ⓜ ⓐ ⓡ ⓛ ⓘ ⓔ ⓔ.

SYAWAL HAS COME YET AGAIN.

2010-09-14T23:01:00.002+08:00

SYAWAL HAS COME YET AGAIN.

Sorry for the poor quality. Taken by Shasha's phone. No camera this year *sad*

Anyways, there's a lot to be said, to be shared. But Im just gonna wish all Muslims out there a blissful Syawal, and for the upcoming New Year <3 Insya'Allah, with Allah's guidance, we shall be stronger as a person. Amin.

Salam Sayang,
Marlie anak Hamid.

ONCE IN A LIFETIME.

2010-08-05T16:24:00.006+08:00

ONCE IN A LIFETIME.

You live only once. You die, once as well. So why waste your live by doing all those nonsensical stuff? I've no idea what Im driving at actually. Suddenly I had to type all those words. Anyways, my bursary is accepted and received, Alhamdulillah. Reward for waiting patiently :)

Not gonna spend on it tho, cause I will not know how to spend it wisely. Only on necessary stuffs I guess? Told Jacq about it and she asked how I was gonna spend it. And believe me, the question got me real bad. I din give it much thought. There's certainly a lot of things that I need and want. But I cant figure which is need which is want. There's driving (which will cost a bomb, even my bursary cant cover the total fee!) was considering if i should left my bursary untouched, and wait for next year's bursary? So that perhaps I could save enough for driving.

Hmmmm. Decisions decisions. But its sooooooo far from getting my license :(( Perhaps its another situation for me to be patient :( Shouldnt complain now that there's much more people out there who din get bursaries and din go to schools, right? :/ Guess I'll use some (okay Im a savings freak, honestly.) to get some of my "wants" and some of my needs. Well, maybe.

With love,
Marlie.

2010-07-25T10:43:00.008+08:00

THE LOVE-D ONES.

No doubt that I miss the greatest, closest, most-related kin I've ever had. Few weeks ago, Mom and I were in a bus ride on our way home. And we passed by this HDB flat. Mom told me that the flat dimension was huge, and has around 5 rooms excluding kitchen and living room if Im not wrong.

Then, she went into how late grampa's intention to purchase a unit there for gramma, himself, and our family. I asked mom, "Only our family? No other children as well?" Mom said yes. I wanted to cry. Grampa love my family a lot (well, no doubt that he love his other children and their family as well). But Mom mentioned something about late discussing over the decision with my dad. And they already have a look at the unit together.

='( Its sad to see his intention is not reachable. I pictured myself and my sisters. Roaming around our new home. Bigger. Better. Filled with lots of love. Its not that there isnt any love with where Im living in right now. I just cant help but to imagine the presence of my late. Even tho I know its not gonna bring him back.

If only he can hear me. If only he can feel what/how I feel. Then I would want him to know. Grampa, I love you. And I've missed you ever since you left. I never stop missing you since then. Just so you know that I've been seeing the moments where I followed you everywhere you went. That I would want to be with no one else in the family, but you. I have no idea why, but .. I hope you're proud of what has become of me today.

Change. I know that is one good/bad thing that we cannot prevent from happening. But the change I see in you. Is a huge disappointment. Its like I hardly know you anymore. Its not that I dont love you but how to love you when I hardly even know the real you. Your appearance, your behavior. They all sums up to what you are now. They changed you. Your sense of fashion, and style too. Its getting worst, and Im sorry but to say its not getting any .. nicer. I used to go gaga over your outfit and how pretty you look like whenever you step out of your room for an outing or something. But the sad thing is .. its not like that anymore. You know we love you. But sometimes, your behavior makes us wonder ..

Like sadly =(( Disappointment.

Mom vomited and her head was spinning like mad, as she claimed this morning. Right now, she's sound asleep (Y) Im worried =( Recover soon Mom <3

ITS SO FLUFFY!

2010-07-21T20:34:00.002+08:00

ITS SO FLUFFY IM GONNA DIE (!!)

I planted a wide smile when I browse through picture and came across this. I remember very clearly that we were out of poses that Jacq suggested everyone hugged me :) Love you Jacq <3 And for that I randomly texted Jacq few minutes ago :D

Ouhh, I also re-editted my blogskin. I know it somehow looked likeaa blog that is owned by a vain onwer :/ Which I will have to re-edit again cause Im not really satisfy with this one. But for the time being, this will have to make do. 3 hours of IS today so I ended 11am. But I reach my destination at 12pm due to the fact that I was accompanying Afiqah at NP's bus stop waiting for her mommy to fetch her. So we sat there and had a small talk :) And her mom is so prettay in reality! :DD Anws, after she left like just nice Zulhilmi the MatRep ended his class and we went home together. Talked about CCA, exams, his "WEIRD" classmate and stuff. Its funny how we never talked in secondary school before. And we talked like we've been BFFs or something. HAHA.

Okayy, shall end here. Meeting the girls for discussion tomorrow morning, follow by a lovely lunch with my Hermes aunties, then my Lab Test :) Wish my luck <3

Yours Truly,
Marlie.

SMOKE-BREAK.

2010-07-20T21:51:00.002+08:00

SMOKE-BREAK.

Accompanied Sofie for a smoke or two (perhaps 3 or 4) downstairs. And we did a lot of catch up. Even tho its doesnt cover almost half of our full stories that we have to share, there's a lot going on that we've been missing out on lately. I completely did a lot of thinking during the catching up earlier. Now Im afraid. Im afraid of making the wrong choices.

I told Sofie that I've come to a point where I feel like .. But I am not the type that is into these things you see. I am just curious how _______ feel. Whats the feeling like to being _____ ? The only problem is, Im forever not ready for this kind'dof thing. And I know that Im not getting any younger. That I should start thinking about it. Be open-minded and stuff.

And the next possible problem is their mindset. Nuff' said.

I might not make sense, but just try to understand. For once, you might just understand me.

2010-07-08T19:38:00.001+08:00

NOSEBLEED.

I. Feel. So. Cold. *Muscles aching from the cold temperature*

TIME.

2010-07-06T07:11:00.003+08:00

TIME.

I have been wasting a lot of precious time. With countless of useless stuff. As I said, its useless to regret now. I just need to manage my time well in future, and that means, starting from now.

It was the first time I wore Chiongsam (dont know how its spelt) and for the photoshoot. Malay wedding, Chinese style ;D Then I feel that I'm really partially a Chinese :D hehe! Anyways, more and more people around me are falling sick. Sian :/

WEDDING PHOTOSHOOT/COUSINS OUTING.

2010-07-05T09:55:00.003+08:00

Wedding photoshoot turned out to be Female Cousins Outing :D Haha. But hey, it was awesome (Y) Cousin Tina drove us around the entire day. And she inspires me to take up driving! :DD Soon soon! :)))) More photos coming up on FB!

RED.

2010-07-03T15:25:00.002+08:00

RED.

Counting down now. Less than 24hours of the Photo Shoot! And the theme is RED :DDD

ECLIPSE.

2010-07-02T07:43:00.003+08:00

Did I mention that Eclipse was (Y)(Y) I would go with anyone just anyone, to watch it again :D And I was glad Bella ended up with Edward, which leaves Lautner all to myself ;)))

Heading to Town with Gerlfys after school later. Anyways, I passed all my tests (Alhamdulillah.) And there's are more deadlines coming. Cheers Marlie!

SOME PEOPLE ARE NEVER THANKFUL :P

2010-07-01T23:32:00.001+08:00

OKAY, SO MARLIE LOVES CAMP CHIEF AND CREW CHIEF AS WELL! SINCERELY. :D

FIT IN.

2010-06-28T07:15:00.001+08:00

Ever since the first GL meeting, where William announced that all the 48 of us were successfully selected as GLs, I never feel so fit in with the other 47 GLs. Honestly, up till now, I never did. I sure am disappointed in myself for feeling this way. Its already July, 6 months being with the fellow GLs ever since we were promoted to being one. And I am still feeling so not fit in.

Perhaps, I never looked at myself as a GL in the first place, because honestly I don't think I have the potential right from the beginning. So where's the confidence Marlie? And I owe big to Tammie, Leiyi and Suren. I wasn't in the list when I signed up for Challengers '09. Perhaps its obvious that they did not want me as Im an introvert person. I obviously dont have the talent and potential to be the next GL 10/11. But with such wonderful friends like Tammie and Leiyi, they wanted me to be in real bad that they played their part in helping me. And thanks to Suren who let me have a slot in the camp. Or I would not be where Im standing today.

I never regret where I am today. Not even close to 0.00000001% of it, honestly. And it's all because of the love, attention, and bonding that the 48 of us shared. But somehow or rather, I forever have the "never fit-in" feeling. It's either I am an anti-social person (which is a surprise to me, and to my girls who knows me best) or I am just totally shy and unable to step out of my comfort zone.

Or maybe, just maybe. I am scared. Of being known as the lame-girl or the girl who tries so hard to fit in *ouch :(* I don't know. All I know of is that Im damn disappointed in myself for feeling this way. Even when most of them did their best to get me involved and tried not making me feel left out. Sincerely, I feel so welcome. I feel loved. And I feel FAMILY :) That is why I never regret making the choice of participating in Challengers '09 right from the beginning.

And to my 47 GLs, honestly & sincerely, I would like to apologize for feeling this way, even after 6 months of being together. But no matter what, my heart goes to the all 48 of us and not forgetting the 4 ever lovely DHs.

Tears & Sincere,
Marlie.

2010-06-27T15:39:00.000+08:00

I've got a lot to update about. I just have no idea where to begin.

GRADUATION.

2010-06-14T11:22:00.002+08:00

Many can't wait for their Graduation. But am I impatient as well? I don't have a clue :/ Its like, I miss being a kid, when I was in kindergarten .. primary .. secondary school. When what, I couldnt even wait to graduate from those schools last time? :((( I envy all my 4-Pointer-GPA friends :/ I wonder how they manage to get the 4. Hmmmm.

Anyways. All GLs who signed up for Challengers were selected. (Y)(Y) Next week. Lucky me my cramps came the week before camp. (Y)

And someone really did passed away. He was a friend of Sofie, from Primary to Secondary school. He was down with high fever :( And he lived few stories up. (So does that consider close?)

DREAM.

2010-06-09T10:50:00.001+08:00

Last week, I dreamt of Ass. But last night, I dreamt of my teeth fell out. All of 'em. One by one. O.o

TERENCE.

