"lets live life to the fullest." - she said.
exam is like finally over. *yessae!* and yes, a sigh of relief. everyone was soo excited and i can see high fives everywhere in the classroom. but yea, i was like over the moon. like i cant believe that i actually made it through MYE. not that i care about the papers but i care bout the results more. gee. and yea, i havent been updating due to the stressness larh sey. everyday this week after exam, went home, shower, and get ready to have study-date. NO REST. seriously. even saturday and sunday had study date with my dear angels. and now, im like.. terribly sick. gosh.
yesterday i was TERRIBLY sick. i went home and was like thinking, exam is like finally finish? like i cannot believe like that. and yea, all the hard work and efforts of studying. i hope its much worth. and yea, dad gave me a massage coz i was feeling like i wanna puke like that. like suddenly i felt weak. skip! i enjoyed studying with the angels sey. wander how its like to hang out with them. hee. i pass by this new phone. it attracts my attention sey! there are like two phones on my mind right now. its NOKIA N76 and LG KU800. gosh. decisions, decisions. sighs. haha.
ouh wells. lets leave it to dads and sofie's comment shall we? sofie has a great taste while dad, is good in qualities and all. so.. yea. I TERRIBLY NEED NEW PHONE!! lol. okok. me outta here!
Monday, May 07, 2007.
"...its ok to broke down anytime cause you'll always have us, baby." - she said.
like last minute plan with ej ALONE was like.. end up planning with the whole gang. lol. ouh well. last minute plan to jurong with ej. asked lynn along as she's been soo down lately. like i wanna spend some time with herr sey. like seriously she's like my sister like that. den met farlini and ej at petir and went to jurong and met kidd. sparkk and boi was there too. didnt expect to be like.. so many of us there. hees. kidd's cuzz was there too. she's sweet like that. and that faiz! trick me into believing him that she's primary 6 when she's sec 3! hmpf! then thought of using laptop when you have to log in and all like troublesome like that. haha. pathetic sey. sheesh.
then hugged lynn and kissed herr in the cheek. like sweet right? I KNOW. lols. she did that first so i responded. hee. malu kite. haha. ok. wadever nana! then hugged ej. awwww. she's like sweet plus cute larh. then kidd's turn. thats when ej asked boi if he wanted some hugg too. haha. and i promed, want huggies? lols. then we said our goodbyes and off i go. hee. but yea, its sad to see evryone so stressed up now that we fajarians are like in the middle of an examination. and so, we feel like bull**** like that. sighs. okok. i gtg now. take care people! =)
to Farlini:
gerl, you broke down i broke down too. yes, you dont see me in tears, but im hurt deep inside seeing you all sad like that. it hurts cause i know how it feels to be in that position. i shant say anymore cause im afraid i'll elaborate more on what happened. you take care, sweetie and always bear in mind that you have us, your truly angels olright? ILY, sis.
to Ej and KiDd:
i wanna thank ej for the 'trying-my-best-in-comforting-you' advise even though it doesnt help much. i felt better after actually share with you gerls. and i wanna thank kidd too for the warm huggies olright? aiya i thank all my angels larh for the warm huggies, can? haha. ILY gerls, ok? =)
Sunday, May 06, 2007.
"...and you gerls made me sooo high like that." - she said.
last minute plan study-date wasnt as bad after all. messaged sis to have an outing with herr. and suggested study in skool would be best. and so, get ready and all. reached skool, saw herr with radiah. and so i left them and joined ej, kidd and some friends. did a little of catch up with math corrections. luckily cuzz was there. thanks yea! =)
and yea, ej came with her ABG ZUL. lols. so sweet sey they all. hee. after that sis and radiah came down to the canteen to say hi. and yea, we chat and all. but yea, thanks for asking and give me this opportuniy to tell and share my probs yea angels? sis asked how am i doing and as i told herr i was like teary teary which is luckily i didnt burst. but yea, i did feel better. and sis cried out her thought that she's stress and all. poor thing. i can feel the pain ok! like gee like that.
then she went up to concourse back. while me ej and kidd continued with our work. then i decided to go look for sis and have a look if she was ok. sit with herr and herr friends for a while. and then kidd came. sis cannot resist anymore but to walk away. me and kidd intent to go after herr. we managed to catch up till heaven and she burst out. that was where i realised she's been sooo stressed up and been carrying the heaviest burden among us as i can see the way she bust out.
