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Monday, August 25, 2008.
Saturday's plan to mug in school was a failure even though I did make it to school despite it was raining cats and dogs. Dad offered a ride to school and he picked Athira at Petir. Thankyou, Pa (:
Why are people talking about things which arent true? And asking questions which I dont have to answer coz its so obvious. Im not refering to anyone in particular Im refering to a whole lot. Yeaa, maybe Im taking it too seriously when it is all a joke? Chill Marlie, chill.
Religious class was mundane. But this two lovely people somehow manage to perk up the day, like every other Sundays. The twins wasnt there yesterday. They're the people who hears me out in between lessons. Who gave their fullest attention and even tried to give suggestions on how to solve things. Its not that I cant solve my own problem. The moral of the story here is, people whom I barely meet everyday, like once a week, whom Im not so close to, are there for me. They made me so excited to go to weekend classes when I always look for excuses to skip.
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Can I declare that I miss the Baristas? Idk. People might think that Im not sincere coz I dont miss them much to even make the effort to come down and hang out with them. Say whatever you want to say, then I cant say anything else. But it is from the bottom of my heart, with infinity sincerity, I miss you guys. No especially(s) here. Miss everyone equally. Aim, Azri, Aisyah, Indra, Faye, Khai and Ari maybe? Heh. I'll drop by soon k guys. Drop-by will do alright? XD
Im confused. Again. Everyone's making things complicated. And here I am keeping silent. I know my weakness is _________. I inserted a blank coz I dont want people to think that Im asking for sympathy with what my weakness is. But yea, maybe, just maybe, I should go along with the flow, leaving things the way it is for now, and put the non-important stuff aside? It shouldnt be a maybe anymore now Marlie, coz you know yourself that its a must. Talking to myself again. Shit happens.
Pssssst! I've updated now handsomeboy! And guess whats the time? Its 6.01 in the morning! Hahahahaaa! Gooooo update! Or I'll stop calling you handsomeboy and I'll start calling you ______, which Im very very sure you wont like. ^^
Second part of the day
I've been giving some thought about one thing the past few days. And its defintely not easy to come up with a conclusion. I know I'd somehow get myself hurt with the decision Im going with. But its best both for myself and also for others around me. I think that no matter what happens, I believe that there are alot more people out there who are much more unfortunate than me. Yet, all this while I've been whining and complaining about everything that surrounds me. When I should be thankful and grateful for everything that I've got. Family, home, finance, and so. Ok the main thing here is, Im tired of approaching people for hearing me out. I might irritate the listener without I myself know it. I dont want to sound or appear like a sobber here even though I looked like one already. But ye, Im just sick and tired of appearing like a zombie in school because of my fever due to me feeling low everytime. Many been asking hows my fever when they should be asking hows me, shouldnt they? Thats the weird part about human beings. They tend to get carried away of showing their concern, but they dont even know what they were asking. Weird. Whatever it is, Im being strong now. Still going on strong. Coz now is the time I endure this kind of situation. Yes, its the crucial time already. The crucial year for me, as they put it. Im bidding goodbye to ________. And a big hello to a big stack of books. New bestfriends for now. I want to do Dad proud. I want to do Mum proud. I dont want to disappoint Sofie's high hopes for me. But sometimes, I think they pinned too high expectations for me. When they shouldnt have. I fear disappointment the most. Im so out of topic. Sighs.
Azri mane kau? Kenape tibe2 MIA? Rindu kau sioooools. ):
I dont like the way Im having all sorts of feelings for someone. Sometimes, I feel like Im excited to see him. At times, I'd feel shy too, no doubt. But at some point of time, I'd feel like hating myself for even have the feelings for someone. But what can I do? I cant just ask god to take away my feelings? I'd be a human being without feelings then? Without emotions? God no. The feeling suddenly grew inside me. But now, God has answered my prayer to open my eyes and do the right thing now. Im going to focus on my Olevels for now. C'mon Marlie, its still not too late for another one to two months now? Within the blink of an eye, what d'you know? Olevel's done and over with. And soon, I'd be hunting for a job, Insya'Allah I will. And yes, Alhamdulillah that god answered my prayer today and showed me the right path. Its just not the time for me to think of all this unnecessary stuffs. Not now Marlie, not now. Insya'Allah, one day. Amin.
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