2010-06-03T07:37:00.003+08:00

I went back to Fajar Sec School yesterday for Parents' invitation for the Mega Camp, and the breaking of record again. It was worth going down.

#1 The talk was inspiring.
#2 I HAD A GREAT TIME CATCHING UP WITH TERENCE.
#3 I feel so honoured to be able to go to the roof top (special access :P) to view the YOG logo formed by 200++ student body at 2010hrs holding fire cracker (Y)
#4 I see Shasha enjoyed her time in the 4D3N camp :)

I miss 2e3 :( Love it when I saw Terence and he wanted to talk to me! (Y)

RANDOM.

2010-05-29T19:47:00.002+08:00

:( Can I really really possibly turn back time?

RANDOM.

2010-05-28T15:11:00.001+08:00

I'll be patient.

THOSE TIMES.

2010-05-27T09:18:00.002+08:00

SILLY MOMENTS.

2010-05-21T16:06:00.002+08:00

Today was .. Well, one of those days I shall say? Haha, only me and Afiqah knows what happened in the MRT -_- Ouhh, and the Indian lady as well! Tsk tsk. Childish Gramma <3

THREAT.

2010-05-19T20:11:00.003+08:00

Having these men in uniforms (MIU) are big threats to me, even tho it's pleasure for my eyes :/ But the security in Singapore is gonn'get tighter. Update about the JI just came out in the news. They were actually planning on bombing Orchard Mrt Station. Now what do we do, if these men are not around to protect us, protect Singapore, the tiny eenie meenie miny Red Dot on earth? :/ I'm sure no one have the answer to this.

One of the reasons why I like MIU in sight. I'm not always washing my eyes you know (cuci mata).

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Yesterday during off-campus class at ALB, we had our lunch at Home Team Acad. Saw Mr Joseph there and he was looking good in the uniform ;D And I got laughed at twice by the policemen there -_-

Firstly, when I was Afiqah, and secondly for being with Asidah :/ Sheeessh.

MISSED.

2010-05-15T08:56:00.003+08:00

I still have no idea, no updates on what tomorrow's plan with these babes are gonna be. I shall wait patiently for updates and meanwhile, trying hard not to miss them too much :))

Like almost around last year, the same thing happening, like Deja vu .. Assignments, tutorials, self-assessment, reports - deadlines are piling up like just in a blink of an eye, swear.

Sigh. I'm looking forward to a relaxing weekend, but the thought of hunting for a weekend job really bothers me. :/ Should I?

MARL.E

MID-WEEK.

2010-05-12T20:34:00.002+08:00

It's Wednesday and I suddenly realised how much assignments/projects/tutorials/tests I have to study for which is coming nearer. Jeez.

OFF-CAMPUS CLASSES.

2010-05-11T19:14:00.002+08:00

Started today and continues for another 3 more Tuesdays. I was at this company, ST Logistics - Army Logistics Base warehouse. It was a fun learning experience for the first day but boring at certain point of time. But we ended quite early today. (Y)

I'll be considering whether or not to have my attachment/internship with ST Log. Now the best part about this whole thing is, I waited for my bus home with the rest which is bus service 975, and when the bus came, we boarded it.

Upon boarding the bus, me and Asidah was quite shocked that even tho it was not packed, but the seats was taken. Guess by who? By army boys (sadly not in their uni.) Woooooooooo, Asidah steam as you can see. Hahaha, kidding :D Asidah said its the first time we board a bus that is filled with army boys, haha! :D

Looking forward to our next off-campus class but Asidah would obviously looking forward to the bus ride home more ayy? ^_^

With Love,
Marlie.

RANDOM POST.

2010-05-09T09:45:00.000+08:00

AFTER THIS.

2010-05-05T16:08:00.003+08:00

I took the same bus home with Zulhilmi and walked home together. It's funny how he talks about futsal and it kinda reminded me of someone. Gee :/ Anyways, we took the same bus to school and coincidentally ends lesson at 12pm together and took the same bus home together as well :D

Think I'm gonna enroll for my license next week? Or the week after? We shall see :))

RANDOM POST.

2010-04-26T13:32:00.001+08:00

WEDDINGS.

2010-04-23T14:43:00.002+08:00

2011 PLAN.

Quit School.

Get married.

Have babies.

ISLAM (L).

2010-04-21T18:35:00.001+08:00

Ya Allah. I would like to repent. And be a true muslim. By actions. And not only words.

:(((

When will that day ever come :(((((

FIRST DAY OF YEAR 2.

2010-04-19T16:38:00.001+08:00

My first day, first time being a Year 2, first time promoting for NPSU, and my first break :((( HAHA! I was assigned to walk around school with the sign shown above. :DDD It was fun doing it with Li Jing! ;DD In class now. Damn mundane. Shit. I want go home, and quit school and get married tomorrow and have kids the next day.

FOC MASS PICNIC OUTING/BOWLING WITH HUNTIES.

2010-04-18T11:50:00.006+08:00

Plan for Mass Picnic @ Marina Barrage was fun even tho the "picnic" plan was backfired. It started to rain cats and dogs when we alighted at the bus stop. Nice -.-

But Syahir went home early :((( Sorry Syahir to keep you waiting! Left with my dearest Joey, Mun and Yong Xun. We took lots of pictures and I'm effin' lazy to upload 'em now :PP After the rain stops, my 3 little freshies and myself combined our next mini movement with the Hunties (that's what Emran's subgroup is called) to Marina Square for bowling. Joey and Yong Xun left around 10.30pm. Me and Mun stayed with the Hunties.

They played bowling, arcade, dinned. Emran left early too :(((

Few of them left after bowling and arcade. Left with Lionel (yaaayy found a freshie from Fajar, LOL), Mun, Denzel, Alfred and Alex :DD We slacked @ Marina steps as we saw Khai, William, Fifi so we sat near them. Khai joined us when the rest went off.

We chit chat until around 11.35pm and proceeded to Esp bus stop, while Alex and Denzel went off to take the train. Khai, Lionel, Gavin and myself took 75 home. I felt guilty to left Mun all alone there :((( hahha, awwhh but he's big enough to take care of himself :PP

So Khai actually talked to me about being a DH in the bus journey home. Gee. Idk. Should I?

GL CHALET.

2010-04-15T21:06:00.002+08:00

GLs Chalet was @ Aloha Changi *insert scared face* but it was somehow fun eventho we had nothing to do most of the time. Credits to Izmir Keane Amirul I think. But yeaa, it was great somehow or rather. And yes, I brought my baby bolster this time round *insert hearts*

Tomorrow, Sports Day in school especially for NPSU FOC 10/11. Yaaaayy, Captain's Ball, here I come :DDDD (Y)

NPSU FEVER.

2010-04-08T09:52:00.000+08:00

Gee can I have FOC 10/11 Part II :(((

LAST NIGHT.

2010-04-06T11:11:00.001+08:00

I JUST FELT STUPID LA. REALLY DAMN STUPID. THANKS TO SOME PEOPLE WITH HUGE EGO. WASTED TEARS OVER THIS KIND OF PEOPLE :(

FOC MASS SENTOSA OUTING.

2010-04-04T08:25:00.006+08:00

Pictures are still with Joey, will update the photos once she uploads it on FB. Mass Sentosa Outing was fun. Especially Captain's Ball played with fellow Hermes freshies and Monkey played with mostly camp comm.

Also, one of the most memorable thing that happened was when I thought I had gathered my subgroup to take a group photo when someone cued "1 .. 2 .. 3 .." and they sang Happy Birthday song to me and gave me a compiled card by everyone of them including the 2 GLs :'))) Especially when my quietest freshie (Rupert) presented me a gift box with a gift inside. Thanks guys. Surprise #5!

Honestly, its the bestest birthday I had in my entire life. :'DDD Thanks again, everyone who make it happened :)))

Secondly, sorrrrryy to Happies that I rushed off just like that. I played in the rain no matter how serious I know that I'm sensitive to it. Migraine wouldn't pipe down and fever was slowly getting high. I was feeling like I was about to faint :(( I'm really really sorry! I was so sick in the bus ride home. That I wished I was alrdy home. Okaaayy I'm glad that it's over :)))) Really sorry guys!

Love,
Marlie.

UPDATES.

2010-04-02T15:06:00.007+08:00

31.03.10 Wednesday

Hanim and Amira gave a surprise at my doorstep with a small cake lighted up on their hands :))) Sad that Athirr and Syuu wasn't able to come :'(( Come home soon Syuuu!

Minutes after they left, Kaixin called me to come down to pass me something. I was so gullible that I went down with only my shorts and primary school polo. When Kaixin hugged me, the rest came out of no where with a small similar cake on their hands and sand the birthday song for me. That was the moment where the F word came out of my mouth straight in their faces. :DDD Opps! That was for #1 making me come down in shorts and an untidy hair, #2 for the shocking surprise :')) Thanks girls <3

01.04.10 Thursday

Movie screening in school Lecture Theatre (LT)51B. So much for the screening :DD Just before they started the movie, Matt acted well as the DJ and post a dedication for me :))) Thats when all the GLs came in through the back door and surprised me with a birthday song and a big big card that was made by a greatest bunch of people and they are non-other than my Hermes GLs & DH :'))) Operation waterfall laaaa okaaayy I get it :DDD

Birthday wishes came from my beloved Hermes Freshies as a bunch <3

Thank you Hermes GLs. Thank you freshies. Thank you crew. Thank you Daniel, Josiah for coming down even tho you guys had camps :'(( You guys suck! Make my PFOCS more worst only &%$#@!*&%#%^ (!!) But I like :'D Thank you everyone! Sincerely <3

Love, Marlie; Hermes, Happies GL ;)))

And ouhh I forgot to add in! I got two perk on my forehead from two great friends whom I looked up to as my great big brothers :DDD and they are non-other than Emran and Khai ;DDD They were dared! So .. haha :))) Love you guys! And I love NPSU f*ing much! <3

31.03.10 - 01.04.10

2010-04-02T11:59:00.001+08:00

Grrr have to get ready now. Will have to postpone the story telling some other time.

SCHOOL.

2010-04-01T08:59:00.001+08:00

Kay I will update about my 18th birthday later when I get home. Getting ready to head to school for movie screening with the rest of Olympus people :DDD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARLIE.

2010-03-31T23:53:00.001+08:00

Havent upload pict into my laptop yet, so I'll update tmr. I'm sleepy! Yaaaawn. Happy 18th birthday again Marlie :)))

NPSU FOC 10/11.