gee sey. poor thing. kidd comforted herr. while all i can do is to hugg herr. like im not good with comforting people like that. and yea, radiah is like the best comforter around just now. she's cute sey. lols. she treat sis like a sweet lil gerl sey. like how sweet. gee. haha. then they went to plaza while the others like me and kidd and all stayed a while longer.
talked to kidd was like talking to someone whom i've known since i was small. like she's been trusted already like that. and yea, people like kidd ej sis and radiah are easily loved by me like that. =) sighs. i feel the burden sey. like WTH? lols. i mean.. i have my problems too. but seeing each and everyone have their own problem, how am i not to worry? GEE.
to my lovely angels [sis, ej, kidd],
you gerls have me. and i have ou gerls right? without you gerls, im drowned by my own sorrows. you gerls are the ones who encourage me to fight this strength that im weak in. gee. what would i be without you gerls by my side. i terribly enjoyed today like that. shall we do it often? you gerls seriously made my day sey. and yea, you gerls/angels are LOVED by me, oks?
Saturday, May 05, 2007.
"when all you gotta keep is strong..." - she said.
sorie readers have not been updating. busy preparing fer exam. and yea, yesterday was our first paper and it was mother tongue. and guess what? i have a so-called humouring story. to me though. lols. errr. i donno why but yesterday was a tiring and sleepy day. and so, during the second paper, i finished and rest my head on the table.. thinking that i WONT go to sleep. then i fell asleep. after i woke up, i was like.. why is everyone staring at me while some were grining and giggling. i find out that the invigelator was trynah get my paper which is under my arms which i put on the table to support my head. lols. complicated yet funny. i was sooo embarrased sey. and so i asked nazurah why she didnt wake me up, as she's sitting beside me. she said she try to woke me up TWICE and i didnt wake up. haha. seriously i was sooo ashamed and embarrased larh eh. coz never would i thought that i was gonna sleep like that. okok. till today the gerls are still babbling about it. and naz, its not CUTE!! gahh! haha. so stop with this 'cute sey smlm' thingy!! hahah. seriously along the way to concourse yesterday i couldnt stop thinking about that. but i told myself that ok.. coz, LUCKILY I DIDNT SNORE or open my mouth WIDE. haha. okok. so.. malay was ok.
today was English paper 1, CME and SS. gosh. im like. no confident sey of passing. wish me luck, people? hee. monday is gonna be something else which i think is getting tougher and tougher sey. sheesh. okok. i gtg now. take care people. and yea, to all who are taking your examinations out there, GOOD LUCK AND ALL THE BEST!!
to farlini,
dear, what happened to your sister? i mean.. you and herr have not been very close as you used to be? im sooo sorry to hear that. you poor thing. how come? what makes you two further apart? how i wish i could help you. and yea, you've been having that 'pity' look lately. whats wrong sis? im always there for you ok? you have me. ok?i love you. thanks for being like a big sister to me. kite sayang awak. ok? you take care. i promise to find a day where you and me are going to be free so we can talk, ok? and we'll invite those two angels, ej and kiDd. oks? i love you.
Wednesday, May 02, 2007.
"she my friend too, MR!" - she said.
went for study at around 7.30pm at fajar mc. with sofie rose daniel and someone. i shant say who. cause that person is half-way gone. so.. yea. didnt really manage to get anything into my head though. something makes me soo moody to continue. all i wanted to say is; to NISA, im terribly sorry for what happened ytd ok? its not that person's fault. its all a misunderstanding situation. hope we can really get some study on wed afternoon? LOVE YOU. and yea, we end up going home around 11.30pm like that. its a hell of a long story. but im damn lazy to type everything down now that MYE is lke.. THIS THURSDAY?!? DAMN! okok. gonna get ready now. study with cuzz. teach me science(s). gonna bully him! haha. lol. BAD BAD RUBY! ok, well, and so, i lied. ME?? BULLY HIM? you've gotta be kidding. okok. gtg now. take care people! =)
"HAPPIE SWEET SIXTEEN TO RADIAH! Y" - she said.
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