okok.
"it always seems to be your way.
i mean..
i know she's rude.
monday was nadz 15th birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABYGERL!
hearts ya!
the thing is, i never have the time to meet herr
and pass herr the present.
i really miss the time i spent
with dear nisa and nadz.
how i wish i could hang out with them again.
and tomorrow's gonna be someone's birthday.
its sufian's.
my old classmate, weehee.
okok. im starting to miss my laptop.
when i get my laptop back,
im gonna take good care of it!!
its been five days on M.C.!!
and im getting sick of my hp!!
likes not that good though.
thought of changing a new one.
guess wad? a CHOCOLATE!!
but not now i guess.
hafta concentrate on studies ferst
then i can get daadee to buy me a new one.
HEE!
im not feeling well today.
was wondering if i can make it for the
'malay-hosting-thingy' at INNOVA JC tomorrow.
gosh im nervous!
our malay teacher asked for volunteer.
and anim thought of volunteering for fun
as she was getting excited.
and so, i volunteered too.
but i didnt realised i'd be this EXCITED until
the very last minute!!
great GOSH!!
okok.
i've been rubbing my nose since morning.
HATE IT WHEN IT HAPPENS!!
well, like what hilly said;
SHIT ALWAYS HAPPEN!!
take care everyone!!
bubye.
WOOTS!!
he said; I WANNA BE YOUR ROMEO, HEY JULIET!Labels: shit happens i guess.
Wednesday, March 14, 2007.
had chemistry with 3e3 and 3e4.FULLSTOP!!
after that me iida and athirr went to jurong and get iida's hair done.
on the way there, i saw this swing.
i remebered my childhood days.
how i miss those days.
so we took a small ride.
as i swing from one end to the other end,
memories flash back to me.
and as just told iida something which might sound childish to ya'll.
i told herr that if any of the gerlfy's feels depressed or sad or feels
like wanna run away.. we can always meet at the nearest
playground that have swing.
yarr.. go ahead and laugh but trust me,
i felt much better after that.
believe it or not.
yea!!
okok.
shant say more.
LOVE iids and hilly more and more!Y
how can i forget you when you always appear.. not with SOMEONE else..Labels: yuppie.
Tuesday, March 13, 2007.
Hilly babe,
when i heard the song you sang,
it really touched deep into my heart.
all i can say is,
to stay happy and strong.
i can see that you take it slow and easy,
but i definitely dont know whats
going through in your mind right now.
i've just been to your blogg.
i can see how much zach and HENRI are
so important to you.
and.. yea.. there are like.. millions and zillions of guys
out there who can be a much better 'father' for your
two little ones.
yea.. i know you're strong.
hilly is one hot babe who is strong deep inside.
everyone knows that.
well, everyone who knows you that is.
and one more thing babe,
still loving you! =)
heartly by MARLIEYANA.
now, im gonna talk bout my result.
but ferst of all,
i dont feel like telling you how much
i got coz i feel like im making it a big deal..
so.. yea..
secondly, nann and lin made a big fuse.. like AGAIN!!
i've forgiven lin long ago and i dont think calling
herr bitch is right, coz she's still my blood and flesh
after all..
all thanks to hilary for making me realise that.
but what i hate the most is that,
even if i forgive herr,
she repeat the same mistake.
like what hilly said,
maybe she need and elder sibling[as in ME!!],
to correct herr mistakes.
what you said is easy, but she wont listen to me.
thats when it hurt most!!
okok. shant say more.
i thought i need hilly and iida for a moment there.
but after a while, i was cool.
and i feel like writing a special note for lovey dovey dollyiida.
weehee.
lovey-dovey dollyiida,
its nice having you as my gerlfy.
and its nice of you being there for me when i need you.
its much much more nicer of you to have
lent me your precious shoulder when i cried.
hearts you baby!
you made me realise how precious one's life is.
and also how important a friend can be in one's life.
really appreciate having you as my gerlfy, gerlfren!
LOVES, muahh! =)
RUBYOL___*
dear deenaaaaa,
you know how much i heart you dear cuzz.
and you know that you can tell/share with me
anything.
i'd feel so left out without knowing your prob.
therefore, i'd like to thank you for trusting me
and sharing your prob.
i feel much relief after you told me, hunn.
LOVED, shweets!! =)
<u>cutie nisa,
do you know that i still am regarding you as one of my bestie?
coz you can lighten up my day with your jokes,
and of coz, your cuteness!
thanks a bunch sexy notty bitch!