2010-03-29T08:14:00.004+08:00

Was a huge success. :')))) Great experience.

My subgroup (HR4) was named Happies. And my freshies were great! :DD Hermes ♥

PFOCS - For now, everyone's experiencing the Post Freshmen Orientation Camp Syndrome. :DDDD

Ngee Ann Polytechnic Students' Union Freshmen Orientation Camp turned out to be the best best BEST experience ever. Push ups and buddha claps turned out to be memorable instead of torture. Sleepless nights turned out to be fine. Losing my voice turned out to be the sexiest voice I've ever had. Being placed in last year's Osiris spot turned out to be the BEST after all. :'((( Looking back for the past 2 months, it was all worth the sweat, the blood and tears, the hard work of preparation. :'(((((

It was a turning point in my life and it has made a huge impact.

I will always remember what Qaiser had said that made me cried even more like a baby .. "Well done Marlie .. You have improved a lot." :'(((((

Now that it is all gone. The four days just come and go just like that. ='( ='( ='(

WHY DO I SENSE FAILURE?

2010-03-19T21:22:00.005+08:00

Things I hope to get/achieve by my next birthday:

~~To be able to go for Wuhan trip with Afiqah and pass our two modules which will be taken there.~~

To have a raise in my allowance. =(( I want to be able to eat in school, Pa.

To have a "special" celebration with the loved ones.

To have 18 gifts for my 18th years of breathing (Hahaha, I dont want to appear greedy, but its just so heartwarming.)

To be able to cook lots of dishes already!

~~To pass my 1st Year GPA with satisfaction, (above 3.00 please?)~~

To be able to take my driving lessons straight away.

I want my very own camera/polaroid! =DDD

To be in the same class as my 1L02 09/10 mates for Year 2.

~~In need of sports shoes, (lost mine after S&W previous sem).~~

~~In need of shoe bag, (lost mine together with my sports shoe!).~~
More Archie&friends comics =((( I stopped reading ever since I cant afford it.
~~Fold-able fan, (since I sweat easily)~~
Kbox. =((( Been wanting to since .. ?
To always be in the hearts of 1L02, no matter how far apart me and the rest are ='(( And not to be forgotten.

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.
.

And the list goes on.
Sighs.
All this are just impossible when you have a cabbie-driver dad like mine, ayy?

Well, Im not regretting being born in this life. I love my daddy and Im sure he loves me as much too. =)))

Yours Truly,
Marlie ;))

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I know I shouldnt expect ~~much~~anything from the list. But I'd love to see how many items are being cancelled even before reaching 2010. Hmmmmm~

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Gaaaaahh~! The CUTE PINK HAMBURGER BAG~!
='@ (!!)

Annoying Orange Remix Song - Hey Apple!

2010-03-17T18:25:00.001+08:00

FOC.

2010-03-17T13:32:00.000+08:00

7 more days to Book In day. And 8 more to FOC :DDDDD

GETAWAY.

2010-03-16T20:51:00.001+08:00

So much to say. Yet so little words to begin with. Whatever. Results gonna be on Friday. Good Luck ayy Marlie.

TITANIC.

2010-03-13T23:03:00.001+08:00

sank.

But the only ship that won't sank is ..

F-R-I-E-N-D-S-H-I-P.

FOURSOMENESS.

2010-03-13T22:13:00.002+08:00

To Town today with the 3 awesome people. Photos are still uploading in FB. We took close to 500 shots and I have deleted some before uploading, which is near to 300. But every shots was worth snapping ;) *insert hearts*

BIRTHDAYS.

2010-03-13T12:20:00.002+08:00

10th - Elfy
11th - Ann <3
12th - Nadzirah.
13th - Sufi.

Happy birthday guys! Laptop sale was a great experience. We try persuading freshies (Year Ones) to join the NPSU FOC and so far, the response is good :))))

Gonna get ready now to meet up with Lynn EJ and KiDd! <3

MARCH.

2010-03-10T18:05:00.002+08:00

Its like they are my March, my everything at the moment. And it has to be that way :]

IM BACK,

2010-03-09T20:23:00.003+08:00

And Dray was super cute being the "annoying orange" :DDD

Anyways. Trial Camp was fun. No more discussion. Going for check up tomorrow, follow by duty for laptop sales on Thursday Friday and Monday. 18th to 20th gonn'be our GL bonding chalet (venue not confirm yet).

The mass dance this year is simpler, but :S not as nice as last year's. But we still have the satisfaction feeling after we finally get the full dance step :)))

HERMES.

2010-03-04T22:07:00.002+08:00

Meeting was at 12pm. Met this lover in school earlier as she was all by herself after her consultation with Mrs Lee. Accompanied her in Makan Place before meeting starts. And I actually walked to and fro Makan Place to SU and SU to Makan Place like countless times :DD Sucha busy woman ayy :))

Today's meeting was fun. We were much more enthu than we usually are. I guess the skit plays a part ayy? *hint hint* Even Kayexe had laughter when she was in the meeting with us as well ;)

Flag (X)

Skit ( )

Cheers (X)

Identities ( )

Freshie's gift ( )

Flag's finally done and even tho I admire Apollo's flag so much, I do have to admit that our flag isnt so bad :))) Good job, guys!

Skit, we have our storyline ready, have not act out yet, and we need the skit for our trial camp this Sat. Props is yet to be supplied :)

Identities - so far, we have our name tag done, and shoe lace. Shoe and headband have not gotten yet.

Freshie's gift, I assume its a mass produce thingy with the other GLs from Apollo, Ares and Hephaestus.

Will be away for my 4D3N Trial FOC Camp this Sat till Tues. Honestly, I can't wait for the actual FOC to come :))

L02 CLASS CHALET.

2010-03-02T00:25:00.002+08:00

wasn't as fun as previous chalets

wasn't as exciting and entertaining as previous chalets

don't bother staying over

but what matters is I guess that everything went smoothly?

Few of us din have the heart to come as well at first. -_- But, ouhh well. Photos are still uploading on FB :)))

A GIRL'S BESTFRIEND.

2010-02-27T19:12:00.002+08:00

A girl have two types of best friend.

Treasured Best Friend.

Un-Treasured Best Friend.

So as it shows above, Hanim is my best friend like ever since forever cause we've been together since 3, nearly 4 (Y) The greatest gift in a friend that anyone could've asked for ..

Now, every girls have the same, common Un-Treasured Best Friend and they only came for a visit every once a month, once a girl reached a certain age. Of course, to earn the respect of this "best friend" for coming every month, girls have to endure "pain" and waste $$ on the "props" needed to satisfy their needs.

So after 5 months of MIA, my Un-Treasured Best Friend finally came, and I was reminded how the pain was like, after so long of not having the feel :S It suck, right girls? Now as I'm typing this, I am like lying down on my bed with my "pampered-bolster" supporting my chin -_-" Sucha loser. I whined all day as I'm experiencing the pain. Now I'm just wishing for my "Un-Treasured Best Friend" not to come when I'm in camps. That is all I'm asking for.

* Only smart guys will understand what Im trying to say ;)

SECRET DATE.

2010-02-26T23:19:00.004+08:00

Waited for Athir and Hanim to drop by my place just for a meet up, and we play around with the "kids" and watch some music video on YouTube. Left home with them, Hanim went home while Athira go over to Jurong to meet her family. As for me .. (secreeeeeet!) :DDDD

Been almost two years since I last saw ___________ ! Awesomeness that I get to meet _________ just now (Y) Lynn couldnt make it, so it was an agreed date for both of us ^_^ Meet up again soon! *insert infinity hearts*

SMALL CELEBRATION ON HAPPY OCCASION.

2010-02-25T22:40:00.003+08:00

Had my last paper; Applied Statistics, and today marks the end of school and officially the end of Year 1. Freeeeee at last. We headed to Westmall Swensen for a small celebration and picts can be found on FB. We had a surprise "cake" for Asidah's belated birthday as well ^_^ Loveyou, twinnie Shitta! :DDD

Now, what should I do that exams are over? :(( No life. FOC preparation (Y)

FEB BABIES.

2010-02-24T20:12:00.003+08:00

21st - Athirr turned 18 and on that day itself we went to Botanic Garden. Thanks for having me along girls *insert hearts*

23rd - Asidah turned 18 as well and on that very day we had QLA -_- She even puked at the bus stop after we alight before we sit for the paper :( Hope you feeling better now. And I do hope you really mean it when you say you liked the gift *insert heaaart* Love you!

24th - Nisa, another friend of mine turning 18 todaaaay ay ayyyy! And I have Business Finance -_-" The paper? Don't ask.

Other Feb babies whom I'm not so close with;
12th - Late Grampa *insert infinity hearts*
13th - Ammyy
17th - Farhana
24th - Twin uncles
25th - Weena, Shahidaaaaa *insert hearts*
26th - Andreyana
27th - Yap

So on a shorter note, Happy Bird-day guys and gals! :DDD *insert plenty of hearts!*

LITTLE KITTYS.

2010-02-18T00:40:00.004+08:00

The black kitty was sleeping on my lap in the photo above :DD They were so small and innocent ='((( I can't bear to put them downstairs at night. Shall leave it till' tomorrow morning kay mom ='))) I'll stay up look after my poor babies :)) It's 1.02am now and I have a very very bad migraine, but I enjoyed watching them sound asleep. So I will just do my Astats mel quiz while I am still awake :)

72ND "SUPPOSED-TO-BE" BIRTHDAY.

2010-02-12T21:49:00.001+08:00

Misses you, grampa :( You are not forgotten. *insert hearts*

THE LOFT@94.

2010-02-10T14:43:00.004+08:00

Jacq was suggesting to book an apartment over at Loft for our mugging session with Afiqah and Asidah. Hmm, could be a nice change for learning environment. And whats tempting is the cleanliness and the beauty of the apartment :DD Take a peek below!

The Lounge Area is like wow. Furnished with two sofas. Bigger than a room over at chalets. Really -_- Kitchen like wow as well :DD

Bedroom! Va-va-voom or what! Two beds, I can picture the four of us closing our books and hit the sack. Hahahahaa! Bathroom like infinity wow la, please.

Okay. Make it happen girls ;DDD (Really hope this can be approved)

Anws, here's an update of my past papers I've sat for this few days, and I passed! :DD Alhamdulillah :))) I won't tell you my score, because that's none of your business ;))

YOU KNOW WHAT?

