I dont want to dislike someone. Not anyone. But why do people have to make me dislike them? I mean seriously. Why do something which you know people wont like you for doing it? Tsk. People just dont use their sense now do they? I know brain is a better word to use instead of sense, but hey brain sounds a bit harsh now doesnt it?0.o
Basically I didnt go to school yesterday being it the first day of school for Term 3. Fierce? I know right! Hahahaa No no defintely not purposely. I was up already, getting ready some more. By now most should know that I have severe migraine attacks here and there? I wont eaborate on how unbearable the pain is but yeaa, I thought of taking a short nap. But I end up waking up at 9am. Hahahaa. Wasnt shock coz it was kind'dof expected? Yeaaa. Sorry to keep those waiting early in the morning (:
So today being my first day after the long break, well so called break, lessons wasnt as dry as I expected. Sufi managed to perk some of us up in class. Mostly during SS (:
But since he's my seating buddy, I was always lighten up by his lame jokes -_________-
Hahahahaa. Ok noo they're not lame but hilarious ok! Im just glad I was thrown into a lovely class with lovely classmates (:
Mates convinced Madam Tan called me Bob. Now they had Mr Chew to call me that too? I guess Im loving my mates much more now? 0.o
Everything went smoothly in school today. Saw people whom I was looking forward to see, and didnt see people whom I dont want to see. Go figure (:
I feel like saying this again, and I feel stupid but wth. Hahahaa. Here goes. I love my classmates laaa. No doubt they made my day each time I walked into the class of 4E2. I just couldnt be thankful and grateful enough for this (:
Let me talk about my 'wonderfully-spent' holiday. Basically the first two weeks of holiday wasnt really a holiday for the Sec 4 Express. We've got intensive lessons for the two whole long pathetic weeks. In preparation for the upcoming major exams. I know right! I should emphasize on the 'major'. Hahahaa.
So after the two weeks of having our holiday with mates in school, the other two weeks wasnt much of a different. I've spent my third week doing my holiday assignments like almost everyday I think. Yeaa I know and I will say this again. I forced myself too much. Tsk. Nothing comes out of it. I wasted my time forcing myself to do this and that. But nothing really goes into my head. And nothing gets started. The most I did was to do one pathetic question. The very least, at most five for Amath? Half a question for English? Yes yes that pathetic (:
I somehow wont differ the fourth week from the third week. Its somehow alike for how I spent those period. Only I hang out alot more than mugging.
I forgot what I did on monday. God. How senile can I be? Did I went mugging with Shahiddin? Or did I homestayed? Or was it something else? Dammit.
Tuesday was somehow an unforgettable day for me! I went out with lovely Ej since its been ages since we last went out together. Ok, exaggerated! But you get the idea of how long it has been. -______-
We didnt do anything much but we managed to catch up with each other. We shared alot and I could have sworn its a memorable day for me. I cant deny that Im asking for more of this event! Hahahaa! After exploring town with Ej, met up with KiDd at BP and we walked around just to catch things up with each other. I swear they're very very nice people (:
In the mid-evening I went separate ways with Ej and KiDd to hang out with Shahiddin Zura Wan and Zura's cousin at SB. Nisa and Ira joined us after Wan left. The two babes were from Sentosa with their lovely mates (:
Wednesday? Hmmm. Lets just say I got this senileness from beloved Hanim? Hahahaa. No seriously I cant remember what I did on Wed. Tsk.
Thursday and Friday too. Haahha. Whaaaaaaaaaaats! Aiyoooo Marlie. Tsk tsk tsk. Thats bad. Very very bad. 0.o
Saturday? I remembered I went to Woodlands Civic Library with Shahiddin. Syuhaidah was supposed to join us but yeaa. Last minute back up Im not sure why ):
Spent my Sunday at home completing the incompleted assignments, but failed to do so. I was up from dawn prayers till 11 plus at night? Yeaa I know right! Then came Monday morning. Hahah!
I was wide awke in the morning. I was.... Hey wait! I explained why I didnt went to school yesterday in the earlier part of this entry right? So yeaa. Hahaha.
I've been saying this. But I just cant stop saying it since its there and just.. there? Well here goes. *Taking in large amount of oxygen.*
Alot happened. Lately. Alooooot and I mean aloooot. To me, to others. I know, what happened to others got to do with me, right? Tsk. I cant seem to find the right words now. But everything inside me is just begging to let everything out. Sigh sigh. I dont want to end up complaining or whining again. Im just tired. Plain tired.
Why do I have a strong feeling that the more I found something hateful about you, the more my feeling for you has grown? I hate this. Friends please just stop teasing me of bieng shy. Im pathetically [is there such a word?] serious this time. Im tired of feeling this way. I truly am. Can I have a time-machine with me? I know its impossible, but wth. Im desperate to get out of this complicated situation right now. Trust me. Its tiring plus exhausting. Tsk.
I certainly cant wait for Friday! There's alot of event coming up this Friday the 27th. There's going to be NCC and StJohn day combined if Im not wrong. Cant wait to see my four hot mates in uni! Hahahaa. Sexy friend is gonna wear one too! Woooooo~! Additional to his sexiness. Haahahaa. Ok I'll save my droolings for Friday then. Hmmm. There's gonna be the band concert thing. I think Im interested. Zikri's got so excited about going. Hahahaa. I guess Im interested too (:
Syuhaidah, Nisa, Shahiddin and Athira are the people whom I owe a big thankyou to. They've been nothing but great listeners this holiday (:
Ej and KiDd are just nice and lovely people whom I'll never regret knowing in Fajar. IloveyouAunties (:
Hanim and Zikri are just the bestest of the best.
Even though I've known Zikri for only since Sec 1, we've started to get this close since last year. I remember last year when I went out with Zahida, Sofie's bud, also Zikri's neighbour, and she told me that Zikri said to Muhammad, which is Zahida's brother cum Zikri's friend, that I was his bestfriend. I was kind'dof shock at first hearing that. So Zahida asked me if that was true. I said of coz not but we were just as close. We get along well in class since our seats are neighbouring (:
I was kind'dof curious if Zikri really treated me as one of his bestfriends. The very next day when I met him I directly asked him. Zik, what do you take me for? Your friend or bestfriend? He said friend at first. And asked why I asked too. So I told him what Muhammad told Zahida. He smiled and said, yaa of coz I treated you like my bestfriends since we're this close. I was like really? Hahahaa ok! Cute guy. I accepted him as my bestfriend since then since he was really really sincere in our friendship. And I can really see his sincerity (:
Thankyou Zikri for the nicest friendship that we have built for one and a half years now? Yeaa. You were never regarded my bestie, but my bestestfriend. Swear.
I've got one more particular people in mind whom I would like to thank too. From the bottom of my heart, you've been a nothing too, but defintely a great great listener. I wont say more coz I assume you know I know we know that what Im gg to say is just too personal. Thankyou, listener (:
