BONJOUR.
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Chindon Malay.
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Sunday, April 19, 2009.
Specially dedicated to my two best MAN buddy .. My beloved father and my beloved buddy colleague; Lee. I know that its hard to feel how you feel. I know that simply by saying "I know how you feel .." or "I understand how you feel .." wont change the situation or make the whole situation better. Neither would they be solved. Seeing the two of you asking for the littlest tiniest simplest favour from myself almost brought me to tears. I would be happy to agree onto it knowing that I could be of a helper. But seeing you guys in this state got me worried. Much more worried than I should have been.
Daddy.
You have been the best. Not because you're my father and Im your daughter thing that I said those comment. But its because you have been so supportive and motivating throughout my 17 years of breathing. I've seen a lot of father wanting so much for their children to do well so that they dont have to worry about getting retired. But you're different. You want me to do well, my best. Only because you dont want me to end up like you. No one to support you. Not even your 6 elder siblings. When they could support and afford for your 2 younger ones. I couldnt judge on how unfair that would be tho cause I dont get the whole story.
ANYWAYS ..
You want me to have a successful career, a bright future of my own. Without yourself interfering. You dont want to be in the picture, you dont care about anything as long as all your four precious girls are in good hands. You're willing to take passengers along the streets while sending me to work. Desperate for incomes. Driving for 2 or 3 days straight not once coming home. Waking up as early as dawn for bookings. BUT. Pushing away your "small reward" from my monthly pay. It upsets me everytime you kept rejecting them. Its even more upsetting that I'll keep offering you, knowing that you'll still push them away.
SIGH ..
Im sorry for your sour past, Pa. But I can promise you one thing. That I will strive till the end. I will give my best, definitely my all. I shall take good care of you and momma once Im big and mature enough to afford everything needed. You will be in good hands, mine and your 3 other girls. I hope I will keep up to my words. I dont want to end up like aunts and uncs making empty promises. Im not holding any hatred or grudge or anger towards any of them. Part of my blood contain theirs too. Not interested to elaborate on that. ILOVEYOU, PA. Those are just words. I know. But those are words that comes from the heart, no longer the mouth anymore. Sincerely, Pa *smiles*
And Lee, I owe you countless thanks for being the buddy at work. You'll always be my buddy, 24/7.
That place had been upside down, claimed a few former colleagues. Dont wanna know, dont care. *Already know anyways!* Told cha, Lee -.- Tsk. Had a nice small talk with him through SMS this morning. And looks like what I said was obviously true! That place needed Marlie to keep 'em stable. Now that Im gone, everything's upside down. Tsk. HA HA HA HA! =DD
Song of inspiration; Right Here by Brandy.
[Intro]
When you feel your hearts guarded,
And you see the breaks starting,
When the clouds are far departed,
You'll be right here with me.
[Darkchild & Brandy]
B rock...
Darkchild..
We back..
You'll be right here with me
[Bridge]
You'll be right here with me
oh, oh [x16]
You'll be right here with me
[Verse 1]
When your life is going to fast,
off the train tracks
I can slow it down, oh
just when you think your bout to turn back
scared you might crash
I'll be your ground, oh
[Chorus]
Oh when you feel your hearts guarded,
And you see the brakes started,
And when the clouds above Departed,
You'll be right here with me,
And when your tears are dry from crying,
And when the worlds turned silent,
So when the clouds above Departed,
You will be right here with me,
Oh oh [Repeat x10]
I will be right here with you
you'll be right here with me
[Repeat]
[Verse 2]
When your trapped and there's just no key,
And you can't breathe,
I breathe for you,
The fire's got you down on both knees,
And the walls are closing in but I will,
Break it through,
And when you feel alone,
I'm a be at home,
Whenevers comes and go,
You know I got you,
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
I will be here right beside you,
Every step you take (yea),
I will be your strength your shelter,
Shield you from the rain,
[Repeat]
[Chorus]
(oh when you feel),
oh when you feel your hearts guarded,
and when you see the brakes started,
and when the clouds above Departed,
you'll be right here with me (right here),
and when your tears are dry from crying,
and when the worlds turned silent,
so when the clouds above Departed,
you will be right here with me,
I will be right here with you,
You'll be right here with me
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