2010-02-07T22:47:00.002+08:00

FORGET IT.

DEEP DOWN.

2010-02-05T08:38:00.004+08:00

I was too busy with assignments, projects and meetings I feel that I've been neglecting so much stuff, so many people. Now, that's sad. Really.

I almost forgot what it's like to blog-hop. I was browsing thru my bimbo's individual blog and I din realize how so many things I've not know about. Especially Shiyi's. I admit that we are not as close as before. And reading the part where she said that Michelle and Ammelia are now making her happy for being there, listening to her whenever necessary.

No :) I'm not angry or upset about that. I'm happy when she's happy. And I do admit that I have the sense of jealousy when she mentioned it that way -_- But I wasn't there for her. So there is no one to blame but myself.

Now what is left to do is, move on with what I'm doing and as long as everyone's happy .. Nothing else matters. Kaixin is the one who needs more motivation and moral support from peers and family members. Im trying my best to go over her place every now and then to assist her with schoolwork.

Now that exam is drawing nearer, I will be focusing on my 3 major papers. Will be going for a one night camp in school after QLA later -_- I am so lazy to attend. Really.

Sighs. Happy surviving, Marlie.

KAIXIN ,

2010-02-04T23:12:00.000+08:00

GET WELL SOOOONN

PATIENT.

2010-01-28T11:04:00.002+08:00

Things I hope to get/achieve by my next birthday:

~~To be able to go for Wuhan trip with Afiqah and pass our two modules which will be taken there.~~

~~To have a raise in my allowance. =(( I want to be able to eat in school, Pa.~~

To have a "special" celebration with the loved ones.

To have 18 gifts for my 18th years of breathing (Hahaha, I dont want to appear greedy, but its just so heartwarming.)

To be able to cook lots of dishes already!

To pass my 1st Year GPA with satisfaction, (above 3.00 please?)

To be able to take my driving lessons straight away.

I want my very own camera/polaroid! =DDD

To be in the same class as my 1L02 09/10 mates for Year 2.

I need bar bells, arm very big. (Need to slim down!)

~~In need of sports shoes, (lost mine after S&W previous sem).~~

In need of shoe bag, (lost mine together with my sports shoe!).
More Archie&friends comics =((( I stopped reading ever since I cant afford it.
~~More clothes & shoes. (I only had cotton-on slipper and a wet[and smelly!] pumps, to go to school in.).~~
~~Fold-able fan, (since I sweat easily) =(((~~
Kbox. =((( Been wanting to since .. ?

All my friends have an iPod touch =((
To always be in the hearts of 1L02, no matter how far apart me and the rest are ='(( And not to be forgotten.

____________________________________________________________________________________________

I know I shouldnt expect ~~much~~anything from the list. But I'd love to see how many items are being cancelled even before reaching 2010. Hmmmmm~

____________________________________________________________________________________________

Gaaaaahh~! The CUTE PINK HAMBURGER BAG~!
='@ (!!)

_______________________________________________________

MORE STRIKES. SIGHS.

MY WEEKEND.

2010-01-28T09:21:00.000+08:00

... is gonna be a hell.

OVER @ KAIXIN'S MONDAY.

2010-01-26T08:52:00.003+08:00

Intention was to send her up to her doorstep and that was it. But instead, she invited me in and we chatted for a while. Which lead us to doing Astats Tutorial 8 and EIS Unit M together. I was totally glad I had something done while I was there, as well as helped her assist on certain modules. SMILES.

Sincerely,
Marlie ;)

GET WELL SOOOOOONN.

2010-01-23T20:06:00.002+08:00

Because I'm not used to not having you around in classes. =(((

PEEKAYEXE. ='((

2010-01-20T15:58:00.002+08:00

GET WELL SOON <3

WOMB.

2010-01-18T16:03:00.002+08:00

Take care, Afiqah and rest well. Got a chance to follow Jacq send Afiqah home. Weeeeeeeeeee

BF PRESENTATION.

2010-01-14T08:31:00.002+08:00

Is finally over. Pheeeww.

DEJA VU.

2010-01-07T10:10:00.004+08:00

Dad's precious girlfriend got into an accident again and was warded yesterday night. Poor Ssangyong. Yes, Dad's girlfriend came from Korea. And we pray that she'll have a fast recovery. Or I will not see my allowance for long, like that last time she got warded in ICU. =(((

HAPPY 2010!

2010-01-02T07:45:00.002+08:00

I know I'm 1 day late, but its officially 2010 now, so happy 2010 .. MARLIE! :DDDD My 2010 eve celebration was nothing but wonderful :)))) I'd regret if I were to be else where.

So happy 2010 Hamid's! Love you (papa mama sofie linn shasha) and they're the only people I love. So scram.

NPSU 3D2N PREP CAMP - PULAU UBIN TRIP

2009-12-31T15:25:00.006+08:00

.. was exhausting, super!

I was already down on the first, what more the second day.

Second day involved much more walking compared to the first.

Third day, everyone booked out by 11am.

Team members; Lewis, Valli, Maira, Yeecheng(I think), Ericson, Charlotte, Hui Yi, Amirul, Max, Cheryl, Eve, Syndris, Nigel, and other 2 which I cant remember their names clearly.

Thats all for the PC.

Waited at cheers for the rest to reach school.

Walked to atrium w them and paid for the Pulau Ubin trip.

Changed into 3/4 pants and shoes for the 1 day trip

Seashell passed me Christmas gifts ♥

Asidah arrived. Afiqah arrived.

Board the bus. Napped.

Reached Changi Ferry Terminal. Board ferry.

Reached PU.

Walk for 3 hours. Explore. Camwhored.

Board ferry back to Changi

Board bus back to Clem.

Dined w Afiqah Kaixin & Asidah.

Home sweet home.

Shower. Dumped myself on bed. Dreamt

O.o

Boring.

MAKE MERRY.

2009-12-24T21:01:00.006+08:00

Wishing dear readers, and people celebrating Christmas, Merry Christmas! ;DDDD

HELPLESS.

2009-12-21T19:51:00.004+08:00

Just don't start tha panic when you see me lying on the floor helplessly, in pain.

When all this while (and still doing it), everyone ignored me when I complain about how hurtful and painful it was.

Just act as if it was just a small matter to you, or better, nothing at all. I'll do just fine without your help, suffering in pain.

I don't need sympathy, I don't need attention. All I wanted was to tell someone how painful it is, and that someone just pats me and assured me by saying, "everything's gonna be alright." Yes, I know that would not change anything, but!

That certainly help me to calm down and feel like you cared ..

I am just not surprised if one day I might just collapsed and all you did was, "Hey, get up."

*tears*

VACATION.

2009-12-18T22:30:00.004+08:00

Finally. I'm seeing light at the end of the tunnel. I don't want to talk about BF assignment eventho I'm having the urge express my feeling down. Cause' I know that my girls are reading, and my words might come right at them like sharp knife going through a piece of paper.

As long as report's submitted.

Batam on Friday with the Nawi's. Even tho its a one day trip, its a nice change for a getaway once in a while.

Friday come quick =(((

(Sighs. There's still Power Point Slides to complete.)

INSPIRED.

2009-12-17T16:27:00.004+08:00

By my girls.

By my lecturer who is gullible (he believes that I delivered my 3rd child 9 months ago).

By my cousin who is working as a prisoner warden.

By my dad.

By my course.

By so many things around me.

And it all happens today. In just .. One .. Day. =)))

RETRACE. AGAIN.

2009-12-13T11:14:00.004+08:00

Things I hope to get/achieve by my next birthday:

~~To be able to go for Wuhan trip with Afiqah and pass our two modules which will be taken there.~~

To have a raise in my allowance. =(( I want to be able to eat in school, Pa.

To have a "special" celebration with the loved ones.

To have 18 gifts for my 18th years of breathing (Hahaha, I dont want to appear greedy, but its just so heartwarming.)

To be able to cook lots of dishes already!

To pass my 1st Year GPA with satisfaction, (above 3.00 please?)

To have more care bears, since Hazura gifted me with a small yellow "birthday-care-bear" for my 17th birthday.

To be able to take my driving lessons straight away.

I want my very own camera/polaroid! =DDD

To be in the same class as my 1L02 09/10 mates for Year 2.

I need bar bells, arm very big. (Need to slim down!)

In need of sports shoes, (lost mine after S&W previous sem).

In need of shoe bag, (lost mine together with my sports shoe!).
More Archie&friends comics =((( I stopped reading ever since I cant afford it.
More clothes & shoes. (I only had cotton-on slipper and a wet[and smelly!] pumps, to go to school in.).
Fold-able fan, (since I sweat easily) =(((
Kbox. =((( Been wanting to since .. ?
To always be in the hearts of 1L02, no matter how far apart me and the rest are ='(( And not to be forgotten.

____________________________________________________________________________________________

I know I shouldnt expect ~~much~~anything from the list. But I'd love to see how many items are being cancelled even before reaching 2010. Hmmmmm~

____________________________________________________________________________________________

Gaaaaahh~! The CUTE PINK HAMBURGER BAG~!
='@ (!!)

SURPRISE.

2009-12-12T00:50:00.004+08:00

I'm expecting my bill to hit the ceiling this month due to the extreme messages in and out during this celebration. But, I can see that she was happy. And I was too. For her. But nothing could have took place without the help of her lovely mum, not forgetting Nicholas, Jojo and Wilson.

Fred came and poor him. That Seashell had to make me paiseh -_- in front of not only him, but others as well. That girl .. When she wanna grow up also I have no slightest idea. Ouhh yaaa I totally forgot. You JUST. Turned. Seventeen. Just. Hahahahaha! We're turning 18th in few months soon. How can I forget ^_^

Met Din after that, and chat. Went up at midnight and here I am. Bye.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MICHELLE LEONG LIYI ♥

Kaaaaayy bye.

ENGAGEMENT.

2009-12-09T16:14:00.002+08:00

YOU! are invited to this special event.

RETRACED.

2009-11-29T21:08:00.000+08:00

Things I hope to get/achieve by my next birthday:

~~To be able to go for Wuhan trip with Afiqah and pass our two modules which will be taken there.~~

To have a raise in my allowance. =(( I want to be able to eat in school, Pa.

To have a "special" celebration with the loved ones.

To have 18 gifts for my 18th years of breathing (Hahaha, I dont want to appear greedy, but its just so heartwarming.)

To be able to cook lots of dishes already!

