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31st March.
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Mom had been wondering how I managed to get up so early for meal at dawn without having her to wake me up. Yes, I walked out of the room without mom waking me up. So I showed mom the wake up call that I've been getting. Okayy wait maybe not wake up call. More like wake up message perhaps? And of course, before showing, I covered the sender's name. Dont want mom to start reciting the name like nobody's business. Hahaha. Thats mom. Teasing me is one of her pastime. Okayy so soon after she finished reading the message, she burst out laughing. Luckily mom did not end up rolling on the floor. Got the cheek to tease me some more, eh Ma? So mom was like all, "ohh so thats why you wake up so early laa?" hahahaa!


But mom somehow knows me best. She said, she knew Im not ready for any relationship and Im currently not interested in one. I smiled when she gave me that remark. Im really really glad my own mother noticed something as littlest as this. She even said, "even tho you have a wide circle of male friends and none of those are special." Hahahaa! Moms. I smiled again tho. The way she talks. So confident. I like. ^_^ My response was, "Yes, Im glad you know." 'Cause frankly speaking, Im glad. Real glad.


But guess what? After having my dawn meal, I went into my room and as usual, I read my storybook while waiting for the time to strike for dawn prayers. Mom walked pass my room.. And stucked her head at the opened door. "Someone wake you up again, this morning?".. Grinning while asking me that. CHEEKY. Hahaha! I smiled. Yes, I smile a lot at mom's words this morning. Hehh. I told Sofie about this. She fine it hilarious too. Mom even said that its Sofie's fault now that I have followed her steps for having a guy now. O.o


Okayy wait I think right now, mom have no idea if Im single or attached. And its entirely my fault 'cause I kept twirsting my words. This afternoon she asked if Im breakfasting at home. I answered her randomly. "Nahh, boyfriend's picking me up later. We're breakfasting together." And her reaction was, "Really? K good, I want to see him." Hahahaha! God! It was hilaaaaarious laaa! And just a while ago, she asked again, "What you want to breakfast, Nana?" and me being evil disturbing her again with the reply, "Uhh? Im breakfasting outside with boyfriend laaa! Haiyaaa.." and and guess what? Mom believed! Hahaha! "Waaaaaaah really? At where?" *LOL!* I couldnt stop laughing at this one. I quickly denied of course, that Im not breakfasting outside. And I dont even own a boyfriend, pleeeeeease laaa Maa. Hahaa. But this time she dont know if she wanted to believe me or not, 'cause she said, "like real you no boyfriend" I was like seriously laaaa. =D


I remember still, mom used to threatened me and Sofie about having boyfriends. She would hang us up on the tree. Even tho that sounds so exaggerating and impossible, we wouldnt dare thinking of having one at that point of time. But..? Look at how mom reacts to this issue now? Totally different. Maybe because we've grown up? And I think she knows that we can differentiate whats right and whats wrong? Yeaa. But still, I can sense that mom couldnt wait for my turn to be attached. Wait long long k Maa. Its just not the right time yet uhh. Hahaha. O levels first priority. Once I hit 17, I'll reconsider this again alright, mummy? Maybe I'll be much more mature by then. And maybe, just maybe, you wouldnt want to get all excited first when one day you fine me with someone else. Its the first, no perhaps the second time for something as serious as this. So maybe, I suck at relationship? Dont pin high hopes on me k Maaa. You too Sofie! XP


I should feel grateful for having the coolest mom. Mom being supportive. Supporting me and Sofie for doing what most teenagers these days are doing. Perhaps I shouldnt use the word supportive 'cause mom dont really approve us of returning home late. But yeaaa, she always texted us to come home and thats about it. No grounded, no punishments whatsoever for being far too much. I know I know, Sofie and I shouldnt take advantages of such opportunities and kindness. I wouldnt dare, I dont like to take advantage of it either. Late nights. Hangouts. *Silence.. Deep in thought..* Sighs. I should really really feel grateful. Afterall, mom is very very different from other's. Coolest. Definitely the best!
Iloveyou, Maa (:

Lots of love,
Your little (big already now) girl.
BOB.

*Oh yes! Mom's influenced by friends calling me bob! Hahha! =D

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*Selamat hari raya
Selamat hari raya
Kupohon ampun segala dosaku
Lupakan setiap rasa kemarahan
Ataupun kebencianmu yang tersimpan
Hari ini hari mulia
Bersihkan jiwa raga

Ewa Ewa adik sungguh lawa
Abang apa kurangnya
Hari ini hari raya
Bila tiba hari begini
Umat islam bergembira
Menyambutnya di sana sini
Bermaaf-maaf bersama

Tom tam bola
Kain langsir ela ela
Nenek rambut putih
Datuk janggut merah
Emak jangan berleter
Bapak jangan marah
Jangan masuk kolong
Hari ini hari raya!


=DD

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*EDITED* *29th Sept at dawn*

*Looooooooooooong sigh* Where should I begin? God. Give me some strength. *Taking in deep breath* I was crying again last night. -.- Crying 'cause my heart pains. Pain of feeling the hurt. I finally have them back. Yes, I finally have the people I used to be so closed with, back with me. Nisa, Zura and Din. I was crying badly while Nisa wrote everything down yesterday night. I had to ask her, why now? Why say everything now? No matter how things were, better or worst, I end up crying. Last night, even tho things were getting better, but only between the three of us, I was somehow relief, but hurtful. Sigh. I dont know what to say. I dont wish to go on. But only god knows how relief I am that things between me and Nisa are fine now. I understand why you treated me that way Nisa, no explanation needed.

I just hope things between me and Gerlfys will be back on track right after I get my facts right with them. We seriously need to talk. I didnt know they were involved in this too. God. Im sorry gfs. I think I've been neglecting them too much now. :'(

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