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Thursday, June 12, 2008.
Yesterday's mugging with Nisa Falahh Shahiddin and Ira was going smoothly in the beginning. I got my Amath going, but somehow I cant get much done. I got stuck here and there mostly one questions after another. There was times when I feel like giving up, but I encourage myself not to. Its like Im forcing myself to go on and try. Its not good to force myself, I know right? This time, I really think I need to unwind myself. But how can I help myself when everytime I think of going out, I'll think of doing revisions? Nothing else matters, but revision comes first. But no matter how hard I tried to concentrate, nothing really went into my head. Pffft!~The other half of the day, I was already dried out. My expression laaa, not as in money 'dried out' that kind'dof thing. Hahaha! Imagine me refering to bucks. I feel so loaded, so rich! Hahaha! Okayy now really, where was I? Heheheh! So Shahiddin kept asking me if I was fine, and to reassure himself that I was fine. At some point of time, they took too many 'breaks'. Hahaha! Standard standard. So they got me to hang out at Suntec's Starbucks and we got up from NLB at 8.10pm. I can still remember the time, like wth? Hahah. But my heart said continue with Amath, my head said stop, my feet said no, my friends said go. Hahaha! So among these four, my friends convinced me the most. Wth? Hahaha. Made our way to Suntec. So along the way, Nisa and Shahiddin were arguing like mad people. They somehow managed to get me into their arguments, standing right in between and I end up being the middle person whom they shouted at. Thanks laaa guys. I think my hearings improved, like alooot thanks to the two of you! *Sarcastic smile* But along the way I somehow got myself all silent.Like I said earlier, I had alooot in mind. But this time its not that I dont know what is bothering me. I know, I just know whats been bothering me. Its just that, I wanted to tell someone about it. Get it off my chest. But I just cant seem to find the right words to say it right. I always end up saying a different thing, the wrong thing that is. Im tired. I felt terribly exhausted when thinking too hard on how to say. Sigh sigh.Shahiddin treated me TripleC as he owes me one when I turned sixteen? Big deal! Hahah! Thankyou, Friend. I managed to get myself drinking TripleC even though my stomach was empty. Yes yes, I told them I had my lunch. But I did not. I havent had my lunch and dinner at that point of time. I didnt have the appetite to. So I drank in silence, knowing that my tummy will give me problems in no time. Sigh. Nvm, friend was sincere in treating, so I go ahead with TripleC. We left Suntec and headed for hometown at 10? Yeaa, I think. I managed to sit back relax and close my eyes in the bus on the way home. I was sooo exhausted okayy! So fell asleep on the journey back home. Almost reaching our destination, like expected, tummy gave me problems. Felt like I wanna puke anytime soon. I tried holding back even though its kind'dof digusting. Its either I hold back, or I puke in the bus and everyone got disgusted and the whole bus smells? Hahaha! Damn! Okayy, luckily I didnt puke until I reached home. No, I didnt puke even when I was at home too. Just staomachace. Tsk.Thanks for accompanying me today, friends, even though most of you arent exactly doing what you were ought to do. Haha! Should I say there were too many breaks? Yeaa. Overall, I really thankyou for trying to perk me up. The simple asking of 'are you ok?' is enough for me to see your sincereness. Your care, your concern. Thankyou, friends. Especially Shahiddin and Nisa.**And oh! Saw that sexy-legged friend of mine. =D The camp really got you develop a sexy voice too ay? Hahahah! Oh oh! Sexy-legged friend leaked a secret to me on some friend! Omg! No big deal laaa. Hahaha, dont worry to that friend, its nothing serious. XD
Fatslob? WTH!?!? Hahaha!Cry
I'll always remember
it was late afternoon
It lasted forever
And ended so soon
You were all by yourself
Staring up at a dark gray sky
I was changed
Chorus
In places no one will find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
It was then that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry
It was late in September
And I'd seen you before
You were always the cold one
But I was never that sure
You were all by yourself
Staring up at a dark gray sky
I was changed
Chorus
I wanted to hold you
I wanted to make it go away
I wanted to know you
I wanted to make your everything, alright
I'll always remember...
It was late afternoon
in places no one will find
Chorus
OutThe moment I saw you cry
I wanted to know you
You asked if I was okayy. Well here's the thing. I thought of ______ the whole day and I got distracted by that. You dont expect me to say it right then and there what was bothering me, do you? No doubt that Im shy about it. But still, got me talking about ______ can make me blush, swear. I dont like the way it is and I dont want it this way. Im fucking scared. I know right? Like scared? Whatever for? God.
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