Dedicating this particular message to someone who is a classmate, companion, study-buddy, a teacher, a supporter, a part-time joker, a UnitSergantMajor in NCC and most importantly, a BESTFRIEND of mine. Yes its for Muhammad Syazwi B Muhammad Zain. Even though I know you're like, not reading this. XD Its 7.00pm now still the 20th August, exactly on the dot. In 5 hours time, bestfriend is going to turn 16. So I'll just type everything down and post it at 12 mid later. ^^
I havent have the right words to put in to say how grateful I am having found such a good friend. You have been very very supportive and sincere with the friendship we have built, Zwi. You even bothered to ask if I was upset (about you know, I know, Zikri knows, that no one else knows) at the end of the day after we have separated our ways through SMS even though I know you werent that type of person, bother to ask. I was surprised, really. By a simple question if I was ok or not, made me smile even when Im upset like GodKnowsHowUpsetIWas. You have contributed alot and I mean aloooooot in my life. You have done your job as a friend, as a bestfriend indeed. I shant say what but yeaa, Im feeling very very grateful now.
I remember when you asked me this question which I have to consider when it comes to others, which I dont when it comes to you. The question that I got on 31st March 2008. You wrote it in a card. A nicely done by Carol card. I was smiling on the way back home while typing a message for you. I remember what my answer was and until today, I did not regret it one single bit. I wasnt even sure if you were excited about it or not. But yes, it defintely made my day for turning 16th on that day. Your idea of starting a birthday song for me in class at the end of the day? My eyes would have already been like an ocean by the time the whole class finished singing. Only there wasnt even a droplet of water on that day, I wonder why. Hahaha! So you see, you've contributed 'something' somewhere in my life. Its never a regret having you as my bestfriend. No wait Im serious. So why do I even bother to right a whole long message for Zwi when I know he's not reading this ay? Is because I know that one day when Im senile, I'll be able to rely on this post to help me remember how great a friend like Syazwi was. And still is. What if I forget that a blog that belongs to me even exist? Uhh, that? Can wait. ^^
So 'Sergant-Squash'em-Syazwi' [inside joke], for what I have to say for now is. Happy turning 16th years old, bestfriend. May Allah guide you to the right path now(present), and later(future). Insya'Allah. And all the best for prelims and Olevels, Zwisis(is that how you guys spell it? Haahaa!) coz I know you can do it! But dont stress yourself too much k! Insya'Allah you can make it (:
Ok so that was only for the birthday boy. Now I think I have to do this no matter how hard I try keeping it to myself. I have to say it out here. But just not now, I dont know when too. Only god knows. Another topic comes. I was bloghopping since I was very very bored at home. Still with the fever. I do the same thing in class whenever Im down with a fever. SLEEP. Coz seriously, my head was feeling very very warm that I thought it was burning. I might sound exaggerating here but Im describing the feeling of warmth-ness of my forehead. I'll get upset easily whenever Im down with it. And vice versa, whenever Im upset, I'll get down with fever easily. Hahahaa! Weirdo like what a friend calls me now. ^^ Back to topic, was bloghopping. Came upon a friend's blog where friend had got me thinking. Hmmm. Lets see. What was it about again? -_____- Ok now I remember. What would I be thinking of when you're gone at this very moment? Can I not answer that? Hahahahaa! Coz I cant imagine life being without you and I DONT want to think how it'll be. NO, I DONT. And friend, Im not faking it ok. Im fucking serious. So dont think too much about it k? And to let your mind at ease, Im refering to you, Indra the Theodore! ^^ You dont really have to know and you dont have to think too much alright.
The bahyan thingy after school just now got me deep into thoughts. I wasnt paying very close attention but I manage to get what they're trying to convey. Raziman was great. Fareez was.. Uhmm..? Ok laa since he wanted to give it a try. Manage to get Syuu and Deee to join even though they were half-hearted to join or not. But I told them give Fareez a chance to convince us and so. But he turned his 'sharing-story' into a laughing-stock. But still, there were quite obvious messages which are meant to be shared somewhere hidden in his 'twisting-and-turning-words' of bahyan. Rine was great too. So was Zwisis. The talk had me made up my mind to stop doing the 'not-so-urgent' stuff and the 'not-so-important' stuffs, like hanging out till late night when not necessary. Im trying my best not to go online everyday now since I have no more assignments that are due. Its up to me now to start my revisions now or after my prelims. Sigh. I dont want my first very important certificate to appear fugly. I'll try my best and defintely give my all. Im still going online for now. Not anymore after prelims. I'll try, cant promise. Coz Im afraid of making empty promises, like what many did to me. Shant start on that.
I've picked every Tuesday to attend 'after-school-hours' after prelims since they're opening the library to extended hours for the graduating classes. I might come on other days too. But since Im not so sure if I'd be able to make it, I just signed up on every Tuesdays. Till 8pm. Zikri Hanim and I picked the same day. And we signed for only one day. Hahahaa. Not confident enough if we'll be able to make it every four possible days ay? But yeaa. Many that should have came for the bahyan just now wasnt there. Im very proud of those organizing the meeting or gathering. Coz I too, think that muslims society is decreasing. Maybe not the society, but the Iman. Hmmmmm. *Deep into thought. Again.* And not forgetting, Happy 16th Birthday, Nur Affan! "Baru nk turn 16 kepee boy?" Copy paste. Go figure.
I never expect today's post was gonna be, THIS loooong. XDI miss Azri. Random.
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