BONJOUR.
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Chindon Malay.
31st March.
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Monday, March 05, 2007.
i wanna use this time to let out all my
frustrating anger, problems wadsoever.
ferstly, i had been wondering if i had been
good sister.
being rude to is so hurtful, but having to ignoring
that sister of mine is way hurtful then ever.
i know she did a lot.. like.. ALOT of mistakes,
and especially being rude to me.
but i cant bear not talking to herr anymore.
but if i forgive herr and talked to herr again,
she'll evntually repeat the whole concept again.
so wads the point in giving in?
seriously, i donno whether to give in and be a good BIG sister,
or to keep ignoring herr as a bitch!
i dont like having or making enermies.
especially with my own family.
its just.. hurtful!!
i've been repeating this werd 'hurtful'
like so many times. ok bout four times,
but i mean it, its HURTFUL alright!
now thats just about herr.
wad about nann?
should i say it or should i bottle it?
i've just finished reading on andreyana's blogg.
and she had this phares written down which
sounds meaningful.
its like wads the point in sharing your problems or thoughts
just to make yourself feel better for a while?
that phrase has been repeating itself in my mind.
but i do love sharing it with iida.
she's such a sweet friend.
but everytime after sharing, i still feel bad.
GOSH.
how i wish someone would understand me.
ok. i still havent say anything about nann yet.
but i dont feel like saying it.
she's my gramms after all.
thirdly, him.
was thinking of skipping this chapter,
but, as i mentioned earlier,
i'd like to let go of everything that's been piling
up in my head so that all the examination
stuuff that i had to memorize can be filled in.
okok. back to him.
sighh.
i seriously dont wish to talk about ths subject.
but it looks like i dont have much of a choice.
ferstly, i wanna thank mirr for the sweet post in gerlfy's blogg.
secondly, yea..
its hard to get over something or someone..
whom we like..
should i say, 'treasure'?
i find him cute, gd-looking and all.
but its just that im not his type.
and guys like him wouldnt even look at gerls like me.
im such a fool of falling in love again.
well, i donno whether its love or wad.
but all i can say is, i cant get him off my mind.
GOSH.
okok.
and iida,
i still am loving you.
in fact i love you more and more each day.
i donno who i am to look for if not for you.
you're always there for me.
im feelin' so appreciated.
and all thanks to you!
LOVES.
as for nisa,
i love you double the many you cute darly!
thanks for all the advise and stuff.
after years of friendship,
i finally see the bright side of you.
that makes me treasure our friendship even more.
my kak lynn,
i think im gonna need some hugg from you.
all i get from you is one hugg till now.
notty, notty LYNN!!
haha.
and wad makes me love you triple the many is that
you're sweet, caring, and also understanding.
and you know humour! haha.
LOVE you lotsa!
and of coz,
dear deena,
all the huggs i've been receiving from you dear,
is really making me feel better.
you're not just a cuzz to me.
but also like a sister to me.
I LOVE YOU, SIS!
and last but not least,
athirr,
I LOVE YOU!!
its hard for me to continue..Labels: my freaking thoughts.
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