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31st March.
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im currently sick now! arrgghhh!! my head pain, migraine or something larh! flu!
and hot hot hot!! i mean, fever! urrgghhh!! im gonna take a short nap now..
i think its from the studies at skool has been so stress for me lately..
need a rest..

to be continued..

im back! well, cant really sleep, but i do get some useful rest though.. hmm.. mum SMS me and said she told me to mop the floor not sofie.. i was so pissed at her at that time! how could she scolded me not to do housework when im sick?!? shucks!! then can SMS somemore! hmpf!

mumsie doesnt ALWAYS take the pain in my head seriously.. there's once when it hurts terribly, she said; 'alah, ngade2.. menyampah!' i was like.. hey woman, it hurts!! gosh.. how could she say that? where on earth can you find such a mother who treat a daughter's illness for fun? huh? tell me!

seriously.. i cant take it anymore.. ferst that bitch!! now comes the second bitch?!? look, i dont like critisizing people alright ESPECIALLY those from my own FAMILY!! arrgghhhh!! *sigh.. even friends..?? can they tell whether it hurts or not?? of coz not.. they're not in my shoes how can they feel the pain?

im soo fcuked up! sometimes it strikes during skool hours, but the most gerlfy's can do is to ask whether im fine? its not that im asking for anything, just that even my fellow friends cant help me.. am i gonna lead my life with these toturing and suffocating way??

can i ever bear with it?? will i ever feel like throwing my life away? would i be brave enough when i day i cant take it anymore and fell infront of everyone in the public and wont be waking up EVER again?? *sigh.. im sure im not ready to give up everything.. but i cant handle it anymore.. i cant handle the pain!!

who can ever feel wad i feel like? *sigh..

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