To pass my 1st Year GPA with satisfaction, (above 3.00 please?)

To have more care bears, since Hazura gifted me with a small yellow "birthday-care-bear" for my 17th birthday.

To be able to take my driving lessons straight away.

I want my very own camera/polaroid! =DDD

To be in the same class as my 1L02 09/10 mates for Year 2.

I need bar bells, arm very big. (Need to slim down!)

In need of sports shoes, (lost mine after S&W previous sem).

In need of shoe bag, (lost mine together with my sports shoe!).
More Archie&friends comics =((( I stopped reading ever since I cant afford it.

More clothes & shoes. (I only had cotton-on slipper and a wet[and smelly!] pumps, to go to school in.).
Fold-able fan, (since I sweat easily) =(((

Kbox. =((( Been wanting to since .. ?
To always be in the hearts of 1L02, no matter how far apart me and the rest are ='(( And not to be forgotten.

____________________________________________________________________________________________

I know I shouldnt expect ~~much~~anything from the list. But I'd love to see how many items are being cancelled even before reaching 2010. Hmmmmm~

EDUCATION WISE.

2009-11-13T21:07:00.000+08:00

I don't know how to convince Imann the importance of education anymore. I know he's still young for this kind of talk. But seriously, for a Primary 1, not knowing how to spell, read, addition, subtraction and such, I dont see his future very much bright. I know this shows that I've not been a useful guardian to him through out his 3 to 4 years with us. The question is, it is not entirely my family's fault now, is it?

The boy did not receive much attention at his own home. So, I know being partially responsible for taking care of him, that I should guide him through his studies, as much as I could. The thing is, he was used to having everything his way at his home, that I couldn't take him under my wing fully.

Yesterday when I got home, the first thing I did when I saw him was to ask him to come right over and sit beside me. And he did. All it takes was a nice demand. "Talk nicely to a kid, and he will automatically obey." I guess thats what my sisters (and partially Imann's sisters over at his home) are not good at. Whenever patience is involved, they gave up. After Imann sat beside me, I had a random conversation with him, something that went like this;

Me : Imann, you coming tomorrow?

Imann : No.

Me : Huuuhhh, why? You no more school already eh Imann?

Imann : Have.

Me : Then? Why not coming tomorrow? *sad face*

Imann : *ignores me, usually because he doesn't have the answer to my question*

Few minutes later ..

Me : Imann, you got homework not?

Imann : *Shakes head*

Me : Come I check your bag. Can I check your bag?

Imann : *nods*

Me : Huh Imann? Can not?

Imann : *nods harder, while getting his bag for me*

Me : *acts as if I din see him nod* I can't hear you laaa Imann, can or cannot?

Imann : YEEESSS!

Thats my first step. Make sure he answers me well, but at the same time, ask nicely. Not using body-language, or mute himself up. Thats not how a kid his age supposed to be behaving like. Tsk, Im so worried about this boy.

After flipping through his Math workbook;

Me : *referring to the wrong part* Imann, what is 8 plus 2?

Imann : *upon seeing the correct multiple choice answer was 1, he confidently answered* Alaaaaaaahh one.

He can't even count simple numbers. And this question had 10 items, and asked to colour the 3rd item. Guess what he did. -.- He wrote "10." O.o

Sighs.

MAKES ME GO GAGA.

2009-11-05T21:04:00.000+08:00

Things I hope to get/achieve by my next birthday:

To be able to go for Wuhan trip with Afiqah and pass our two modules which will be taken there.

To have a raise in my allowance. =(( I want to be able to eat in school, Pa.

To have a "special" celebration with the loved ones.

To have 18 gifts for my 18th years of breathing (Hahaha, I dont want to appear greedy, but its just so heartwarming.)

To be able to cook lots of dishes already!

To pass my 1st Year GPA with satisfaction, (above 3.00 please?)

To have more care bears, since Hazura gifted me with a small yellow "birthday-care-bear" for my 17th birthday.

To be able to take my driving lessons straight away.

I want my very own camera/polaroid! =DDD

To be in the same class as my 1L02 09/10 mates for Year 2.

I need bar bells, arm very big. (Need to slim down!)

In need of sports shoes, (lost mine after S&W previous sem).

In need of shoe bag, (lost mine together with my sports shoe!).
More Archie&friends comics =((( I stopped reading ever since I cant afford it.

More clothes & shoes. (I only had cotton-on slipper and a wet[and smelly!] pumps, to go to school in.).
Fold-able fan, (since I sweat easily) =(((

Kbox. =((( Been wanting to since .. ?
To always be in the hearts of 1L02, no matter how far apart me and the rest are ='(( And not to be forgotten.

450th ENTRY.

2009-11-02T21:13:00.004+08:00

MAKE IT THE LAST ONE, AND MAKE IT WORTH.
GOODBYE NOBODYKNOWS-RUBY.

♥
ITS NO USE FRETTING OVER IT.
IM GONE, GONE AND ALREADY GONE.

O.O HAHAHA WTH, IM NOT EMO-ING KAAAAYY ASIDAH!
I JUST NEEDA BREAK FROM BLOGGING .. -_-
YA RIGHT, SHUDDUP SISTER.

DEAD AND THE LONG GONE.

2009-10-28T06:23:00.013+08:00

As I entered Poly, my life has changed. And I see myself grown more mature, perhaps not completely mature. Yet. But I've grown more mature. I've learnt a lot of things since the first day of school. I've learnt to make more new friends, adapt with the school environment and atmosphere, the surroundings, the weird modules ..

Slowly, I got closer to the guys without realising. They said I was the closest girl to them all, especially Derek and Cilong. Maybe it was because of the "boyfriend&husband" role, but that beats me too. Im always including both the guys and the girls if we have some activity or event going on.

Michelle kept saying she wasnt used to having close guy friends. And Ammelia is always doing her own things (or maybe no one asked her to join us, because she was too quiet). I tried everyways to make Michelle feel comfortable around the guys. And not out of place. Outings, events, activity was organised. We went to Lot 1 (and even had a Lot 1 clique), outing to Sentosa, movies, sleepovers. Its always been me that wanna go out, and asked this people out too. Until I was afraid I might annoyed some people (or perhaps all). Or even when it wasnt me who organised the outing, it wouldnt fail to have an incoming text saying, "Marlie! Want to go out?" "Marlie! Want to have dinner together?" or even "Hey Marlie! Want to come over my house .. ?"

That was when I start to see joy in Michelle's eyes. That made me happy. Satisfied. Accomplished. I love it when my girls and the guys get along so well. We went out almost everyday, and we werent sick and tired of seeing each other. Even when we couldnt meet up for some days, dinner was still an 'okay-go' for everyone.

And then, most of us were busy with our own stuff. Kaixin with her skates and camps, Jacq with her driving lessons, Yu Sheng with his girlfriend ..

Slowly the population of people who always went out together decreases. But we still try our best to make the outing an enjoyable and exciting on. I could see that everyone was happy as long as we were together.

Even when the exams were near. We even went out, just to study (but this picture, was when we wanted to buy Chee Meng's birthday gift).

We helped one another. We care for one another. We have the strong "friendship-love" that no one can describe for each other, since we bonded straight away. Not on our first day of school of course. But during our IP DAY itself, waaaayy before school starts. That is why, this class is very unique and special to me. Each and everyone of them.

We still went out together tho not all are available. Movies, dinner ..

Soon I see the gap between us. Perhaps not all of us, but in specific terms, gap between me and them (my heart aches to type this down. It took a lot of courage). No more "Marlie! .. " messages. No more outings (that I know of). Now, where had all this love gone to?

I'll always have to feel the excitement of the outings they had, through their individual blog. I avoid myself to bloghop to prevent myself from getting hurt. I told myself, "I've accomplished my task. Its to make Michelle feel comfortable with everyone of us, since she din get a very nice bunch of friends in her secondary school, other than wilson jojo and a few others .." And that was all that matters.

So, I've decided to reduce bloghopping and even considering closing down my blog since its so deadly now, XDD. As for now, its going to be a hiatus. For LONG.

And I wont take whatever is happening right now to heart, and just concentrate with my studies. As long as Im not forgotten and that I have my 7 ladies standing by me .. I'll be contented enough .. =)))

Written at 6.50am on Wednesday, 28th October 2009.

With Love,
MARLIE ;DDD

JUST GET BACK UP, WHEN IT KNOCKS YOU DOWN.

2009-10-24T15:28:00.014+08:00

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY SITI NORHAZURA ♥

I just got back from PR about an hour ago. It was a last minute decision to sleepover at Aunt's over at Pasir Ris. Yesterday's celebration was boring. #1, no friends were able to accompany me. #2, some people just cant help it when they have to put on two-faces -.-(!!) #3, I dont want my 18th birthday to be anything like that. I prefer to be away from hometown and no celebration for my 18th years, rather than that kind of mundane celebration .. Boohooo (!!)

Im needed over at Aunt's place for some reasons. So I was offered to stay there with Aunt. =(((( I'll be moving place, which also meant, transfer of school to TP. Thats it, goodbye NP. Goodbye 1L02. Goodbye baobeeerrs ='(((((

Ogaaaaayy do me a favour and ignore the previous para cause I was only joking about the moving/transfering part. Hahahahah! Aunt wanted me to come over every Friday after school, sleepover and return home only on Sat. I am willing to do that, only if I dont have any assignments or projects due on the following Monday. Hmmmmmmmmmmmm.

I pretty much like Friday's first QLA lecture. Mrs Wong, QLA lecturer/tutor, went through slides and we came across this slide that defines Operation Management. She changed to the next slide and asked the class whats the definition of Operation Management.

Class : *groans, mumbles, whispers, shout of answers* ..
Me : *upon remembering some words* is a set of activities ..
Mrs Wong : Yes .. ? (Gesturing that I was correct, and wants more than that)
Me : .. that creates value ..
Mrs Wong : (repeat after me, also hinting that I was right) That creates value .. ? Some more?
Me : Errrr .. in goods and services ..
Mrs Wong : *nods* in goods and services, yes?
Me : in or is it of transforming input to output!
Mrs Wong : Thats right.
Me : Yaaaayy ^_^ *clapping in excitement*
Class : *claps* ( .. and cheers of my name could be heard)

^_____^

Yours Truly,
Marlieeee(((:

***************************

~! Edited //

Someone once had this convo with me.

