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My favourite gerls; Michelle, Kaixin and below Jacqueline =D

People I hang out with in class, with Mr Liau =)

Our class advisor = Marlie's favourite lecturer = Hen ke ai! =DDD
Look at all my boys! Ye you hen ke ai oh? ^_____^

And my beloved people from beloved class from beloved L02 declared a Pink Day last Wednesday. "Is that like cool or whhaaaatt .. " Imitating Asidah's bimbo voice. -.-

So our ITL Lecturer said to the other class, L02 is gonna wear green next wed what are you guys gonna wear? HAHA! Yes, thats how cool my class is laaa okayy. We rock the Logistics Undies can!? Pfffftahahahahaa! =DD Seriously, I think Im gonna include this in my upcoming entries until my readers gonna get sick and tired of reading it but I just cant help it that "I LOVE 1L02 AND WE JUST KEEP ROCKING THE SCHOOL!" =))

So this Wednesday, L02 declared a Green-White Day since not everyone has white, and Im like one of the "everyone" Double -.- I have white. But translucent white. I dont want to be held responsible for the guys in class not paying attention during lecture or tutorials or practicals. Or perhaps, paying close attention to me. "Eyes popping out .." Like what CM mentioned earlier. Another -.-

Guys.

And saturday was fun. Chatting with my pretend boyfriend with the others over at his place. I now declare my pretend boyfriend LonTong cause his name really sounds like LonTong. And I love to eat LonTong .. -.- Okayy so it was more to the guys bullying me over MSN than chatting with me. This Darren and CM. I cant remember what they did but I can only remember they bully me over MSN .. L.O.L. And Derek was so gross. *sarcastic smile* My dear dear the best. No dirty stuffs over the convo. I think .. Ahahaa. But the guys like conquer the whole webcam lohh always covering my LonTong. Im like always and forever over the convo asking for my dear dear. Ahaha.

Asidah, four months now. Tsk tsk. Better think fast cause not only is it growing. Your tummy is showing too in no time! Terror siaaa you. And what kind of terror? Nope, not terrorist this time. Terror-rapist! HA HA HA HA HA HA .. ! You raped _______ ! Ftwuuuh! Power sia this gerl! (Okayy so she's not "really pregnant" cause the whole thing was supposed to be an inside joke between us.) L.O.L. lohh! Tsk.

Yesterday, I couldnt handle the pain anymore. I swear I felt like giving up bearing the pain. It was as if death was easier than bearing the pain. On the way home, in the bus, I called mom and asked her if the clinic underneath our block is open on Sundays. And she said no. I was disappointed cause I didnt have the strength to go any further. So I just alight and went home straight. I cried on the way home. I didnt really cry, but tears was forming at the corner of my eyes. I couldnt hold back those tears. The pain ..

Once I got home around 9pm(?), I dumped myself on my parents bed and closed my eyes. Didnt even care if I have not even change. I was only awake this morning and surprisingly, I was back to normal. The pain that I was expecting this morning vanish thru my sleep. That was one overwhelming news. It was as if last night my head wasnt hurting like %^&*^%#*& ! I dont know what else should I do about the frequent pain on my head. I dont feel like its any common headache. Im thinking of visiting a doctor soon, or go for an X-ray. But I just hate the idea of wasting my money on the check up bill. Pfffft here's another -.-

Thinking about the pain makes me wanna cry. Experiencing the pain makes me cry. I wonder if I can hold onto this anymore. Im not saying that Im giving up .. Wait. i suddenly sound like Im dying. Pffffft, 'seliseh!' Honestly, I never and dont want to experience the feeling of dying. Yet. But yesterday really felt like it was the end. Wow, I NEVER felt like that before.