MUAHH!
okok.
shall stop here.
today had Amath and Emath class,
from 9 to 2pm.
sway right?
but hey, look at the bright side!
at least its worth it!!
tomorrow there's chemistry class.
combined with E3 and E4 i guess.
bubye everyone!!
LOVES, rubyY.
bit by bit.. im starting to forget YOU!Labels: if it wasnt for you..
Friday, March 09, 2007.
its really sad seeing Hilly's situation.
but at the same time,
im feelin' really glad that she is doin' strong.
i know you can make it on your own babe.
you always have your lovely bubz by your side.
from what i can see,
Hilly is a strong 'gerl-next-door'..
who is kind and thoughtful,
and is independent for having someone
she had been treasured left herr.
now i see someone else's situation who is much more pity than me.
i guess i've been complaining to much?
well, who's life is perfect?
that Qs has been wondering in my mind for quite long enough till i manage to sound it out.
poor Hilly.
and i think its also good for both Zach and Henry since they're still 'bubz'.
no matter what, i love you Hilly,
for lending me your ear,
for all the advises,
and being there for me[there-refering to paris??]
all i can say is;
life still has to go on.
and for this, i would like to thank Hilly babe,
fer making me 'wake-up-from-the-night-call'.
really hope that one day i could meet you with the bubz?
[in my dreams!!]
well, i really do wish to.
but i guess i hafta continue dreaming. LOLs.
okok.
cheer up Hil!
hearts you! MUAHH!
today's lesson went just fine.
but its me!!
flu here and there.
and i thought of going either to the sick bay or home,
but then, i was too lazy and wayy too weak to move.
so.. yea..
and and,
i've gotten my chem and Amaths results!!
weewit! hee.
wanna know??
Amath wasnt so satisfiying.
i got only 34/50. was aiming fer 45. *sheesh!*
chem i got 22/30. A2.
mrs teo add up for overall and its 75.6% A1!!
gosh. i was so excited. wanna know why?
because im supposed to be so stupid in science.
and i was supposed to hate science.
but then, all the hard werk and paying extra attention in class really is much worth.
hee.
how bout ya'll out there?
hopefully you'll get better and yet satisfiying results too! =)
okok.
im tired!!
tomorrow for X-country gonna be part of the road marcle[is that how you spell it?]
i dreamt of 'him'.. its weird..
Labels: cheer-ups hilly babe.
Wednesday, March 07, 2007.
in the skool lib now..
blogging away..
hee.
and i wanna thank all my friends for all the advises!!
and i feel sorie for Hilly but not for Juz!!
how dare he!!
left Hilly for his Ex!!
okok. shan't say more.
like wad you said earlier,
look at the bright side dear,
you still have your bubz and you're not married to him yet.
gosh.
it really frigthens me to have get into relationship.
sighh..
hmm.
nothing much happened today.
just that im a bit relief that exam is over.
well, had just finished surfin' through hilly's blogg.
this i swad she wrote for me;
Well Nana, here's a lil something from me to you. Seriously, just give in and be a good bigger sister. Honestly, my own little sister was a bitch too from time to time but you can't tell me she's never done at least one good thing for you. Even if she hasnt, give her time. You guys are family and thats something special and noone can ever take that from you guys. Talk to ya lil sis, have a heart to heart. Im sure youve been that bitch to Sofie before, right? Give her a second chance, believe in 3rd and 4th chances as well. Everyone makes mistakes. She just needs some guidance from someone she calls a big sister. And that would be you. Dont make that mistake I made. I was like you, Id be like so what to my lil sis but just think of it like this, what if one day your sister left and never came back and it was your fault for not guiding her properly? Hmm? Would you ever forgive yourself? Seriously, just kiss and make up. Fighting aint worth anyone's time. I lost my sis cuz I was bein a bitch to her, don't do the same okay?
sweet right?
okok.
donno wad else to say.
take care dear readers!
BUBYE!!Labels: Hilly im always here IN SPORE for you.
Monday, March 05, 2007.
i wanna use this time to let out all my
frustrating anger, problems wadsoever.
ferstly, i had been wondering if i had been
good sister.
being rude to is so hurtful, but having to ignoring
that sister of mine is way hurtful then ever.
i know she did a lot.. like.. ALOT of mistakes,
and especially being rude to me.
but i cant bear not talking to herr anymore.
but if i forgive herr and talked to herr again,
she'll evntually repeat the whole concept again.
so wads the point in giving in?
seriously, i donno whether to give in and be a good BIG sister,
or to keep ignoring herr as a bitch!
i dont like having or making enermies.
especially with my own family.
its just.. hurtful!!
i've been repeating this werd 'hurtful'
like so many times. ok bout four times,
but i mean it, its HURTFUL alright!
now thats just about herr.
wad about nann?
should i say it or should i bottle it?
i've just finished reading on andreyana's blogg.
and she had this phares written down which
sounds meaningful.
its like wads the point in sharing your problems or thoughts
just to make yourself feel better for a while?
that phrase has been repeating itself in my mind.
but i do love sharing it with iida.
she's such a sweet friend.
but everytime after sharing, i still feel bad.
