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Chindon Malay.
31st March.
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Thursday, June 05, 2008.


At the bottom of the blackest hole... Hahahah! Today was quite creepy! Firstly, got up the usual timing to get ready for school. Then I realized I havent completed my Amath homework. At the same time, my headache was getting worst. So I decided to rest for the first period of math. Skipped first period laa. Luckily Mrs Lim understands. Really, this vectors, differentiation, integration and stuff. Are all pissing me off! Hahaha! I know I know, its just math, but just math? Hahaha! Okayy heck with those. Secondly, I dont even know why Im super hyper today despite having a terrible headache this morning. Raihanah got me singing 'When It Rains by Paramore' all the way to Bio class, or lab that is! Hahahah! We were a crazy bunch of arses laa ok! Luckily there wasnt anyone who spotted us singing. Coz we were like singing our hearts out. Hahaha! I know I know, sooo not me! Haha. But there was a few friends that caught us in action. Luckily they're all classmates! Pheeew!~
Im sooo addicted to this song now, and its all because of my singing partner! Grrrrrr! Hahah! But I somehow enjoyed singing with you laa. I really get to sing my heart out singing with you, despite the bleerrghh voice I have. Hahaha! I somehow cant do the same with other people around. Gerl, you got me singing there! Haha.

I never saw it coming.

Okayy, ignore my last two post! Just ignore them. I post the last one while I was deeply hurt. So words that came out werent exactly what I wanted to say. The second last post before this one, well, lets just say I was feeling kind'dof confused? Yeaa I dno. Even in my present situation, Im being blurr and confused. Like there's nothing can be done to help me see things clearly. Sometimes, when Im looking for a certain wayout, I'll get really pissed off when I just cant, and to find out in the end that the solutions is right infront of my face, better yet, infront of my two eyes. But I just cant figure it out at times. Sigh sigh sigh.

And convinced yourself, that its not the reason, you dont see the sun anymore.

I was brought back to the olden times by an old friend. Let me describe the old him. He was a so mush so like a gangster kid, with a bad attitude. Tattoo-ed. Always skipped school. Bullying other kids was his all time favourite. Im included. He was primary 5 and 6 classmate of mine. He joined the school while he was 13. Yes yes, I know 13 should already be in secondary school. And no he is not a repeat student, he's my classmate and I came from an EM2 class ok! Uhh, nvm. Skipped!
So this guy, my two years classmate, and two years my senior, who often bullies people as nerdy as me, just dont care about a single thing. He will disturbed others in class. Alaaa like should I tell you everything? Just imagine a big buly, with a small tattoo somewhere!, just thinner than a normal big bully. So you should know what this knid of people do and their attitudes! All the lazyness in doing homework, and all.
But today, right here right now, as I am having a conversation with him, he seems like a changed guy. He's changed. Changed for the better, that is. He's now chasing after his career of being a professional photographer, and he seemed like a success man already, to me. Howssat for a big bully last time? And yeaa, no more tattoos? I know its not surprising. But still, his previous attitude really dont make me see the bright side if him. Always the dark side. But I was stunned to have know that he's a whole new guy himself. Im sooo proud of him. Im happy to be able to be proud of him at last! At least there's something to be proud of, dear friend.
This old friend also shares the problems he faced along the journey to success. Yes, I know every journey to success, there will be ups and downs. But his problems he shared earlier were soo unbearable, even for me. Gosh. He nearly got myself to tears just listening to them. He got me stunned and speechless. I had no idea what esle to say. What to be said. But all I know is, you've turned into a new and fresh leaf now. Dont waste anymore time. Go and chase that dream of yours alright? Whatever you're doing now, you're doing the right thing, going to the right path. You've got my support. I'll be suppoting you all the way! Go for it, dear friend!

And when it rains...

And when was the last time I typed a post this long? Hahaha! I miss doing that kind'dof thing! Hoho! These memories got me started. Hehh! Oright oright. Now that I have my holiday at last, Im gonna spent it wisely. To get some rest, at the same time, not to forget to get some revision done. Hahaha! Im beat! Till the next post comes out!

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