Obviously, I have to agree that human being do need help after all. We cannot stand on our own feet, for certain circumstances. Looking back at that year, which is equivalent to last year, I cannot deny that my point of view then and my point of view now is different. Totally. Different. Not only that change had taken place. A lot of changes in me had taken place. I don't really know the exact time and date and venue for the change that had taken place, duuuhh. But what I do realise, is that when others said people change, I din stop to think.

Whether its true or just some silly opinions from some random people. But I do see that in everyone around me. I really do. Hey, I change too. I do change. I noticed the change in me. People say "don't care what people think of you". But aren't you curious at all? I say that I am. I wonder what people think of me. Honestly.

Suddenly I feel that I din really deliver my purpose to post today's entry, but I don't really wanna end up posting a long entry. What Im trying to convey here dear readers is, about what I've learnt from my past, my experience and the surroundings. The changes. The changes that happens around me.

I survived 2008 and 2009 is soon coming to an end too. I survived the obstacles that happened to pass my path last year. I am stwong. I am stwonger now. And I do owe the people who supported me, big time. They were my grip poles for me to hold on to, when I feel like collapsing.

I've learnt a lot through this. I've learnt to be stwong. I've learnt that poeple do change. I learnt that I do change too, and it can happen overnight. And my dearest bestest friend, Nur Hanim Harris. You've been my first and my only longest best friend since we were young, say 2 or 3 right? Yeaa. Its been almost 15years now. You were there for me the whole time I was facing difficulty. This is sincerely from the bottom of my heart, ThankYou and I do really love you! Thankyou for willingly share your toys when we were young. So I do owe you a big thankyou from young you see =DDD

This entry isn't exactly what I had in mind, but neveeeeermind. Im sick of migranes. Im going for a checkup soon. I know I've been saying this. Maybe I should emphasize on the soon. Im going for a checkup AS SOON AS I have a free time. A really free time =)) And a company of course *wink*