GOSH.
how i wish someone would understand me.
ok. i still havent say anything about nann yet.
but i dont feel like saying it.
she's my gramms after all.
thirdly, him.
was thinking of skipping this chapter,
but, as i mentioned earlier,
i'd like to let go of everything that's been piling
up in my head so that all the examination
stuuff that i had to memorize can be filled in.
okok. back to him.
sighh.
i seriously dont wish to talk about ths subject.
but it looks like i dont have much of a choice.
ferstly, i wanna thank mirr for the sweet post in gerlfy's blogg.
secondly, yea..
its hard to get over something or someone..
whom we like..
should i say, 'treasure'?
i find him cute, gd-looking and all.
but its just that im not his type.
and guys like him wouldnt even look at gerls like me.
im such a fool of falling in love again.
well, i donno whether its love or wad.
but all i can say is, i cant get him off my mind.
GOSH.
okok.
and iida,
i still am loving you.
in fact i love you more and more each day.
i donno who i am to look for if not for you.
you're always there for me.
im feelin' so appreciated.
and all thanks to you!
LOVES.
as for nisa,
i love you double the many you cute darly!
thanks for all the advise and stuff.
after years of friendship,
i finally see the bright side of you.
that makes me treasure our friendship even more.
my kak lynn,
i think im gonna need some hugg from you.
all i get from you is one hugg till now.
notty, notty LYNN!!
haha.
and wad makes me love you triple the many is that
you're sweet, caring, and also understanding.
and you know humour! haha.
LOVE you lotsa!
and of coz,
dear deena,
all the huggs i've been receiving from you dear,
is really making me feel better.
you're not just a cuzz to me.
but also like a sister to me.
I LOVE YOU, SIS!
and last but not least,
athirr,
I LOVE YOU!!
its hard for me to continue..Labels: my freaking thoughts.
STUDY!!
im very proud and happie for myself.
i've been preparing for the CA since last week.
coz i dont believe in 'last-minute' study.
hee.
it wont help me.
so 'last-minute' study is like not worth it
to me.
besides study,
i also wanna share some story.
its about sofie.
and.. one guy.
haha.
notty, notty, ruby!!
okok.
shan't say more bout their privacy.
okok.
gotta study for now!!
good luck and all the best to ya'll!!
wanna let go of you, but i just cant!
Saturday, March 03, 2007.
heyho everyone!
weehee~
in skool right now, in the lib.
with precious iida and chubby athirr.
just now P.E. as normal.
ran outside the skool through cashew rd.
then after that play captain's ball.
i didnt think i get to touch the ball.
hee.
then after that its english.
which is ms J never come.
so mr andrew relief us.
and so, everyone started to listen to
their own MP3 or hp's songs.
cool huh? i know!
hee.
then after english its geog.
we recap everything about the river-system.
after geog its math.
GOSH!!
you asking me can absorb not arh?
i donno lerh!
like.. 60% can.. 20% cannot, another 20%..
donno!! haha.
okok.
i've been passing all my class test,
when suddenly physics upset me!!
i failed!!
like.. WTH?!?
okok. wadever.
monday is the start of the CA.
iida planned to make a study-date tomorrow.
hopefully i'll be able to make it and
its a useful day.
coz i really am gonna need one!!
GooD LUCK FOR YOUR CA1 TO ALL!!
just so you know..Labels: me myself and i
Thursday, March 01, 2007.
heyho!
in the lib now.
sitting wayyy further from iida and athirr.
hee.
today's great.
nothing much happened.
just that anim's been with herr new best friend lately.
so.. yea..
so i felt like so left out!
hee.
then, ok.
but then, read iida's post in the gerlfy's book.
it was so touching and nice of herr,
to say she loves me~
LOLs.
okok.
nothing much to say.
still trying to forget you, boy.Labels: today is just another day.
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the ladees~
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went i took this picture, there wasnt anyone..
'GOTCHA!'
haa, and you got me too!~
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mine~
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it says everything~
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yeappY
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athirr very bad; jealousy is there; HAA!