Someone : You have boyfriend not?
Me : *shy* Huh, do I look like I have one?
Someone : Who knows ..
Me : Uhh .. No laaaa haha
Someone : Why?
Me : *Thinks for such a long time*
Me : Idk, guess I dont really bother
Someone : *Shocked*
Someone : When you plan to have one?
Me : Im not sure either. Never really give some thoughts about it
Me : Like .. Lazy to find, that kind'dof thing ..
Someone : Ouhh, like come naturally laaa, like fate like that .. ?
Me : Can say so laa. But I cant entirely depend on fate if there's no effort what.
Someone : Yaaa, how to find when there's no effort at all ..
Me : Yeeeaaa .. So, if you were to ask me the same question again .. *Staring, thinking, smiling*
Me : I guess Im just too afraid to commit myself since I never experience being in a r/s before *shy smile*
Someone : *Mouth wide open, due to shockness* Haaaaaaaaaa, you never been in a r/s before?
Me : Hahaha, no. ^.-

And the convo went on and on and oooonnn .. This happens a lot of times. Only, there are so many "someone" asking me this very same Q -.- I donno how to feel everytime Im being asked. I would feel offended, but what for? Haha. I truly have one goal to achieve in my wishlist right this instant and nope, it is not having a boyfriend. But to graduate my 3 years of Poly life and earn a Diploma cert. And got into a Uni to persue my degree. =))))) (And ouuhh, the "someone" are all girls, surprisingly, lol.)

Yours Truly,
Marlieeeee ((((((:

SHOULD I, OR SHOULDNT I .. GO?

2009-10-21T17:54:00.006+08:00

Overseas Immersion Programme (OIP): Wuhan, China.
Duration: 1st March 2010 to 12th April 2010 (6 weeks long)
Vacancies: 21 privileged students.
Fee: 1.8K
Preferred payment method: By PSEA (Post Secondary Education Account).
Advantages: Two exempted modules, (if I pass the two modules taken during the OIP trip).
Disadvantages (ownself add, LOL): Wont be able to spend my 18th birthday with my loved ones.

The question is should I go? It was all perfect but just take a close look at the "disadvantages" I added myself. Everything was fine, just that I cant expect to be not having a proper 18th birthday =(((( Thats just sooooo sad. But this is once in a lifetime opportunity for me. And Im not "die-die" wanna go. Just that its an opportunity, so why not grab the chance, am I right? :((( I need some feedback. I need to send in my particulars by SATURDAY, 24TH OCTOBEEEERR 2009! =(((((

Okaaaayy la, actually my birthday wasnt the problem. I never had a proper birthday in how many years already so Im used to it by now, lol. The problem is, am I gonna get homesicked? It aint just 1 week, or 2 .. 6 weeks leeeehh, which is .. ONE MONTH AND TWWOO WEEEEKS .. (!!) (Aiyeeerr, s'not as if there's someone special gonna miss me, or cant live w/out me in Spore for 6 weeks, what a joke) =(( So what d'you think?

********

Earlier in school today, while walking side by side with Pang Kaixin;

KaiXin (KX): Hey Marlie, we wear same again siaaa today .. *Looking at our dress code*
Me : *studying our dress code* Ehh ahh ahh seyy ..
KX : Shoes (pump shoes), *showing leg* (cause we wore leggings), than earrings also
Me : yaa ahhh hahahaa, what are partners for?
KX : you want to follow me right? I know!
Me : No laaa .. Who want to follow you, no taste only!
KX : Ehhh! *sad face*
Me : Jk laaaa *teasing*

Hours later.

Me : Ehhh I just realised something.
KX : What thing?
Me : We all dress up in partners again today .. You and me, leggings pumps, earrings. Michelle and Shiyi wore hoodie tops. Asidah and Afiqah wore long sleeve tops. Jacq and Michelle wore shorts, while Ammelia and Shiyi wore skirts. ^_^
KX : Ehhh ahh ahh seeeyy .. *looking around*

Big deal? I know. But when even tiniest, littlest things makes you happy or excited, why not share with the world =))))

Yours Truly,
Marlieee (((:

TAKE THINGS SLOW.

2009-10-20T19:17:00.006+08:00

171009 - Saturday;
Homestayed. Watched teevee the whole day I guess -.-

181009 - Sunday;
Sunday class in the morning. Catch things up with mates. Daddy called for cab and we headed to Yishun over to uncle's place. Mom and her siblings had some meeting (-.- !?) Aftermath, we took bus and lrt home. I showered, and get ready in a hurry. Ah jie wanted to meet for dinner. So waited for her at her workplace and she treated me Sakura ;DD

We catch up with our lifes and talked about how much we missed working at ZARA =(( Took train home cause I wanted to accompany kakak in the train. It was nice to be able to finally meet up with her again. Next meet up = her birthday = my dec break ;DDDD Soon kaaaayy kakak?

191009 - Monday;
First day for 2nd semester. So how was it? It wasnt as mundane as how I'd expect the day to be. 4hrs of lessons in the afternoon reduced to 2hrs as we din have tutorial on the first day of school. So we get to leave school at 3pm. Our new class advisor was okaaayy I guess. Mr Lim. And he got excited over remembering my name well. -.- Immediately called out Marlie for an answer and said, "The first name I call .. Hahah" Double -.-

201009 - Tuesday;
Sch started at 11am just now. 2hrs of Applied Statistics (ASTAT) tutorial, 1hr break and 3hrs of Enterprise Information Systems (EIS) practical. But Mr Lim was kind enough to released us an hour early. Me Afiqah Kaixin and Asidah stayed to complete our Unit A and submit immediately except for KX. Tomorrow, school starts at 8am *sad face* BUT!

There wasnt going to be 2hrs of Quantitative Logistics Analysis (QLA) tutorial in the morning so the next lesson which is 2hrs of Business Finance (BF) lecture will start at 10am. *smiley face* After the 2hrs break, we'll be separated to our individual Elective Modules that we've chosen before the sem. The 8 of us were lucky to get into the same EM but all except for Ammelia had gotten into the same class. We took Fundamental of Customer Services (FCS), while the guys took Introduction to Freight Forwarding (IFF, which is something I wanted too, but I had more interest on Cust. Serv. LOL, Im greedy I know! =pp)

EIS project had been given out and I formed a group with Jacq, Asidah and Afiqah while Shiyi Michelle Kaixin and Ammelia formed another group. I wanna start the weekly report for this week later tonight. Im gonna take things seriously for this semester. I will TRY my best not to slack and of course, not to pressurised myself. =)))) Something fawnny happened during practical just now, go to Kaixin's wordpress and read her recent entry, lol.

Yours Truly,
Marlie (((((((:

2009-10-17T15:34:00.008+08:00

151009 - Thursday;
Had dragon boat event and MDE gotten a silver medal ;DDDD And thats not because I was a rower, I was one of the supporters -.- (!!) I cant imagine if I were to be one of the rowers, a bronze medal? Not even a chance :((( But the event went smoothly great. And I feel like trying out for the next event ;DDDD

Im running out of cash soon, so I decided to skimp and save. No more spending unnecessarily, I told myself repeatedly. SAVE MARLIE, SAVE.

161009 - Friday;
OKAAYY SO I SPENT -.- (!!) I cant help it. How can I resist the movie 500 days of Summer (& 1 day of Autumn, an inside joke) accompanied by my beloved gerlfys Athirr&Hanim (!?) I couldnt say no to them when they asked me >:p And if that wasnt enough to broke my heart, it wasnt a student price (!!) Gaaaaahh, okaaaaaaaaayyyy looks like I needa go back to my "saving" moments. Where I'll do just anything (in order to really skimp&save).

They called me in the afternoon after their schools ended individually, and waited for me at Bugis since I had nothing to do. Accompanied them to their lunch and proceeded to Iluma for 1530hrs show. Walked around in Bugis Streets and proceeded home.

PS ~!I am looking forward to sch reopen, but I am sooooo lazy to go to sch -.-(!!)

Yours Truly,
Marlie ((((:

THIS ISNT A LOVE STORY. THIS IS A STORY ABOUT LOVE GUILTY -_-

2009-10-14T21:37:00.008+08:00

I snapped two pictures as evidence to show the world how guilty my daddy could get. He randomly tapped me, out of the blue. So you see, I had the urge to randomly tapped him back. And he tapped me back and I did too .. and so on. So when he was trynah get back at me, he accidentally caught my bead bracelet and it snapped. I picked up the beads all around, while he picked up those near him, as he was damn lazy to get up -.- (!!) I placed it on the sofa's armrest and we continued watching the teevee.

I stepped into my room to see SeaShell pm-ed me. Surprisingly when I stepped out of my room, my beloved daddy here, tried putting my beads back together. ^_^ I was sitting where I snapped those picts, and mommy sat right beside me. And we both smiled at the way he put those beads back on the string. How cute my daddy can get when he's guilty ;ppp Eventho my beads are not completely full, I still wore them cause its sincerely put back together by my father :'))))

Dad's cabbie's been in the workshop for almost a month now. And thats bad. Mom and sis been using my $$ and thats not a problem for me. My $$ is theirs to. But I havent pay for a lot of things. Class chalet, gifts, phone bills, etc .. Guess I wont be considering about part time job anymore, cause I sure need one and I know where those pay checks will be going to. Sigh. No more thinking of "What ifs .. " Or "I wont be able to cope with school .. " I really needa job. Baaaaaaadlyy ;((

(There goes my hope of taking my driving lessons early next yeeeaar .. )

Yours Truly,
Marlie.

WASNT THE KIND'DOF THANG THAT I WAS EXPECTING.

2009-10-13T19:33:00.004+08:00

Was away for a 2D1N chalet over at Costa Sands Pasir Ris since yesterday and I just returned this afternoon. Dont even wanna talk about it. As long as I had my fun and the rest had theirs at certain time. Boring.

And SeaShell Leong Li Yi should know this. I had so much fun this morning when we were left in the chalet by ourselves while the rest went to return their rental bikes. I really had. It was a retarded kind'dof fun. A tight hug from me to you for this kaaaayy, baobeeeerr ;))

Was a bit unwell during the night, and I kept shivering. I had the 3rd refill of my lunch once I got home just now. 3RD REFILL (?!) Shiyi & SeaShell, better believe this ;pp I din consume anything at the chalet. When I knew that mom cooked the special dishes as soon as she picked up my call, I couldnt wait to get home and stop myself from drooling thinking about those dishes calling out for me.

