Happy SEXY Seventeenth, Muhammad Farhan Bin Zainuddin~!
Time check: 2:31am
I havent been blogging for the past few days for the fact that I was gathering all the words that could possibly be typed out here. But nothing seems to come out of it. Im still very clueless on how to type things out for what has been happening lately. Im out of words. Things have gotten out of hand too. I even considered of doing something stupid earlier on. Damn what is wrong with me. Nothing ever goes the right way anymore do they? Things seem to have changed overnight. I will not go on any further since I still cant find the right words to fill in the blanks. I know I shouldnt be leaving things around hanging, left unsure and unsaid. No matter what, I'll definitely find whatever that had been missing all along soon. There's no time to worry. Right now I've got alot of assignments and other stuffs that is yet to be completed. Sigh sigh. I cant complain now, can I? ):
I'll definitely ignore my feeling for someone and I'll let it be the way it is for now. I have no time to worry about all this nonsense. The more I whine about it, the more it'll bother me. But I cant wholeheartedly deny that I do have something for someone. I just choose to ignore and yes, move on with whatever there is in life that has laid right before me now. I'll just have to accept whatever is fated. =D
Time check: 4:30am
I'll just update on the same entry that I just posted a moment ago. Recently I went out with Ej to town. We had nothing particular in mind so we walked around and catch up on each other. We shared aloooot and I wasnt expected it to be a whole lot laa. Ej shared with me something that really got me thinking this far. I've give it some thought now. No matter what happens, its all fated. =D
The walk around town wasnt just a walk. Its a walk and talk at the same time. I could have sworn that we were never silent. Either I talk she listened, or she talked I listened. Never silent. Just like I said earlier, we got aloooot of catch up on. Im glad I shared everything with Ej and KiDd. Im gald I open up everything to them. I can no longer keep things inside anymore. Its hard for me. Do I sound like Im complaining now? Something just got me started here, again. Tsk.
This Time by Jojo
This time, this time, this
I've made the a mistake like before
givin you the pleasure of takin you through it
i told you i'd get what i want
and i aint tryin to hear nothin else but just do it
then i had to take a good look
when everything else didnt have my ring to it
i'm sittin here blamin myself
when i saw what you were feelin'
inside and miss used it
verse 1:
this time its all my fault
this time i can't let go
this time i did it
really but i got these feelings
how am i supposed to know
can't let my weakness show
half my fits may cause me to miss this first chance at real love
chorus:
this time i wont let you get away from me
this time i'm gonna let you take it where it should be
this time i wont say no so you know there's a way to protect me
baby this time, this time, this time,this time,
this time,this time i'm a let you on me
every female i know
can't seem to take their eyes off of you
and i see it
it's just that my girls been so hurt
and i'm not tryin to be the next one goin throught it
so that their guys have been real and i don't wanna lose it i gotta say thank you
the thought of you gone gives me chills so baby let's just put this aside and just come here
verse 1
chorus
never realized and know you love
no i'm just kinda stuck here and didn't know
now i know that just me you'll see boy
and i owe you all my heart and deepest apology
so let's take this back to where it's gotta be
i just wanna do this for youboy,
booooooooooooooooooooooooyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
chorus(2X):
this time i wont let you get away from me
this time i'm gonna let you take it where it should be
this time i wont say no so you know there's a way to protect me
baby this time, this time this time i'm a let you on me
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