I've considered getting a weekend job with Asidah. How bout yourself? =))))

Yours Truly,
Marlieeee (((;

SICK

2009-10-10T23:40:00.005+08:00

Humour Part 1
12:00AM ME CHELLE, Flames to dust , Lovers to Friends says:
*OH
*u sad cause its a dream
*u want to get pregnant in reality?
- M A R L . E says:
*yaaa laaaa :( in reality we need to get married first then have sex then wait till the egg and sperm join then few weeks become fetus, but in lala laaand, fall sick, go see doctor, than suddenly good news that im 3 weeks pregnant, no marriage involve, no egg and sperm involve, like easy job siaaaa :(
*(HAHAHAHHAA, i know like wth but!)
*:(
12:00AM ME CHELLE, Flames to dust , Lovers to Friends says:
*AHHAHAHHAHA
*wtheck
*i laughing likeeeeeeeeee mad!
*OMGGGGG
*hahahhaa
*marlieee
*i go bathe first k!
- M A R L . E *auto-message: sick +o(
12:00AM ME CHELLE, Flames to dust , Lovers to Friends says:
*i just came back from work!
- M A R L . E says:
*okaaaaayy :( must continue to comfort me when you get back from showerr horrhh :(

Humour Part 2
12:00AM ME CHELLE, Flames to dust , Lovers to Friends says:
*hahaha
*i want ahh!
*i dream before
*i super happy
*but i wake up
*i relieve loh
- M A R L . E says:
*HAHAHAHHAHAHHHAHAHA
*you relief?
*ASS
*not a faithful mother to be!
*LOL
*i was SAD LIKE MAAAAADD LAAAAAAAAAAAAA
12:00AM ME CHELLE, Flames to dust , Lovers to Friends says:
*ahhahahah
- M A R L . E *uto-message: sick +o(
12:00AM ME CHELLE, Flames to dust , Lovers to Friends says:
*but i dono how to handle
*$$$ also don have leh
*husband also don have -.-
- M A R L . E says:
*you study hard first, at least earn a diploma, than you can work and send your bby to childcare
*if you have so much saving alrdy
*go find a father for your bby
*and quit your job
*let the father take care of you and the bby
*;)
*HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHA WHAT THEEEE HEEEEECCK
12:00AM ME CHELLE, Flames to dust , Lovers to Friends says:
*wah
- M A R L . E *uto-message: sick +o(
12:00AM ME CHELLE, Flames to dust , Lovers to Friends says:
*u really really
*plan alr ah?!?!
*HAHAHAH
*but seriously
*u need a spermm!
- M A R L . E says:
*hahahahaaa
*i was thinkiing what if i reeeally have a bby out of no where at this age
*had to plan what to do what
12:00AM ME CHELLE, Flames to dust , Lovers to Friends says:
*WAH
- M A R L . E says:
*hahaha

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAA .. (!!) :(((( This. Is truly saddening laaaa okaaaayy ='(((((

MY DAY WAS NEAR TO PERFECT AS WELL.

2009-10-09T10:21:00.027+08:00

5th Oct - Monday:

Went over to Seashell's place and still cant decide to get my hair done or not. Made our way to Westmall, still undecided. Guess I finally go with straight hairs :DDD Cilong and Ammelia joined us for dinner, went back to Seashell's place and watched Final Destination 1 with them and Nicholas, Seashell's younger bwaaadeer. Went home after that (((=

6th Oct - Tuesday:

Wanted to celebrate Shiyi's birthday, but she already had plans with her sec sch friends. So the rest go ahead with our movie; SHORTS. Not recommendable movie! Dont watch it! =PPPP Hahahaha, the show and the title, totally mei you link looohh! >:( Lucky we paid 6bucks for the show, or else .. @#&*$#$%^#% (!!) Arcade, neoprints, dinner, home.

7th Oct - Wednesday:
Went over to Seashell's place and wrapped Shiyi's and Derek's belated gifts, while Seashell was baking brownie for our dearest Shiyi. Derek came over and we handed him his gift. Glad he liked it ;DDD Cilong and Ammelia came up, and we left Seashell's place together to Westmall. Derek wanted his dinner badly. Met Kai Xin and we waited for Shiyi to end work at her void deck around 10pm. We waited at level 4 lift lobby and surprised her ;)))) Glad she's very happy with the celebration this year =DDDD

8th Oct - Thursday:

Sentosa with the 2e3'06 mates, was memorable ;DDDD Entered Siloso around 4.30pm and we played volleyball, camwhored, and teased each other (which is obvious, mainly Nandu, Nicholas and Zul - Great! The racial harmony gang >:ppp). Left sentosa around 7.30pm cause Hanim just arrived at Vivo and waited for us there for dinner. So were Carene, Xiao Ying and Barney. Had dinner at HarbourFront FoodCourt, and we had so much laughter. Especially when I asked Terence for his cam and I laughedoutloud at all the silly pictures (slowly, everyone started to crowd around me .. Cooooolioo :DDDD).

Jaga came over. Took 963 with Hanim, Zul, Jaivin, Shanky, Zuan Hao, Nicholas, Mok, Barney, Terence, Jaga, Xiao Ying, Jasmine, Carene and Veron, while Syuu, Athirr and Sufian trained home. Zul, Terence and myself were heading to BPP, while Hanim heading home, and the rest, to Pool. Nice of Terence and Zul to wait up for Sofie with me ^_^ She was from Vivo too -.- so she boarded the bus after ours. Double -.- (!!) Had her dinner at Mac, and we went home individually. Guess I had a great time ;)))) (Y)

9th Oct - Friday:
As for todaaayy, plan with the gang to Wild Wild Wet was cancelled cause Shiyi Baobeii couldnt make it and I have no idea why :( So Nadz coming over my house since its been few decades we last hang out. For now, Im damn hungry and mommmyy is still sleeeeeeeeping :((( But thats okaaaayy, I will survive >:pppp

With Love,
Yours Truly,
Sincerely,
Faithfully,
(and the list goes on ..)
Marlieeeeee (((((:

ps; i miss sitta ;p

17TH YEAR OLD BAOBEEERR

2009-10-06T11:07:00.015+08:00

Especially dedicated to my dearest
Lim Shiyi,
Happy 17th Birthday.
Sheng Ri Kuai Le (!!) ;DDDD
ILOVEEEEYOOOUUU <333

30th Sept - Wed.

2009-10-02T10:00:00.013+08:00

Special thanks to Muss for the invitation to the raya outing. It would have considered a fun day if you'd stop putting your arms around my shoulders and tell others that Im your "bakal isteri" (future wife) or your girl or whatever you call it. =PPPP hahahaa fake laaa, it was a great daaaayy laaaa, ass. Eventho you meant it as a joke, aku maluuuu laa pantat! >:(

Raya outing with 4E4 people, I din know its really gonna be 4E4 raya outing. Was only expecting the girls. Wasnt really surprise when the guys showed up tho. Din was there. Miss the dude. Deedee was there. The most gorgeous lady yesterday. But every girls was as beautiful yesterday :)))) Pictures awaiting, from Izni and Deedee ;DDDD

Today, gonna be with the ex-colleagues. Gonna come over to hanim's early and chill at her place while waiting for the others to get ready.

And Derek Er Yin Hao. Sheng Ri Kuai Le (!!) ke yi bang wo mai cigarretes liao >:DDD Hahahaa, fake. All the best for your future endeavors and your driving lessons to come ;DDD May you still be my best pretend boyfriend eveeeeerr and may your *whistles* grow longer as you grow older ;))))))

Yours Truly,
Marlieee (((:

MY WEEK.

2009-09-30T12:57:00.004+08:00

MY WEEK.

My schedule for this week:

28th Sept Monday - Out with Asidah and Afiqah to Ion Orchard.
29th Sept Tuesday - IMM with the 'rents and Sofie.
30th Sept Wednesday - Invitation to raya outing with Sofie, Anne, Muss and their friends.
1st Oct Thursday - Invitation to raya outing with 4E4 beautiful ladies.
2nd Oct Friday - Raya outing with the ex-colleagues (yet to be confirmed)
3rd Oct Saturday - Sentosa cancelled or not, I have noooo ideeeeeea -.-
4th Oct Sunday - Religion class in the morning, afternoon to evening sooo free (booooorriinng), meeting Haliff at night (egg-cited much? What d'you think?)

I am in love with this week's schedule of mine. Monday had tremendous fun and laughters. As for Tuesday, (this is random, from beloved daaaadd) daddy suddenly asked if I wanna go IMM (firstly, he never in my 17 years of breathing asked me out befoooore, but since his cab was in the workshop till today or perhaps tomorrow ..) So I cool-ly said sure (cause I dont wanna show him how I've longed for this, and how egg-cited I waaaass!) I smiled widely as I made my way to the loo to shower :DDDDDD

But something had to ruined our happy moment while we were having our brunch (late BReakfast cum early lUNCH) dont wanna talk about it. The ladies bought ourselves a pair of heels each ^_^ Thanks mooooommy, ily ttm!

Cabbed our way home and today, Im going raya with Sofie and her friends which I dont know who (I was invited by Muss, and heard that the population turning up would be ranged around 40-50) O.o goodness. To mothers handing out duit raya (raya $$), good luck and take care >:PPP

Yours Truly,
Marlie (((((:

2009-09-28T11:31:00.005+08:00

HOMECOMING.

I miss daddy. Its been a few days since I last saw him. Mom brought me a bad news yesterday. A careless lorry driver reversed his vehicle, and despite daddy's countless honks, he hit daddy's precious cab. They got into an argument even when its obvious that the lorry driver was at fault. The good thing was, it happened at a nearby Yishun coffeeshop and there's witnesses that daddy wasnt at fault, the other party is. Hmpf. He made daddy cant work today and have to sent his cab in the workshop for repair. Thanks to that Malay Lorry Driver ..

Sometimes when my parents talk to me, or argue to each other about money or financial issues, I feel like giving up studies and work for the fam. But I have second thoughts to that. Daddy worked so hard just to send us to school, to have better education than he and mom ever had. He wants us to lead a better life. Get into a better working and career life instead of end up being a taxi-driver like him.

:'((( Sometimes when I feel like giving up .. I recall what made me started in the first place :')))

Iloveyou, pa.

YOU ARE THAT SOMEONE.

2009-09-26T20:30:00.004+08:00

YOU ARE THAT SOMEONE.

Becoming someone who tries so hard to pursue his/her dream? Ever thought of being yourself, for who you are, to pursue that dream of yours? Why try so hard to be someone other than yourself, to go after your goals and dreams .. When you can be yourself, truthful and honest-self, to earn and gain that goal of Y.O.U.R.S. Do it, with your trueee self. Not, your false identity.

Be yourself.
There's freedom, there's excitement, when you be your ownself.

Be confident.
You know you can do it, when you're confident of it.

Be strong.
Overcome your weaknesses and be stronger.

Be HAPPY.
What's success without HAPPY :))))))

S.M.I.L.E.
A gloomy face can tell another person that you're upset/unhappy about something.
But a smile on your face tells another person that you are strong because it took you a lot of courage for you to smile in whatever hard/tough situation you're in.
Also tells your heart that no matter how long you struggle, you'll see light at the end of the tunnel.

PS: You can be whatever you wanna be. Its a matter of believing in yourself. You can be a Flintstone like me if you want :DDD Like I said, its a matter of believing in yourself. You can make it happen when you believe ;)))

L02 RAYA.

2009-09-24T09:22:00.007+08:00

L02 RAYA OUTING.

Since both photographers have already done with the taggings of raya photos, I shall upload them on my album in FB first. So my first two days of raya are still with cousins. Still waiting for them to upload and tag me. So meanwhile, be patient while I upload my L02 raya albuuuuuumm :DDDD

I swear I look fugleeehh in most picts, buuuutt the girls looked extra beautiful on that day :))))

Yours Truly,
Marlieeeeee (((:

2ND DAY.

2009-09-22T15:25:00.009+08:00

2ND DAY.

I dont own much pictures, and these are 2nd day of raya because all the photos are still with my cousins. Will wait patiently for them to tag me on FB. Stay tuned .. :D

My first two consecutive days was well spent with my paternal cousins and relatives. We went out together to most house visits. Daddy had 9 siblings, but not all nine were able to join us for the visit together. But more than one family have two to three cars. My cousins have all passed their driving lessons and have gotten their license. Made me excited to get mine only! hahahaa. Next two years of raya laaa okaaayy? Shall see all me and my paternal cousins drive our family around for house visits. =DDDD

Okaaaayy, back to topic, first day, we had .. Lemme count .. First uncle, two cars (his sons drove) .. Fouth aunt, three car(all my three grownup cousins drove) .. Fifth uncle, two cars(his sons drove) .. Sixth aunt, one car(daughter) .. Seventh uncle(my cute driveeer Mr Hamid, HAHAHAHAA), one CAB .. Eight aunt, one car(daughter) .. Which adds up to 10 cars. Second aunt, third unc and ninth unc wasnt with us the whole day, so that explains. If they were with us, guess will sum up to 3 to 5 more cars perhaps? And noticed something? All cars drove by their children, which are my cousins. Only our CAAAAB is driven by daddy. I wanna get my license asap and drive around with cousins as well! >:(

Dad's siblings so unique. All odd are male, and even are ladies. So my gramps gave birth to alternate gender 9 times, lol. Okaaaayy back to topic again :DDD

I feel like we've bonded within these two days of raya together. Danish and Affan are sooooo cute that they made me wanna have babyboys like them! Make me craving for children =(( And I know its impossible. Today being the third day of raya, will not be going anywhere, instead, will be celebrating Lin's belated birthday since we din celebrate yesterday. So happy belated 15th birthday Nur Azzelieyana. Just stop making my blood boil and Im oudda your boundaries kaaayy sweetheart ;)

Tomorrow? Raya with polymates. Three houses, pathetic I tell you, hahahahahaa =DDD but nevermind, the guys and the baobers are intending to join us, so let it be.

Yours Truly,
Marlie(:

SALAM AIDILADHA.

2009-09-20T11:47:00.007+08:00

SALAM LEBARAN.

According to first messenger; Amira, Lee, Syuu, Izahh, (Zara colleagues onwards: Ain, Nabilah, Kak Azreena, Rabiyah, Yap,) Iffah, Asidah, Adina Jie, Hanim, Nandu.

Firstly, apologies for not replying your raya wishes and seeking of forgiveness. I too would like to seek apologies from each and everyone of you, if I have ever hurt, harm or did you wrong, purposely or not, with or without realising. Your mistakes have been longed forgiven, I've you have ever committed any. Secondly, to my non-Muslim friends, Nandu and Yap, thanks for the wishes ;DDD

After break fast yesterday, me and family headed to Geylang around 9.30pm and dearest cousin Elfy came along too. Sofie made her way there with Ann first and met us there. Walk the whole stretch of pasar malam. We had a few mins "break" in dad's cab whenever we were tired from all the walkings. Dad was sleeping in his cab, since he din bother much about Geylang and he din have his sleep for the pass few days. 5am we left Geylang and off to Pasir Ris to aunt's place then reach home around 7.30am.

Sleep a while, woke up around 11.30am and getting ready to visit the gramps. Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir & Batin, to all ^_^

Assalamualaikum,
Marlie (:

FORGIVE.

2009-09-19T00:40:00.002+08:00

FORGIVE.

#1 - i donno if i have done wrong or hurt you in any way, so i wanna apologize on behalf of any mistakes i've done to you, and i reeeeeeeeeeeaally seek your forgiveness.
#2 - if i have ever owe you, money wise or anything else, do remind me to repay you hoorhh. :)
#3 - in future, do tell me if i've made a mistake without realising, okaaaaaaayy and lastly ..
#4 - im asking for forgiveness sincerely from the bottom of my heart. so you also must forgive me from the bottom of your heart. if you cant bring yourself to forgive me, than dont :D im done.

This is what I send to my Chinese mates, and here are all the different kind of weird and rare responds I received.

#LIMSHIYI;; says:
*? u never do anything wrong ?
*=.=! make me confused
- M A R L . E says:
*firstly, im seeking forgiveness from everyone. secondly. not everyone realise their mistake, thats why i just seek forgiveness lohh :D
*hee
#LIMSHIYI;; says:
*HAHHAH then i also lorrr

MICHELLE, that I LOVE you more than you'll ever know says:
*HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA
HAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAH
AHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHH
AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA
HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAH
AHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAH
AHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA
HAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAH
AHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAH
AHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA
HAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHH
AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA
- M A R L . E says:
*:D what
*shuddup ass
MICHELLE, that I LOVE you more than you'll ever know says:
*marlie
*HAHAHA
*what confession is that man
*HAHAHA
*im like laughing out loud when i read it lar
- M A R L . E says:
*you very bad lehh seeaashell. here i am seeking forgiveness,
and you're lol at my confession -.-!
*:D
MICHELLE, that I LOVE you more than you'll ever know says:
*#1 you never hurt me or wronged me. u never scold me or say me also.
and you really did nothing wrong to mee~ Just that i wanna let u know that,
if there's anything you feel sad or upset about, you must share with me okay!
I may not be able to console you well, but i can be a gooood listening ear ^^
#2 Friends don't talk about owing each other favours or moneyy,
and moreover, everytime u owe me money,
you pay me back ASAP faster than an aeroplane. -.-!
#3 you really done nothing wrong, and no mistakes at all.
i just want you to open up to me more =)
Like if u are sad or what, must share okay, don bottle it up babbehh
#4 you have done nothing wrong, so what i can forgive you about??!!
Even if u did anything wrong in future or not,
I will definitely forgive you, because thats what friends will dooo .
like when i do sth wrong, u will forgive me too! =D
lastly, MARLIE,
your really great lar. no need such confession to me! i find no mistakes that u do =D
*but i really laugh -.-

derek2 ^^你超可爱^^ says:
*lol!?
*i read it carefully le!
*sooo i nid to chooese?
- M A R L . E says:
*hahahahahaa
*no
derek2 ^^你超可爱^^ says:
*LOL!
*u r asking ah! or who?
- M A R L . E says:
*thats sincerely from me
*:)
derek2 ^^你超可爱^^ says:
*LOL!!!!!!!!!
*but why!?
*wad u do sia!?
*as in wad wrong u do!!!!
(okaaaayy i wont continue, cause explaining to derek goes on and on ..)

[C.M] I am only who i am \?Me?/ says:
*O.o
*wads all these
- M A R L . E says:
*all these
*is seeking forgiveness sincerely from yours truly :D
[C.M] I am only who i am \?Me?/ says:
*=.=
*u know
*i do get angry at times
*and get unreasonable
*but ultimately i wont hold grudges for long
*i will say unpleasent words but it's all just because i was angry at tat point of time
*forgiveness is given to those who deserves it
*if it's not your fault there's no forgiveness required
*if it is
*then don think so much
*cos ultimately
*you're living for urself
- M A R L . E says:
*hahaa
*i merely seek forgiveness and thats quite a rare reply
*lol

Ammelia says:
*HAHA
*hari raya ??
*ask for forgiveness
*hahas
*=))
- M A R L . E says:
*:( yaaaa
Ammelia says:
*HAHA LOL
*ohya hor
*tml hari raya rite??
*HAHA
*but i dun have green packets for u leh
*hahas
*=P
- M A R L . E says:
*hahaha firstly, im asking for a sincere forgiveness
(noooo packeeeets needed) secondly, not tmr, its sunday my dear :D
Ammelia says:
*>.<
*HAHA
*Okies
*firstly u did nth wrong
*and lastly
*I find no reason nt to forgive u, cuz u sooo cute
*hahas

Do not limit yourself, Go beyond limits. says:
*huh ?
*what is this about ?
*lol
- M A R L . E says:
*about seeking forgiveness :D
Do not limit yourself, Go beyond limits. says:
*you got do anything wrong meh ? o.O
- M A R L . E says:
*idk, thats why im seeking forgiveness in any
case i've done wrong to you without realising :D
Do not limit yourself, Go beyond limits. says:
*LOL !
*okok
*dont worry, i wont realise it anyway
*(:

SzeYee (: says:
*why the sudden confession siaa? o.o
*dun tell me u copy paste this to
everyoneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~
*LOL xD

These are the rare replies :D There is one more person online whom I'd like to seek forgiveness also. But seems like I was ignored 8((

Tomorrow's gonna be a busy day for me. Clean/tidy up room, mine and gramma's, helping mom with dishes, GAYlang at night as usual, spending the eve of Raya there with fam till dawn.

I would like to seek forgiveness, whether I purposely or accidentally or without realising hurt, harm or did wrong to anyone of you in any possible ways. Make it short and sweet, Happy Hari Raya to all my Muslim people! =DDDD